national idol

Chapter 114
Returning the microphone to the host, opening the guitar bag, picking up the guitar, and looking forward, Ding Ning was a little nervous and his heart was beating rapidly.

Compared with yesterday's small stage, the number of people on today's big stage in the lakeside square has increased by at least ten times. If you look around, there will be thousands of people.

Moreover, the auditorium is a semi-circular shape like a grand theater. The audience sat along the stepped steps, and there were no empty seats. The scene was really like a small live concert.

With slightly moist palms, Ding Ning wiped the jeans quietly. Ding Ning adjusted the microphone in front of him, forced himself to calm down, and said with a smile, "I was originally a contestant and was going to sing "Nan Shan Nan". Now the teacher arranged for me to do it. Guest, then I will do as I please, and I dedicate the song "Youth Jinshi" to everyone, and I hope everyone cherishes and enjoys the present."

After finishing speaking, Ding Ning subconsciously glanced sideways at Gu Xi who was sitting on the right side of the stage.

She clapped like everyone else, smiling with eyebrows, her cheeks were extraordinarily fair under the light that hit the judges' seats, with a faint blush as transparent as sand in the water, as if dyed.

Ding Ning likes the pair of frayed white suspender jeans she is wearing very much. The color is light blue, just like the clean and spotless sky in memory, and even the shadow of white clouds can be seen.

Feeling inexplicably stable and a little melancholy, Ding Ning turned his head, and while playing the prelude, he lowered his head and smiled.

For this girl, he does have a "Youth Jinshi" emotion.

It's not me who just fell in love, and I don't dare to tell you.

because.

The age is Jinshi, but people are not young.

"Back to May at the end of spring, there were not many people in the market in the early morning."

Ding Ning felt a little heartless.

"The child is singing in front of the door, and the sun is warming the brook.

But it's not the heartless and innocent childhood, but the heartless that has to be indifferent due to various considerations.

"The catkins are blown by the strong wind, and the people in the shade of the trees want to sleep."

But life is like this, there is no way to be perfect, just like the conservation of energy, if you want to gain something, you will lose something.

Maybe it's time, maybe it's freedom, maybe it's my desire to fall in love with you.

"Those who are silent, be happy from now on, and take off the puppet of winter."

In his opinion, Gu Xi was indeed a very nice girl.

If he was three or five years younger, and if he didn't want to be a celebrity, he should probably meet Gu Xi's eyes at this moment and give him a secret glance.

Yes, look.

It’s been a while since autumn. After a light rain in the morning, the evening wind by the lake makes the sleeves tremble, and the climate is lingering and cool.

"My melancholy white shirt, the first cigarette in my youth pocket."

But now, he can only bow his head and sing his own song.

Even if he is fascinated by her bright eyes and smiling face, he can only stand still and gather momentum.

"I'm in love for the first time, and I never dare to tell you."

He wasn't worried about missing it by chance.

"There's only one bus going into town, no cafes or luxury shops."

It's not that he believes that "sometimes in fate must be there, and there is no time in fate, don't force it" or something.

Rather, something that can disappear with a slight flutter, even if the heart beats thousands of times, it is just the sand between the fingers, if it leaks, it will leak.

Only those that can withstand the test of time and precipitation will have an endless aftertaste.

"Under the clear blue sky, with a smile on your head, love is simple."

After all, the road ahead is so long, and those who are eager for momentary pleasure probably cannot seek benevolence and benevolence.

Otherwise, words such as vows of eternal love would not have a bitter derogatory meaning.

There are countless examples that prove that even if you meet and get your hands on love early, in the end it is not as good as when it came just right.

Just like what Liu Ruoying sang in "So You Are Here Too", "Love is a superstition at the right time and place".

"Bells toll the sunset and the tarmac leaps over the hillside."

Now is obviously not the right time.

"What leads to the north is what we imagined, and we have never experienced it when we grow up."

20 years old is still too immature, and the tomorrow that can be expected is too far away.

At this age, most people are like petals blown by the wind, and they need to wander for a long time before they can land safely with bruises all over their bodies.

What's more, the difference between him and Gu Xi is actually not just a retroactive eight years, but two lives.

In these two lives, the first life is his downfall and unwillingness, and the first life is his explosion and longing.

"The house covered with ivy, the neighbors under the eaves fly in the dusk."

He has too many pursuits now, busy and non-stop.

Even if he relaxes his mind and slows down his pace now, he still can't do everything well.

"In autumn, once the persimmon tree is ripe, it will be enough for us to eat for a long time."

After all, even after time travel, he is still a mortal with limited abilities.

He needs time, space, and concentrated energy to face the protracted battle of a new life.

"The radio is sitting on the head of the bed, a playful teenager, holding on to the comic book and not letting go."

He also needs to give Gu Xi time and space.

She is still young, and maybe she doesn't even have a concrete definition of what her ideal looks like.

What she likes at this age is too simple, without any impurities.

But it was this innocence that made him hesitate.

The more flawless you are, the more you don't know what to do.

This is completely contradictory to his utilitarian desire to ride Juechen immediately.

"Accompanying me to sleep is the sorrow of the moon, a pillow full of dreams, and a pillow full of saliva."

Now, he and Gu Xi can be said to be two individuals who seem to be complementary, but are actually far from each other.

He was afraid that once a certain relationship was established and they faced each other frankly, what would appear would not be a harmony of water and harmony, but an incompatibility of water and oil.

"My melancholy white shirt, the first cigarette in my youth pocket."

In fact, he is also afraid to face an overly passionate relationship.

Because he has gone through many baptisms, and has even become a lover of emotions and desires, he may have lost the ability to go all out and wholeheartedly.

This is quite possible.

And when the emotional investment of the two parties is not proportional, no matter which side the balance is out of balance, the ending will be obvious.

"I'm in love for the first time, and I never dare to tell you."

Moreover, he really doesn't have much confidence in his own conduct.

Although the past is unbearable, the world of flowers and flowers is really attractive. It is not easy for a person like him who has been in the gentle village to pick up his integrity.

Especially when he couldn't help himself a few days ago, a hug with Liang Qin had already made him a frightened bird. He didn't have the full confidence to change his mind and become a gentleman.

"There's only one bus going into town, no cafes or luxury shops."

Therefore, he only dared to taste it, and even got along with Gu Xi with a mentality of watching from the other side.

"Under the clear blue sky, with a smile on your head, love is simple."

Immediately, if away, if away, if at once.

It's always better, stepping in rashly, causing no one to be at peace.

"Love is simple."

Love is indeed very simple, two people put into love is love.

However, it is too difficult for love to have a beginning and an end.

Otherwise, a simple sentence "I hope people will last forever" will become a famous sentence through the ages.

"Love...is very simple..." Ding Ning looked up at Gu Xi.

She curled her hands slightly, propped her chin, and pressed her lips tightly.

Can vaguely see, tears like ripples.

(End of this chapter)