peasant young lady

Chapter 311 I Don't Believe In Anyone But You
Hearing Zi Yuan's address, Cheng Xia raised his head slowly, and seeing Shao Chen who was supposed to be on duty at the Procuratorate come back suddenly, Cheng Xia straightened up, let out a deep breath, and fixed his eyes on Shao Chen, who looked cold, did not move.

"Get out!" Shao Chen roared at Zi Yuan, Zi Yuan was so frightened that she couldn't help shaking, she turned to look at Cheng Xia with a bleak expression, and asked Cheng Xia's opinion in a trembling voice, "Young Madam?" Zi Yuan looked at The two looked at each other like this, and she dared not leave.

"You go out first," Cheng Xia said lightly.

"Young Madam?" Zi Yuan couldn't help but choked up.

"It's okay," Cheng Xia forced a smile, "What else can I do, my life is already like this, there is nothing I can't face."

Ziyuan looked back at Cheng Xia three times a step at a time, finally closed the door and backed out.

Cheng Xia watched Shao Chen come to stand in front of her, those deep eyes stared at her firmly, as if she was exploring something.Cheng Xia wanted to laugh, but tears rolled down her face involuntarily. She patted the seat beside the bed and asked Shao Chen to sit, "Sir, would you like to talk to me?"

This voice made Shao Chen feel sad. He tightened his fists hanging on both sides, gritted his teeth to stabilize his mind, and sat next to Cheng Xia.

Shao Chen closed his eyes and tried his best to look at Cheng Xia calmly, "What did you do last night?"

"Oh," Cheng Xia sneered, "Did you just find out that I didn't come back last night? You don't care what I do, do you? You used to treat me like this. From what? When will it start?" Cheng Xia gently leaned against the wall, looking up at the snowy window in front of him like a memory, "I remember, when I went to Cheng's house before, you would pick me up when it rained; Wen's second uncle is locked up in his Yuanwai mansion, you will look for me all night, and finally rescue me; I still remember, I went to Liu Wen to settle accounts, and you would meet me outside Liu Wen's house, afraid that I would deal with it No."

Tears flowed from the corners of Cheng Xia's eyes, "Since when did you lose patience and care for me? You never quarreled with me before, even if you wanted to hide my things, I Yelling at you, you just don't return the things to me, but you won't say a serious word to me. But now, why, why has everything changed?"

Cheng Xia wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, looked at Shao Chen without blinking, trying to see something different from his face, "Do you still remember that you promised me that we will be together for the rest of our lives?" , no one else, no disputes, only love as before and harmony forever. On the night of Qixi Festival, we knelt together in front of the big red happy letter in the living room. No one witnessed, but we all made a vow. Do you remember what you said? ?”

Tears had long blurred Cheng Xia's eyes, she couldn't see Shao Chen's face clearly, she knew he was right in front of her eyes, but she couldn't catch it, she seemed to only touch his shadow, the shadow of the past, But he couldn't meet the real person in front of him.

"As you said, you said 'weak water is three thousand, just take a ladle', you said 'if it weren't for the loess and bones, I would keep her for a hundred years', and you said 'the sun and the moon will last forever, and my heart will last forever'. Are these oaths all false? Can you forget them all?"

"Cheng Xia," Shao Chen's voice was hoarse, and he said after a long time, "I remember everything."

"Okay," Cheng Xia got up and sat next to Shao Chen, getting closer to him, she held his face to force him to look directly at her with dodging eyes, "you know my character, you should know my personality How much courage it takes to be able to talk to you like this. Letting a person like me seek your attention in such a low voice has already severely trampled my self-esteem under my feet. "

"I once told myself that I am a very free and easy person, no matter who I face or what I face, I can be calm. I also made a vow to myself that I will not let anyone influence my life. Life and my emotions, but I was wrong, I overestimated myself, I couldn't do it, because your position in my heart has long surpassed everything else."

Cheng Xia let her tears flow, but didn't care, "I told you so much, just because I don't believe anyone's words, I don't believe what I hear, I don't believe what I see, I only believe in you .I want you to tell me yourself that what Wang Qingwan said is not true."

"No matter what you say, I will believe it. If you say it is not true, she will throw all the evidence in front of me. I don't believe it, I only believe you." Cheng Xia gritted her teeth hard to prevent herself from sobbing. She has nothing left to lose, even her proudest self-esteem has been thrown away, so what else does she worry about.

She used to think that she was very strong, and she was different from those women who regarded love as bigger than the sky. She thought that no matter what she faced, she could be very free and easy, but she found that she was really reluctant.She didn't want to let such a long-term relationship disappear like this. She hoped that the person she entrusted her heart to would also treat her sincerely. She didn't want to believe that what she gave was just wishful thinking.

Shao Chen's heart was struggling, and Cheng Xia's tears were like a branding iron, scalding his heart to be riddled with holes, but in the end, he nodded, "Everything she said, it is true."

