national idol

Chapter 63

Xiang Xiaoshi didn't know how she survived the first class.

Hearing the bell for the end of get out of class, she got up immediately as if she had been pardoned, and walked into the bathroom quickly.

She closed the bathroom door behind her back, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

She felt that the thin air was finally filling up again, but the pain in her heart became more and more intensified.

Tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably. She raised her sleeves, but she couldn't wipe them dry.

Her body also seemed to become weak, and it was difficult for her to stand up. She slowly squatted down, not daring to sob loudly, only dared to choke in a low voice.

Since Ding Ning's attitude towards her has become increasingly indifferent these days, she actually already knew that there would be such a day.

He would hold other people's hands and talk to each other with a smile on his face, but she never thought that this day would come so quickly, and be so simple and rude.

Li Shu and Gu Xi, both of whom she has heard about, are not bad compared to her. When they appear in the class of the Department of Business and Industry, and show their affection to Ding Ning, her crumbling world , It also means that the last straw has been drawn and the collapse is declared.

In the past, Ding Ning was the laughing stock of everyone, but now, Xiang Xiaoshi knew that it was her turn.

Zhang Hanzhuo is no longer the backing that she can maintain her pride, what greets her is destined to be a storm of ridicule, sarcasm, and contempt.

In fact, these are not a big deal, because she has already been baptized, and now it is nothing more than adding another class.

The torrent that would really sweep her to pieces was the person sitting next to another person now.

Other people's possession, and their respective parting ways, are like death penalty and indefinite period, from indefinite period to death penalty, everything is a heart-pounding pain, caught off guard.

Xiang Xiaoshi failed to comfort herself in the private room for too long, and the silently passing time urged her to return to the classroom.

The moment he opened the door of the private room and stepped out of the private room, thinking that he was about to return to the classroom and ushered in the storm, Xiang Xiaoshi's footsteps subconsciously paused.

She knew that there must be many people in the classroom waiting to see her jokes. She was a little timid to deal with it, and she didn't know how to deal with it.

When he walked to the door of the classroom, he felt that there was already a depressing gust of wind coming towards him, and Xiang Xiaoshi suddenly had an answer in his heart.

No matter what others think or think, with her own dignity and stubbornness, she decided to face everything with her head upright.

As expected by Xiang Xiaoshi, when she walked into the classroom, the students looked at her in unison.

But it was not as Linglie as she had expected. Except for a few people who had good friends with Pan Jinghan and their eyes were really narrow, most people looked at her without much emotion, that is, as always, indifferent.

In an instant, Xiang Xiaoshi suddenly realized that Ding Ning did not belong to her long ago.

No one would laugh at Li Shu just because she confessed to Ding Ning.

He also never made fun of Ding Ning and Gu Xi just because they were flirting with each other.

Whoever confessed to Ding Ning, and whom Ding Ning got together with, in the eyes of others, has nothing to do with her.

It's a pity that only she herself is still intoxicated in her own world, and hasn't woken up for a long time.

Xiang Xiaoshi's heart ached even more, and her gaze involuntarily turned to the direction where Ding Ning and Gu Xi were.

The curtains that were slightly swayed by the wind, the light that shone through the window, and the desks that reflected the light, everything was unusually vivid.

The memories of the past are suddenly brought back, looking at the emptiness, turning the page is the past, and slightly bent down to Xiaoshi.

At this moment, she has enough courage to face up to all malice.

But she couldn't face herself.

……

"I want to change my place of residence. I won't be in the next class. Would you like to accompany me to have a look?"

After the first class, the time is [-]:[-], a time when everyone should get busy.

Today's plan is to find a new residence and visit several recording studios, so Ding Ning decides to skip class.

"Oh."

Unexpectedly, Ding Ning would make such a request. Ding Ning seemed a bit strange today. Gu Xi took a look at Ding Ning while tidying up the books on the table.

Ding Ning smiled warmly, and there seemed to be stars shining in her bright eyes, so dazzling that she turned her head back hastily.

"I have something to go too, let's go together."

Mo Beibei's class is really tormenting, Ding Ning is leaving now, she has no reason to stay in this classroom.

After finally attending class with Mo Beibei, after only one class, Mo Beibei was about to leave. Sun Zhijun was disappointed and asked quickly, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"No, you have to study hard." Mo Beibei patted Sun Zhijun's back with a book, motioning for him to make way.

Sun Zhijun got up reluctantly, and Mo Beibei said "goodbye" to him coolly, and walked out of the classroom with Ding Ning and Gu Xi.

Talking with Ding Ning and Gu Xi all the way down to the teaching building, Mo Beibei bid farewell to Ding Ning and Ding Ning in great frustration.

In the end, she did get acquainted with Ding Ning, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and all the things she had imagined before were not put into practice at all.

Mo Beibei was very depressed. She kicked all the stones she could see in displeasure all the way. After walking for a long time in annoyance, she turned her head to the left and looked in the direction where Ding Ning and Gu Xi were leaving.

The slightly yellowed sycamore trees are swaying the clues of this season. Ding Ning and Gu Xi are walking side by side under the shady trees. Their white shirts, blue denims, floral dresses and small backpacks complement each other as if they are full of sweetness. movie scene.

Male talent and female appearance are a perfect match.

Thinking of these two words inexplicably, Mo Beibei's eyes and nose suddenly turned sour, and there was a bitterness in his abdominal cavity.

At this moment, she ignored the hurried pedestrians around her, ignored the sycamore leaves swaying and falling from her head, ignored the hair that was blown by the wind and caressed her pupils, ignored the white clouds slowly crawling across the sky, and only remembered what was ahead. There are two figures standing side by side, and myself standing alone.

She really wanted to force herself to move her eyes away, but it was as if they were glued from head to toe, fixed and solidified, not accepting the command of her thoughts at all.

You are like spring all the year round in the bright sun in the south, and I am snowing heavily in the cold night in the north.

She suddenly understood the original meaning of the song "Nan Shan Nan".

I became a desolate scene, an indifferent appearance, a transparent high wall, and failed to become you.

She also comprehended the essence of "Song of Wonderful Ability".

She also thought of Li Shu, that elementary school girl who had amazing courage and openly revealed her thoughts to Ding Ning, she felt inferior.

Then, her mood became extremely bad.

She has sent many good people cards, but now, she realizes that it is really difficult to be a good person.

(End of this chapter)