Chapter 145
In the evening, the two went to eat barbecue. The boss is a Korean oppa with narrow eyes, so the food is very authentic.

As soon as Gu Junqi came in, he smelled the aroma of barbecue, and his taste buds opened wide.Dodging the busy waiter, he said, "I can swallow a cow now."

Song Jingyan has a psychological shadow, and he is afraid when he hears her say this.

"In the future, if you say that you can swallow a cow, I won't bring you to such a delicious restaurant."

The two found a table to sit down first, and Gu Junqi asked him, "Have you been here before?"

"Well, I've been here twice, once by myself and once with Aunt Hua."

Song Jingyan called the waiter to order, and after a while, two large plates of meat were served, and the meat slices of moderate thickness were arranged in exquisite patterns on the plate.Followed by emerald green lettuce and sauce.

Gu Junqi sighed: "The portion is so big."

Song Jingyan had skillfully brushed the oil on the baking tray, and said, "You are not hungry, how can you eat if there is less."

Then put the meat on the baking tray, the bright red slices of meat sizzled and turned white in a short while.

When the barbecue is a little charred, it is delicious with rich sauce and lettuce.

This kind of life is called pleasure, in addition to traveling around, you can also eat all kinds of delicacies.It was Gu Junqi's dream before he got married.Now that dream has come true, although a long period of time has passed, and the original intention has been lost.However, at this moment, he still felt the belated satisfaction.

"If only there was more wine."

Song Jingyan also wanted to eat to his heart's content, so he invited the waiter to ask for a few bottles of beer.

On the last night in S city, Gu Junqi ate the most delicious barbecue.It felt so good that after drinking the wine, the whole person was slightly dizzy.Suddenly there is a feeling of fearlessness.

After coming out of the store, on a whim, he sang loudly.

Song Jingyan didn't stop him, he laughed haha: "Aren't you tired after singing for so many days?"

Gu Junqi danced and sang happily.Knowing that she must look like a lunatic to others.However, it has been rare for a few days to be so insane that he can pretend to be crazy by drinking.So, don't care about other people's eyes at all.He only said to Song Jingyan: "If you feel ashamed, stay away from me. I won't say that I know you."

Song Jingyan looked at her thoughtfully for a few seconds, and then came to support her wobbly body.

"Sing as much as you want, it's no big deal."

Gu Junqi looked at him sideways, suddenly moved.It's rare that there is someone who can accompany her crazy and make trouble with her at this time.

The vulgar song was sung over and over until the throat became hoarse.

Song Jingyan said: "Okay, stop singing, I'll go buy you some water."

Gu Junqi chuckled, his smile was very bright, and his black and white pupils were also extremely bright, like a crystal clear stream.

He told her to wait in place, and then Song Jingyan went into a supermarket.

Gu Junqi was still missing when he came out, Song Jingyan's heart skipped a beat, and that one moment seemed to shock his entire heartstrings, so much so that even his mentality changed dramatically.

At that time, he just didn't know it, he spun around in a frenzy, and began to stride forward to find her.

His sight flickered and then returned, and through a floor-to-ceiling window, he could see the bright lights and a white piano in the store.The black-haired woman in white clothes in front of the piano was the person he was looking for, and the moment he saw it, he felt extremely at ease.He stood there quietly, and through the careless traffic, he heard his heart beating "plop, plop".About 2 minutes later, Song Jingyan walked directly towards the piano.

Pushing open the store door, the melancholy tune of "Scar of the Sky" flows gently, as if singing sadly.

Song Jingyan approached step by step.

Seeing Gu Junqi's slender and fair fingers kept jumping.And her tears trickled down her cheeks drop by drop, falling onto the black and white keys of the piano.

Whether she was singing or laughing loudly, it was undeniable that she still felt sad in her heart.

No one knows how much enthusiasm she has invested in her marriage in the past few years, she has almost gone all out, in order to love someone, she has exhausted her entire life.Now suddenly she was asked to cheer up and walk forward alone. Apart from having no sense of direction, she also had no energy.

Wheezing and breathing hard, I still often feel chest tightness and shortness of breath.Sometimes I hate it so much that I really wish that dream would become a reality. Song Weiran disappeared in that car accident and passed away when they were still in love with each other. She would accompany him without any complaints.

However, he was still alive, but he wanted to kill her with all his might.

"Tell me, what is the human heart made of? Why can it be retracted freely?"

She never believed that everything Song Weiran had done before was a disguise.Once he whispered her name in his sleep, and then subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold her tightly.At that time, Gu Junqi was leaning in his arms, believing that the man's intentions were not fake.If so, how vigilant should he be to ensure that he does not show his feet?

But if he loved her, why...why wouldn't he have a child with her?
Gu Junqi choked up slightly, feeling so sad that he was about to die.Up to now, she is still obsessed with whether Song Weiran has ever loved her deeply, as if all she wants is a dead eye.

Her tears fell more violently. She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't stop.

Song Jingyan's heart was trembling slightly. When she was in Jiangcheng, she heard that she had a miserable life, anorexia and depression, and she couldn't control her emotions several times, and suddenly cried or yelled.He hadn't seen it with his own eyes, so he didn't know what she looked like at the worst time.He only knew that most of the Gu Junqi he saw was heartless, even if he was sad, he tried his best to cover it up, using all kinds of nonsensical things to divert other people's attention.

