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Chapter 163 Zu Yue's Heart Knot
"Maybe Zu Yue, you don't belong to this world, but you can't deny the present. Regret is an emotion that a certain person will inevitably have, because for people, the future is an unknown that cannot be controlled." Pozhen said.

"However, the comparison of stories with different endings in the same world makes me feel very painful."

Zu Yue launched the formation of "discovery", combining the series of memories of "Armor Warrior" and his own experience in the world of "Armor Warrior" from watching "The First Season of Xia Lan" to "The Sixth Season of Xia Lan" , through the characteristics of metallic energy, memory sharing, passed into the mind of Pozhen.

"After reading these memories of mine, I don't know how the leader of the formation breaks." After transferring the memories, Zu Yue smiled wryly.

Zu Yue never cared how thoroughly his identity as a traverser would be exposed.

Besides, don't forget that it didn't take long for Zu Yue to travel to the world of Xia Lan, and the identity of the traverser was seen through by Po Zhen.

"...I can understand your mood, but I can't agree with Zu Yue that you think that your existence is wrong. You are escaping like this." After withdrawing from the shock of the memory transmitted by Zu Yue, he broke out and sighed Shaking his head, said.

More than ten years ago, Pozhen, Zuo Shi and Xiangli borrowed the power of the three "God Pendants" to deduce a divination and come up with a shocking and terrifying message.

The seal of Wuji Abyss is constantly weakening, but within a hundred years, Qiong Qi will be able to break the seal set by the ancient Nine Heroes, and come back to the world.

So at that time, Pozhen had negotiated with Master Zuo and Xiangli early on to use the power of nine "God Pendants", so that Pozhen could be promoted to Wuji Xialan and cooperate with the power of "God Pendant" to die with Qiong Qi.

However, before this plan was implemented, Xiangli and Zuo Shi were killed one after another, and Jiugongling lost two "God Pendants" in a row, forcing Pozhen to revise the original plan and make a plan to lure Fake Ye and lead the zeros to invade Jiugongling. Gong Ling seized another "God Pendant", and then took back all the "God Pendants" in Wuji Abyss in one fell swoop.

In the battle of defending Jiugongling, I don’t know how many Xia Lan died in battle, and how many families were torn apart because of this. It all stems from the plan to destroy Qiongqi who doesn’t know whether it will be successful or not.

In all fairness, the psychological pressure of breaking the formation is many times stronger than the pressure of Zu Yue's psychological shadow.

As the leader of Jiugong Ridge, any decisions made by the leaders of Xia Lan and the others are related to how many Xia Lan and the common people will die.

"But because of me, Xianchi was possessed by Qiongqi, and Qiongqi decided to lead Zero to attack Jiugongling in a big way. Isn't it my fault that these things that shouldn't have happened?!" Zu Yue shouted loudly road.

In the world of "Armor Warrior", Zu Yue fought against the black monster in a state of zero power out of control. The shadow that was born was the knot that Zu Yue couldn't get out of, and it was also the source of Zu Yue's denial of his own existence.

"Zu Yue, the world will not come to an end because of the lack of you. The things you said, even without your existence and without your participation, what should happen will still happen. And in fact, you have done a lot alright."

"According to the development of the story named "Xia Lan" in your memory, Xiangli, Zuolong, and Shentu should have died. It was you who changed their fate, and they who did not die like the development of fate saved them. Your actions have saved many lives."

"Even, you also eliminated the fake leaves, helped Shan Guiyao to rise to the realm of Wuji Xialan, and prevented unknown new disasters that would appear in the farther future."

For Zu Yue's actions, Pozhen didn't feel the slightest bit of anger, but was relieved.

With the comparison between Zu Yue's memories of "Xia Lan" and the reality, this allows Po Zhen to understand how much effort and effort Zu Yue has put in to change the future.

"Then what are the people in the world of "Armor Warrior" who were indirectly killed by me when I went berserk?! If it wasn't for me, they wouldn't have died!!!" Zu Yue shouted out of control.

If he didn't get out of "Armor Warrior", he lost control and fought frantically with black monsters, causing the psychological shadow of destroying the city, Zu Yue couldn't rebuild his belief and continue to move forward.

"Master Chi in the Ancient Nine Heroes Lane, didn't he tell you that people are not sages and sages can do nothing wrong, besides, your nightmare is an accident that no one expected." Pozhen said.

"...Accident...Accident...I used to be an ordinary person without any dreams and achievements. Why did you choose me to be a time traveler? There are many people in the world who are much better than me and can achieve more perfection. The one who ends up is right!!!" Zu Yue cried out in grief and indignation.

Tears slowly overflowed from Zu Yue's misty eyes, flowed down his cheeks and dripped to the ground.

"If...the person who gained the power was not me but someone else, more people would be rescued..." Zu Yue lowered his head and said in a mournful tone.

"Has Zu Yue thought about whether the person who replaces you will create a worse ending? If he is a villain who sacrifices everything for his own selfish desires, wouldn't it be a disaster for other worlds?"

"Besides, there are no ifs in the world. The person who gained power was Zu Yue. You have already happened. The destruction of cities in other worlds has also happened. No matter how you think about it, it will not change. There is no point in living in the present and the past. Let's look to the future. "Pozhen persuaded.

"Looking at the future... so what, I don't have the ability to make amends for those left behind. Not to mention the confrontation with Qiongqi in the near future, I don't know if I can survive, and then return to "Armor World of Warriors."

Material compensation can never make up for the scars on the soul, nor can it bring back the lost life.

Now all of Zu Yue's hopes are pinned on the Shura armor's ability to travel through the timeline.

Even if the final result is that he is not qualified to summon Shura armor, Zu Yue still has a second choice.

Before he dies, he entrusts his desire to revise history to the next generation of Asura Armor Summoner, Li Haotian, and let him realize it for him.

"Are you really nostalgic for life?" Realizing that there is no love for life in Zu Yue's words, he said helplessly.

How should I put it, Xia Lan, who has some experience in Jiugongling, has experienced the indirect killing of innocent people in battles.

Xia Lan is not a god, and she will always be unable to save the people who fall into Zero's hands.

Zu Yue fell into a knot because he was too young, experienced this kind of thing too early, and was too kind and responsible.

The existence of Fading Yilin was prepared for someone like Zu Yue who fell into deep knots in his heart and finally gave up his Xia Lan identity.

"Probably..." Zu Yue sighed.

To be honest, Zu Yue's only remaining nostalgia for life is probably to see his parents again.

Zu Yue never forgot his original obsession to support his time travel.

He couldn't abandon his family.

"Hey...Zu Yue, you should think about the most important person to you. If you really can't get out of the hurdle in your heart, I advise you not to commit suicide. I suggest you go to the Memory Forest."

Pozhen made a final response, then got up and left the pavilion in Fading Memory Forest, leaving Zu Yue alone in the silent darkness...silent.

(End of this chapter)