After wearing it back, I was spoiled by the big guys

Chapter 374 Lessons from the past
"You, what, don't you believe me?! Let me tell you, although I have a deep affection with your mother, I have never done anything out of line! Because your mother is the most righteous and understanding woman in this world! "Emperor Hongjing, with pride and nostalgia on his face, praised Yuan Hou in front of Xiao Lingyue, and his tone was subconsciously gentler.

"So, the queen mother left early." Xiao Lingyue put down the teacup in his hand, turned his head to look at Emperor Hongjing, even though he saw that Emperor Hongjing's face was instantly blackened into charcoal because of his words, but what he should say There is no shortage of one sentence: "You only know that she is considerate, you only know that she understands righteousness, but have you ever considered her half? Have you ever thought about how much sadness and how much pain lies behind her forbearance? Pain, how sad? How much despair did you swallow alone when you watched Concubine Luo doting and honoring her?"

"What do you know!" Emperor Hongjing's face turned from black to white, his eyes were red, and he stared at Xiao Lingyue through gritted teeth. If it wasn't for this being her son, the only worry she had left in this world, he, he This bastard who only knows how to stab his heart and stab his knife has long been torn to pieces!
"The situation at the beginning, as long as it can be a little bit better, it will not be like that later! I am struggling in the court, with unscrupulous generals externally, incompetent ministers internally, and almost all those who are loyal to me are excluded from the edge of the court; border wars are everywhere, If it wasn’t for the Dukes of Zhen Guo, Duke An and Jian Ping who carried it hard at that time, do you think you still have the opportunity to speak nonsense in front of me now?!”

If possible, Emperor Hongjing didn't want to bring up the past at all.

As soon as he thought about it, he wished he could dig up the tomb of the late emperor and drag that incompetent Hun Dan out to flog his corpse!
It took almost half of his life to turn around the mess he left behind!But even if it was reversed, so what, he still lost his most beloved woman in the end!
This life is alone, lonely and helpless!The only son always takes pleasure in being angry with him. In this kind of life, life is simply worse than death, and there is no end in sight!
The more he thought about it, the more aggrieved Emperor Hongjing said, his voice was a little choked up at the end: "When your mother was alive, she always wanted me to put the country and the country first, to be worthy of the common people, and to be worthy of all living beings!
Yes, I saved Daxia, I reversed the decline, and let Daxia regain its vitality!But what's the use, I am sorry for the people in the world, I am sorry for everyone, but I am only sorry for her!
You're right, I really haven't thought about it.

It's not that I don't think about it, but that I didn't dare to think about it at that time!Once I think about it, I am afraid that I will lose control and throw Concubine Luo Gui and those women out of my harem!
If it is possible, I don't want to sit on the throne of Laoshizi at all!

Brother Yue, I regret it!I regret it, you know! "

At the end, Emperor Hongjing couldn't restrain himself from crying.In this Spring Festival, which was filled with festiveness and peace everywhere outside the palace walls, the most noble man in the whole Great Xia cried like a child in front of his son.

"Father, don't be sad." Xiao Lingyue sighed, got up and walked to Emperor Hongjing's side, while gently stroking his back to help him calm down, he persuaded him in a low voice: "The reason why my son will treat you When you bring up those past events, you don’t actually want to expose your scars and poke your sore spots, but to tell you that with your lessons learned, I really don’t want to repeat the same mistakes.”

(End of this chapter)