Now he knew that she was really sad.Those cruel realities had already knocked her down, so at the beginning she said that she wanted to find a place she wanted to bury herself.In her opinion, the previous Gu Junqi was already dead, and died in Song Weiran's betrayal.All her sadness and sadness are not fake.In the end, she chose to swallow silently, or she just didn't want to worry those who cared about her.

Alcohol now paralyzes her brain and her spirit.I can no longer control my heart very well, so those sorrows pour out like a flood.

Song Jingyan thought, when she wakes up tomorrow, she will regret it very much.

He sat on the chair next to her: "Since you can't figure out the sincerity, why do you have to think about it. Even if you figure it out, you can't control it. Why don't you tell yourself not to waste your energy."

Gu Junqi sniffed and said, "But, I can't control my own heart."

"That's it. A person can't even control his own heart, let alone someone else's." Song Jingyan stretched out his hand to hold hers, and didn't want her to play such a sad song again.Seeing her sad, he suddenly felt sad too.Sure enough, he was still used to playing around with one person unscrupulously.

The music stops.Song Jingyan let go of her hands, and pressed her fingers on the keys of the piano.He also plays the piano very well, a skill that Gu Junqi cannot match.

A gentle "For Alice", at the moment Song Jingyan wants to dedicate this piece to Gu Junqi.If an apology can more or less heal her pain, he is willing to say "I'm sorry" to her on Song Weiran's behalf.

On the way back, Song Jingyan carried Gu Junqi on her back. She cried so hard that her whole body seemed to be twitching slightly, and she had no strength when she came out of the piano shop.

Song Jingyan said, "I'll carry you on my back."

It's not far from here to Aunt Hua's house. Song Jingyan didn't take a taxi, but walked slowly along the side road.

Gu Junqi stopped crying, but he was extremely silent.Song Jingyan thought she was asleep, but she heard her suddenly say: "Song Weiran said that he would carry me for the rest of his life."

Song Jingyan's back stiffened, and he told her: "Don't trust anyone's promises in the future, because the person who made the promises can't guarantee that they will never change."

Gu Junqi asked him: "Have you promised?"

"No, because I never believed in that kind of stuff."

"Why did you run away from home?"

"I'm too lazy to stay there, I always feel like a stranger who is not very relevant."

Gu Junqi gave a faint "Oh", and then said, "I'm sorry."

Song Jingyan asked her: "Why do you say sorry?"

"I used to think that your Song family was not easy to get along with. When I was angry, I called them assholes and you. I thought you were the same person as them."

Now it looks like she was wrong.

Song Jingyan said: "Don't say that, I'm just a bastard. You're right, the Song family doesn't have a good thing. Don't talk about you, I don't want to hate myself."

"What do you hate about them?"

Song Jingyan didn't seem to hear her words, and continued walking with her on his back.

After packing up, Xia Beibei went to work at "Sheng Zhuang". As soon as he entered the store, he received a call from Su Rui.

Remind her: "Don't forget to come for a checkup."

Xia Beibei silently greeted the clerk, and said into the receiver, "Doctor Su, I'm not sick, so I won't go to the hospital for a checkup."

Su Rui said, "It's fine if you don't come."

I didn't expect him to be so happy. Before he could speak, he added another sentence: "I'll find you in the store at noon, you go to work."

After speaking, then hung up.

Xia Beibei held the phone, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.Didn't Suri bother her clinging to him before, what's the matter now?
A customer came to Siyingjian's shop, she didn't want to think about personal matters anymore, and immediately threw herself into work.

In fact, since Gu Junqi's accident, the business in the store has become much quieter.At least those who look at Song Weiran's face will not come again.However, those people are the main traffic of 'Shengzhuang'. After all, ordinary people cannot afford such high-end clothes.

Therefore, it was rare for a guest to come, and Xia Beibei hurriedly greeted him enthusiastically.

"Hi, see if you like it, you can try it on."

The woman wore bewitching blue eyeshadow, and cast a sideways glance at her: "Are you the manager here, Xia Beibei?"

Xia Beibei smiled and said, "I am. If you like something, I can try it on for you."

The woman reached out and pulled a piece of clothing, let go after a sneer.

"How can clothes of this grade be considered elegant? It's designed by a woman with a reputation like Gu Junqi."

Xia Beibei suddenly turned cold: "What do you mean? If you don't like the clothes here, you can go out immediately. But, you have no right to insult my boss."

The woman turned around and stared at her closely: "Xia Beibei, I warn you, don't trouble Shen Qingqing again. Gu Junqi was abandoned because she has no ability and can't blame others. If you really feel useless, you can die. , why bother to blame everyone. The matter of Shen Qingqing and Song Weiran has become a fact, and they will travel to Korea together next week, even if Gu Junqi does his best, don't try to bring Song Weiran back, you better be more sensible."

Xia Beibei felt that he was trembling with anger. "Do you dare to repeat what you just said?"

(End of this chapter)

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