After wearing it back, I was spoiled by the big guys

Chapter 457
"Forget it, that's what the Ai family mentioned. It's okay if you don't want to." The Queen Mother stared at Concubine Shu for a long time, and finally sighed with a bit of helplessness and distress: "But fortunately, the child is now a month old. Not too big, you still have time to think about it.

Don't refuse in a hurry, think about it after you go back.The child still has to be raised by his side since he was a child to have feelings. In the past two years, very few children have been born in the palace. Now there are not many opportunities. Don't be stubborn. Go back and think carefully. If you decide, this matter will be sad. Home to arrange for you. "

"Yes, thank you Empress Dowager for your kindness." Concubine Shu did not refuse this time, but stood up and respectfully saluted the Empress Dowager before bowing and carefully exiting the Palace of Compassion.

Concubine Shu left the Compassionate Ning Palace, and Pomegranate who followed beside her habitually wanted to help her into the warm sedan chair, but she raised her hand and refused: "I want to walk, let them go back first!"

"Yes." Although Shiliu was a little surprised by Concubine Shu's actions, she didn't think too much about it. She turned around obediently and ordered the inner eunuch who carried the warm sedan chair to leave. Walking slowly along the flower path outside the Compassionate Ning Palace.

"Pomegranate, do you think I should reach out to that child?" After walking for a while, Concubine Shu suddenly spoke in a very low voice, as if she was talking to herself or asking about Pomegranate who was with her.

The dowry she brought into the palace when she entered the palace, now there is only one pomegranate left.

Accompanying her all the way to the present is the person who knows her best.

"It's not that I didn't think about raising a child by my side in the past. His Majesty mentioned this matter to me a few years ago. But you know, I have something on my mind. The hatred between my two children , I must report it.

So what will happen to Ben Gong in the future, Ben Gong actually doesn't know.

So, if I bring a child by my side, if something happens in the future, wouldn't the child be implicated by me? !

Furthermore, there has never been peace around Ben Gong, raising a child is tantamount to setting a target.Those of us who have stayed in the palace for a long time, who has clean hands? !

Even if you lose, it's just that your skills are not as good as others, so there is nothing to complain about!

But children... are always innocent.Bengong really didn't want to kill, and involved innocent lives...

However, what the Queen Mother said was not unreasonable.If this child can be born, it is probably the last chance for Bengong. If Bengong misses this time, then if he wants to have another child by his side in the future, it may not be as suitable as it is now. "

Concubine Shu's heart is already in a mess at the moment.

She knew very well that she wanted a child in her own heart.Before, every time she saw other princes and princesses Cheng Huan under their mother and concubine's lap, although she didn't show it on the face, she was envious in her heart.

She had thought more than once, if she could have a child in the future, or if her child was still alive, would she be able to enjoy the family happiness with the children like those concubines? !
pity……

"Your Majesty, I feel that you should keep that child under your knees!" Shiliu was silent for a long time, and after careful consideration, she began to persuade in a low voice: "The Empress Dowager has already said that if you miss this opportunity, the future It will be difficult to have another child!"

(End of this chapter)