I'm not good at this green tea princess

Chapter 457

He has been favored all these years, but in fact he seldom suffers.

Most of the suffering in life is caused by Meng Ci, otherwise why would he hate Meng Ci so much? There is a reason for this.

In Chuhuang's place, he was usually scolded, or locked up for reflection.

Kneeling for two hours, the sky gradually darkened.

The lights were turned on in the imperial study room, and from time to time, Emperor Chu could be seen walking inside, casting a shadow on the door.

Long and short.

Just like the distance between his father and him, sometimes far and sometimes close.

But in the past year, it has become farther and farther away.

Murong Feng still remembers that when he was a child, he was not favored at that time, and his father probably didn't even know that he had such a son.

Sometimes he hid in the imperial garden and secretly watched his father go down to Zhengyang Palace.

That was the closest distance between him and his father.

Once, he saw the crown prince following his father, the crown prince said something, the father smiled gratifiedly, and patted the crown prince on the shoulder.

The prince laughed too.

They looked like real father and son.

At that time, he was only six years old, but there was a strong desire in his heart.

He also wanted a look from his father, a smile, and a comforting pat on the shoulder.

So he mustered up the courage to rush out.

He decided to tell his father: Look at me, I am also your son, I want to have a father, I also want to have enough food, I don't want to be bullied by the palace people.

But he was finally stopped.

He was stopped by a guard.

He covered his mouth, put his arms around his body, and said in a low voice: "Your Highness, are you crazy, you can't go out."

"If you rush out like this and offend His Majesty, neither you nor Your Majesty will have any good fruit to eat!"

Murong Feng was punching and kicking, but after hearing this sentence, he became quiet again.

Yes, he still has his mother and concubine, so he can't implicate her.

After he went back, he talked about this with his concubine mother. Concubine mother was silent for a long time, touched his head, and sighed: "Concubine mother hurt you, if you really want to win your royal father's attention, then... ..."

Murong Feng grabbed Concubine Gao at that time, saying that as long as he has a concubine mother, it is enough.

That night, he was so upset that he couldn't sleep, so he slipped out of the imperial garden, and met Meng Ci who fell into the water.

At that time, he also got wet and developed a high fever.

But when the concubine mother went to invite the people from the imperial hospital, they all said that they had something to do.

He burned so badly that the concubine mother had to beg in front of the queen.

Concubine Gao didn't expect much at first. The queen is not a broad-minded person, and she has always looked down on those women in the harem.

And that day, Empress Lin looked extremely tired.

It seems to be full of disappointment towards the world and the harem.

Concubine Gao also probably knew, because His Majesty got a newcomer.She loved her so much that she even missed her morning morning one day because of this.

But in just three months, he has already been promoted to three levels.

It's time for your concubine.

Further up is the concubine, the noble concubine, and the queen.

Empress Lin must have become vigilant. After hearing her pleading, Empress Lin decided to watch her for a long time and sent someone to the Imperial Hospital to see a doctor.

Not only that, the imperial physician also sent a prescription for conditioning the body, urging Concubine Gao to drink it every day.

Concubine Gao is not stupid, she soon knew that the queen wanted to use herself as a knife.

For the sake of her child, she went all out and stepped into the muddy stream of fighting for favor.

Murong Feng was very happy. He saw his aloof father descended to earth, came to his side, rubbed his head and said he was smart and good-looking.

The concubine mother has moved, and there are more and more servants around her.

The relationship between the concubine mother and the queen was very good at the beginning. As her position rose step by step, the relationship between the two became increasingly tense, and finally became two big mountains in the palace.

The queen became more and more careless, and everything in the palace fell on the concubine mother.

The concubine mother tasted the sweetness of power, and began to hold onto it tightly, unwilling to let go, and said in his ear every day: Sooner or later, I will send you to the position of prince.

Murong Lang is not worthy, only my son is worthy.

Murong Feng always felt that the concubine mother's thoughts were not well concealed, but the emperor father did not reveal it, so what does that mean?
It shows that he is also testing himself and giving himself a chance.

But now, he is a little uncertain.

Is the emperor really giving himself a chance?

In his heart, was he really a candidate for the crown prince?

If not, then he supported himself just to restrain the Lin family. In his heart, or his feelings for himself, had never been pure.

So what about the concubine?

Is the love for so many years true?
Murong Feng was very confused, he didn't have an answer in his heart.

Father, do you really love me, love me as a son, not as a tool that can be used?

He wanted to ask, but he didn't dare.

He was afraid that Emperor Chu would be angry, and he was also afraid that the answer would not be what he wanted.

Sometimes when dreaming at night, he would also dream of the palace he lived in when he was young, empty and full of cobwebs in the side hall.

The ladies of the court do not pass through their palace unless necessary.

Sometimes there are even bold slaves who will take the opportunity to touch the hands of the concubine mother and say a few obscene words.

If she was present, Concubine Mu would always slap her across the face without hesitation.

Every time this happens, the treatment in the palace gets worse.

Murong Feng didn't want to go back to those days.

In that winter, you have to huddle together to sleep, and you will wake up from the cold at night.

As night falls, the dew gradually rises.

After kneeling for so long, the knee has lost its intuition, and the pain from the beginning has become numb.

Father really doesn't feel sorry for himself at all!

Thinking of this, Murong Feng couldn't help feeling a little depressed.

At this moment, the door of the imperial study room creaked open.

He quickly looked up, and it was Eunuch Shou who came out.

The light in Murong Feng's eyes was extinguished in a flash.

When Eunuch Shou approached, he hurriedly asked: "Eunuch, is it true that father wants to see me?"

Eunuch Shou shook his head and sighed: "Your Highness Prince Rui, you should go back. Your Majesty has no intention of seeing you right now. Your Majesty just said that bitter tricks are not easy to use. You should go back and reflect on your recent actions!"

"You are still his old man's son, but you must be cautious in your words and deeds in the future. No one will beat you to your princely position!"

The position of prince?

Is this the father implying that he shouldn't have other thoughts?

But what I want is not the position of prince, and this time, I didn't come here for this.

Murong Feng pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Since father wants me to reflect, then I will reflect here."

"I really know that I was wrong this time, and I came to express my pious and repentant heart to the father. Thank you for your concern, father-in-law. I will persevere. Go to work, father-in-law, and serve the emperor well."

(End of this chapter)