These seven words weighed a thousand catties, and he couldn't straighten his back under the weight.

Cheng Xia's hand on Shao Chen's face fell in vain, her eyes were wide open, but they lost focus.

The space suddenly became silent, and there was no sound. After a long time, Cheng Xia suddenly smiled, "So you really forgot, you forgot the swing you made for me, you forgot the Fengguanxiapei you gave me with your own hands, Forget the oath I made to you, haha, it's all fake."

"It's just a promise, and it's a lie to swear to Jun with black hair to white hair."

Cheng Xia's tears, like broken beads, fell on the back of Shao Chen's hand one by one, burning his heart.

Cheng Xia sniffled, bent down to put on her shoes, stood in front of the bed, and straightened her clothes, and the hair that was stuck to her face with tears, and tidied herself meticulously. .Then slowly tore off the jade pendant with burn marks that she had been hanging around her neck, and handed it to Shao Chen, "You put this on for me, and it was your grandmother who asked you to give it to your beloved." The girl's. Now, I'll give it back to you, and we'll settle it."

"What do you mean?" Shao Chen violently pulled Cheng Xia's hand that was about to leave when he turned around, and pulled her onto his lap to sit still.Cheng Xia's decisive attitude just now made him flustered for a while, and he was afraid.

Cheng Xia pushed Shao Chen away abruptly, and moved further away from him, "From now on, don't touch me, I think you are dirty."

Cheng Xia turned to leave, but Shao Chen stopped her in two or three steps, "You think I'm dirty?"

"Yes, I think you are dirty." Cheng Xia's voice was cold, her tone was neither high nor low, but her eyes were extremely firm. She could allow herself to persuade herself to stay and beg before the truth of the matter was confirmed, but after the truth was confirmed, she She was going to pick up the self-esteem that was stepped on by her little by little, she was still that Cheng Xia, invincible and unable to hurt anyone.

"Do you think you are clean?" Cheng Xia looked at Shao Chen with a sneer, then jumped over him and took the blood-stained handkerchief from the bed, and slammed it on Shao Chen's face, "Wang Qingwan When you showed me this thing, I didn't believe you did it, because my husband-in-law would not be so sorry to me, but now, you admit it yourself, then take this filthy thing away from me, together with Together, don't appear in front of me in the future, we will return from bridge to bridge, and we will have nothing to do with each other from now on."

Shao Chen tightened the jade pendant in his hand and held her wrist tightly, the more calm she was, the more scared Shao Chen felt.Cheng Xia in front of him seemed to have suddenly turned into fine sand. He wanted to hold her in his hands, but the tighter he held her, the faster she would be lost.

"You can't go anywhere." In the end, Shao Chen choked up and said.

Cheng Xia looked back at him pulling her wrist, then at Shao Chen's haggard face, and suddenly smiled, with an incomparable determination, "Why, do you want to enjoy the blessings of being equal? ​​Find another woman , I'm not that cheap. Let go!" Cheng Xia shook it vigorously a few times, "I let you let go!"

"I told you, you can't go anywhere!" Shao Chen said firmly.

"What?" Cheng Xia frowned, "You want to imprison me? Why do you?" Cheng Xia sneered twice, "To be honest, our long-term relationship as a husband and wife is actually an affair without a matchmaker. Wang Qingwan is the husband and wife, and the two of you are certified by the government. It used to be only in name, but now it’s all in place. As for me,” Cheng Xia smiled casually, “I’ll just treat you like this for the past few months. It doesn't matter if I was bitten by a dog, there are too many women who are infatuated and let down, so where am I now?"

As Cheng Xia said, he patted Shao Chen's hand holding his wrist, "Let go, fulfill you, and myself too. One last thing I beg of you, don't make me angry, I don't want myself to become too angry. Embarrassed, we will all be embarrassed."

"I don't allow you to talk about yourself like that!" Shao Chen gritted his teeth and said, what kind of sex without a matchmaker, how could she describe the relationship between the two of them like this.

"Why don't you allow it? Who do you think you are? Let me say it for the last time, let it go!" Cheng Xia raised her head and stared at Shao Chen with a cold face, not a little bit off.

"Don't let go!" He couldn't let go, once he let go, she would never come back, he knew that.

"You bastard!" Cheng Xia raised her foot and kicked Shao Chen's knees and legs fiercely. Seeing that he still didn't let go, Cheng Xia waved her unfettered left hand towards Shao Chen's right cheek. She slapped her hard, and her voice suddenly rose, "When you were drunk in Wang Qingwan's bed, you should have thought of my reaction now. Let me tell you, I feel disgusted even if I look at you now. Let go, yes You, me, and everyone."

"I told you, I won't let go!" Shao Chen was extremely determined.

Cheng Xia picked up the bronze mirror on the dressing table and threw it viciously at Shao Chen's face, "Don't let it go? I can't feel happy, and I won't make you feel better. I will kill you with my own hands! "

(End of this chapter)