Creamy Crush

Chapter 53 Can't Stop (1)
The Xu and Lin families are family friends, and in Lin Xichi's memory, Xu Fang exists even in any corner going back to the front.

The two grew up together, and their respective embarrassments and ugliness have been seen clearly. They are too familiar and understand each other too thoroughly. In fact, gender differences are not considered too much.

Lin Xichi told others that Xu Fang was her friend, but she actually said that casually.For her, the more standard answer is - Xu Fang is equivalent to family members.

Xu Fang is two months older than her, and her parents have taught her to be polite in front of her brother since she was a child, and to be orderly.So before the second grade of elementary school, when Lin Xichi called Xu Fang, he would subconsciously put a brother behind his name, Brother Xu Fang.

Just like Lin Xigeng calling Xu Fang now.

But as she got older, gradually, on a certain day, Lin Xichi suddenly couldn't yell, so she started calling him by his first name, even if she was scolded by her parents, she would not change her mouth.

She still remembered that in the third year of high school, her deskmate asked her what to do if Xu Fang liked her.

At that time, Lin Xichi's only thought was that it was ridiculous. From her point of view, this sentence was no different from asking her "what would you do if your brother liked you".

Isn't this fucking incest?

Lin Xichi didn't want to answer at all, but the deskmate kept pestering her, as if she was watching a scene, so she replied hastily, and she didn't quite remember what she said.

Anyway, it's definitely not something to be happy about.

She was sure that some time ago, her idea of ​​Xu Fang was that if he had any hobby of women's clothing, she could help him buy underwear and choose skirts, and even wear her own for him.

This idea was overturned on the day Lin Xichi got drunk.

Thinking that Xu Fang helped buy the underwear, she almost took the underwear to argue with Xu Fang about the size.After staying with Xu Fang again, she always felt that something had changed when she got along with him.

But she couldn't tell.

Only then did Lin Xichi realize that those previous thoughts were just her thoughts.She didn't seem to treat Xu Fang as the opposite sex at all, as she thought.

At this time, Xin Zidan, who was embarrassed by Lin Xichi's ruthlessness, also chose to return her in a sharp and hurtful way in anger.

She pondered how to answer.

In fact, Lin Xichi also felt that he had made a big deal out of a molehill in this matter.

After all, they still have to get along with each other for four years. Keep your head down. Even if you don't want to make friends with her, maintaining a superficial relationship is better than looking up and seeing her.

But she was really upset.

So unhappy.

Lin Xichi really disliked that Xin Zidan went to Xu Fang in her name and used this to get close to him.

Imagining that Xin Zidan might succeed, imagining that there might be another Xu Fang beside her in the future, imagining this possibility, she would never want to talk to Xin Zidan again for the rest of her life.

Xin Zidan said that he likes Xu Fang, so Lin Xichi was very upset and angry when she heard her mention Xu Fang.

But why be angry?

——"You said that Xu Fang is just your friend, how can you treat him like a friend?"

When she heard this sentence, she felt as if she had found the answer.

Never thought about it before, but once the idea popped up.

It's like the rising bubbles in the soda, like a single looping song, like a sudden heavy rain, the raindrops hit the puddles, and the water splashed continuously.

Once it emerges, it will continue to flow.

Can't stop.

Seeing her standing there without answering her own words, Xin Zidan's anger doubled again, and just when she was about to use harsher words to make her unable to get off the stage, Lin Xichi finally responded.

"I don't know how you can tell that there are many boys around me." Lin Xichi felt her heart beat a lot faster than before, and didn't want to put too much energy on her, "I don't think I explained to you It is necessary, and please don't use such ugly words as spare tire to describe him."

Xin Zidan choked: "You still won't let me do it..."

"What position do you use to accuse me now?" Lin Xichi pursed her lips, "The way I get along with him has nothing to do with you, and what kind of feelings I have for him has nothing to do with you. "

"..."

"What does this have to do with you? It can make you act so confidently like his girlfriend."

"I didn't say it had something to do with me." Xin Zidan really had no position, and he was a little guilty at this moment, but continued to mock, "It's just that you can't see it."

Compared to being thick-skinned and sharp-tongued, Lin Xichi felt that he would never lose to her, so he stabbed back: "I am unmarried with him, let alone now, even if I kiss him in front of you You can't control it."

"..."

The ending is naturally unhappy.

Lin Xi came to the balcony late to collect the clothes that had just been dried this morning, and went into the bathroom with a change of clothes and towels.

After entering this cubicle, Lin Xichi felt that she was cut off from the outside world. The arrogance just dissipated instantly. She squatted on the ground, bit her lip and grabbed her hair, with a broken expression.

Lin Xichi clutched her heart, feeling that her whole heart was about to jump out.

Oh shit.

She actually likes Xu Fang.

She really likes Xu Fang.

Oh my goodness.

She likes Xu Fang.

Isn't this treasonous?

Thinking of what he said to Xin Zidan just now, Lin Xichi wailed silently, couldn't help covering his face with a towel, and was so ashamed that he didn't even dare to breathe.

What a kiss.

what kiss...

She really just said it offhand.

Lin Xichi squatted on the ground, shrinking like a ball, like a red egg.It wasn't until her legs were numb that she took a deep breath, got up and began to undress and take a bath.

After coming out of the bathroom, Lin Xichi calmed down after being a little overwhelmed.She threw the changed clothes into the washing machine and washed her underwear in front of the sink.

There are all kinds of moods.

The sudden enlightenment of finally understanding, and the little inconceivableness caused by it, recalled Xu Fang's nervousness, his anticipation and fear of the two of them getting along in the future, and it was the first time that he was in a hurry with such emotions.

is happy.

But I am also afraid of not getting what I ask for.

Lin Xichi was suddenly at a loss as to what to do in front of Xu Fang.

A female friend she knew also had a very good friend of the opposite sex.But one day the man suddenly confessed that the woman had no such intentions at all, and the relationship between the two could not go any further, nor could they go back to the past.

I have also seen a couple who used to be sweet and thought that they were a couple for life, but after breaking up, they never communicated with each other.

Lin Xichi's mood suddenly dropped a lot.

She doesn't want this.

She wants to be with Xu Fang forever.

(End of this chapter)