peasant young lady

Chapter 315 She decided to let go
"What do you mean, what's wrong with her pulse?" Shao Chen asked tremblingly.

The old imperial doctor shook his head, "I have practiced medicine for more than fifty years, even in the palace, I can still sit in the position of deputy envoy of the imperial hospital, and I have seen thousands of cases of intractable diseases, but the pulse of the respected lady is really unbelievable. "

"What did the imperial doctor say?" Du Zhong asked in a helpful way.

The imperial physician looked down at Cheng Xia again, her face was extremely pale and transparent, "Mrs. Madam's pulse seems to be there, but it seems to be, it seems to be, hey." The imperial doctor hesitated to speak.

"How?" Shao Chen asked anxiously.

"It seems that her soul is out of her body." The old doctor shook her head, "Except for her being a little weaker, there is nothing unusual about her."

"But my young lady hasn't woken up." Zi Yuan was also anxious.

The old doctor thought for a while, and then said, "The old man prescribed a prescription, you go get the medicine."

Ziyuan hurriedly took the old doctor aside, took out a pen and paper to write a prescription for the old doctor.After the prescription was written, Zi Yuan followed the old doctor to his house to get the medicine.The old doctor had a very close relationship with Du Shangshu, so Du Zhong knew where the old imperial doctor lived, so he didn't need to go to the palace to look for it with the palace card, and went directly to his home to invite the retired deputy envoy of the imperial hospital.

"Brother," Du Zhong looked at Cheng Xia's pale face, and saw that she was not angry at all, and his heart skipped a beat, "The palace card is put down for you, I'll go first, you can talk to sister-in-law carefully .”

Before Du Zhong left, Wang Qingwan, who was watching the fun, was also invited out. Even if Wang Qingwan was reluctant, she could see that now was not the time to be tempered. Xia's soul is out of her body, and looking at her half-dead appearance, she may not be able to live for a long time, so she gave Shao Chen one last bit of time to have a last word with Cheng Xia.

Shao Chen sat beside Cheng Xia, holding her icy hands, breathing gently to warm her up. Not only were her fingers and face cold, but her whole body was completely cold. This coolness made his heart feel cold. shock.

She was wearing the clothes he once hid under the blood-sealed throat tree, which kept him secret. He didn't know when she found it, and how she brought it to the capital under his nose.It turned out that he was always afraid of those two clothes appearing in front of Cheng Xia, and there was a reason for it.

While taking off the clothes on her body, Shao Chen muttered to himself, "Have you really decided to let me go, do you really want to abandon me like this, don't want me, and just leave like this? The oath between us, I never I dare not forget, and never forgot, but I don't want you to be hurt. But it turns out," Shao Chen laughed at himself, "My self-righteous decision is the one that hurts you the most."

Looking at her bony body, Shao Chen couldn't help feeling sore from the nostrils. In just a few days, she became as thin as she is now. How did she get here these few days? How could he bear to put her in such a situation? situation.

Her body was icy cold, Shao Chen rubbed his hands to warm her up, then found her clothes from the closet and changed them for her.

Looking at the white shirt and jeans in his hand, Shao Chen closed his eyes fiercely, then stuffed the clothes to the bottom of the box, and then pressed all the clothes on top of those two pieces, and then closed the lid as if to relieve his anger.

Shao Chen parted Cheng Xia's hair again, and he sat on the head of the bed, hugged her unconsciously in his arms, stroked her cheeks one after another, and talked with her.

When Ziyuan brought the medicine in, she happened to hear the young master talking softly, just like coaxing a child, negotiating terms with the young mistress.

"If you wake up now, then I will write a letter to the shopkeeper and ask them to bring you some tomato seeds, so that you can eat the tomatoes you want in the capital. Don't you like to use tomatoes for cooking? ?”

"If you can wake up in a while, then I will go to Qingxian Village and bring you Uncle Tian and Aunt Tian. Aren't you worried about them all the time? I will pick them up, and then we will accompany them together Would you like to take a stroll in the capital? Just be a filial piety for Grandpa Lizheng."

"Why is your face still so cold? Are you still unwilling to wake up? Then I will relax the conditions. If you can wake up before midnight, I will tell you everything. You want to know I will say whatever I want, and I will never hide it from you, and I will never hide it from you again, I promise."

Shao Chen caressed Cheng Xia's cheek, "I know you are blaming me and hating me too. If you wish to kill me, I will do whatever you want. As long as you can wake up, I will kill myself, okay? If If you can forgive me, we don’t want anything. Let’s go sightseeing, shall we? Didn’t you say you want to go to the ends of the earth in Qiongzhou Prefecture? Let’s go now. The capital is so cold now, Qiongzhou The mansion is still warm. Let’s spend the winter there. If you want, we can also go to Pingtan and take a boat tour in the sea, or we can go to Nanjing. Didn’t you find Xu Xiang and Princess Yongqing? You are so good, and they have no children, we go to serve them until they grow old, do you think it's okay?"

"Talk to me." The tears in the corners of Shao Chen's eyes fell to Cheng Xia's face, but she didn't move at all, "You can say something casually, let me know that you are still by my side, you haven't left yet , you know, in fact, I am also afraid, I am afraid that you will really disappear, and you will really leave me. "

Ziyuan's tears fell on the tray patter, she didn't understand, two people obviously love each other so much, why should they torture each other?Do you have to make the other party feel miserable before you are willing?
Hearing the sound, Shao Chen turned his head, took the tray in Zi Yuan's hand calmly, "I'll come, you go out first."

"Master," Zi Yuan sobbed, "I want to say a few words to you."

Shao Chen gently blew on the thick black soup, nodded, "Say it."

Zi Yuan wiped her tears, "Young Madam has been having a particularly bad time these few days, you don't think she usually cares about anything and looks invulnerable to everyone, but in fact she has softened her heart. If you treat her well, she will treat you a thousand times better. Even if she treats me as a servant, she will protect me with all her heart and soul. Although I spend very little time with the young lady, I know that she is very special I like you."

Ziyuan sniffled, "Young Madam never cares about where you go to eat or where you stay. Sometimes I inquire about it out of curiosity, and then I come back and tell her that Young Madam says she doesn't want to listen to it. I asked her, could it be Don't you care about the young master? She said no, because she was too relieved of you, she said that you knew her heart, and you were not willing to make her feel uncomfortable, you knew what to do, she believed in you, and she also believed in herself. "

As Ziyuan said, she suddenly burst into tears, "I just don't want to make the young lady sad, she is such a good woman, why are you willing to treat her like this? I watched her stop laughing, and she didn't like to cry. Now, she is stupid about everything, sometimes she can't hear her when I call her several times, but she is afraid that I will worry, so she always forces a smile to talk to me, I look at her like that, it's worse than crying uncomfortable."

Zi Yuan cried tears, "Young Madam hasn't eaten for a long time, she doesn't eat or drink anything, every day except sleeping, she just sits, or leans against the window to watch the snow, I saw that she was going to be frozen every day, but she was still like this, and she wouldn't listen to anything."

Zi Yuan's tears had long blurred her vision, she really fell in love with this young lady, she felt uncomfortable looking at her, more heartbroken than herself being hurt, "Master, you don't know, young lady has asked me to go to the hospital every night these days. Asked what you ate, and then asked me to send the food over. I didn’t know why at first, but later, the young lady told me that you would slowly get poisoned if you ate all of these. I said, why not just put the poison, Anyway, you eat too, so the young lady doesn't talk, she just sits and weeps."

"Every time I send something to you, when I come back, I feel that the young lady has cried. I asked her and she said that I read it wrong, but one time, I forgot a dish on the way to deliver something, and I I turned back, and then I saw the young lady lying on the table crying so heartbroken. When I heard it, I would cry with her. I knew that she was hurting the young master, but she was most reluctant in her heart, and she was in the most pain. This kind of pain, just like Ling Chi, who tore her flesh with a knife, making her so painful that she would not want to live."

Ziyuan walked to the bed and saw Cheng Xia falling asleep, feeling very uncomfortable, "These days, I'm worried that she won't think about it at night, so I just stay at the foot of her bed and sleep with her every night. Wake up, and stare at the top of the bed in a daze, sometimes I hear her talking to herself, and she says, why is it so good, she can’t figure it out.”

"Master," Zi Yuan knelt on the ground with a plop, "I beg you, please let Young Madam go!"

Shao Chen's heart was shaken, his hands trembled so much that he could barely grasp the medicine bowl.

Ziyuan knew that she shouldn't say this herself, but she wanted to say it a long time ago, "Master, although I am a servant, I am not qualified to say anything to you, but I know that Young Madam is a very determined person. She has Decided to let go, otherwise she wouldn't be so decisive tonight, I understand the look in the young lady's eyes before she left, she doesn't want anything, she let go. Master," Ziyuan kowtowed, "If you are right The young lady still has a little liking, so let her go. Anyway, you don't lack your lady by your side now, so why don't you give her freedom."

Shao Chen stirred the soup subconsciously, he listened to Zi Yuan's words with a blank face, and finally just waved his hand, "Get back."

"Master?"

"Go down and bring back two more quilts." Cheng Xia's body was covered too thinly, and she would catch a cold.

Ziyuan didn't dare to say any more, she took a deep look at Cheng Xia, turned around and left the room.

Shao Chen helped Cheng Xia up, seeing her lying in his arms powerlessly, he felt a pain in his heart, he raised his hand and pinched Cheng Xia's nose, "If you don't wake up now, I won't give you money to the shopkeeper. Send a letter asking for tomato seeds."

no respond.

Shao Chen was talking to himself.

He suddenly understood Ziyuan's feeling when Cheng Xia woke up talking to herself, it's really fucking unpleasant.

Shao Chen took a sip of the decoction, gave Cheng Xiadu a sip, and just finished feeding the whole bowl. Before she woke up, Shao Chen smiled helplessly, "You are too tired, go to sleep, I will always be with you, where is it?" Not going."

Shao Chen opened his eyes all night, he was afraid that Cheng Xia would wake up in the middle of the night, but he didn't.

It was already light outside, Shao Chen tucked Cheng Xia up and planned to make medicine for her himself, but when he opened the door, he saw Zhu Youzhang with a livid face standing outside.

(End of this chapter)