Hibiscus Flower West Moon Splendid

Chapter 199: The Dream Comes Back to the Cold (2)
"Yu Chang'an, shut up!" The old man roared furiously, then looked at the woman on the hospital bed distressedly and said, "Ying'er, when will you wake up?"

I couldn't help feeling angry: Yu Chang'an, how could you bully people like this?
Suddenly I saw the woman on the hospital bed turned her face slightly to me, opened her swollen eyes to me, and said to me with her empty eyes: "Come back."

Yes, I want to go back and teach this scumbag Yu Changan a good lesson.I stretched out my hand to her, and suddenly a big hole opened in the center of the river of blood, turning into a black vortex. The center of the vortex was the bright, noisy and busy 21st century.

Saruel beside him yelled, "Where are you going? Don't leave me here alone."

I feel like I'm slowly rising, flying towards that vortex.I tried my best to shake off Saruer's holding my hand, and I was about to return to the new world that Meng Ying yearned for, when suddenly a voice pulled me back, "Mujin, why haven't you woken up yet?"

The man's voice was very low, as if he was dead, "You must have suffered a lot in the past few years, so you are so tired, do you want to sleep for a long time?"

"Don't be stupid, Lin Biyan said, she won't wake up, Bai Youzi can only keep her body alive, but her brain is gone, her soul has already returned," a person's voice was hoarse and ugly, it was Sima Yun , he lowered his voice hard, "You are wasting your energy."

I was suddenly in the body that I had lived in for 24 years.Oh, after a long time of trouble, I have turned into a vegetable at both ends?

Yuan Feibai was silent for a while, then raised his voice slightly, "Go out, I don't want to see you now."

But Sima Yun's voice suddenly approached.

"You idiot who can only make mistakes," he said in a low voice, gnashing his teeth, "the old man knows, you and I are finished."

Yuan Feibai sneered, "Don't worry, I won't hurt you."

"Involvement? Haven't you been implicated enough? Because of her, I have been harmed by you for so many years." He said bitterly, "This woman is not as delicate and charming as her sister, but she is a bit like her sister, both It's a ruthless poisonous flower, a disaster that confuses men, and you seem to like poisonous flowers and disasters."

After a long time, Yuan Feibai said flatly: "I didn't know you knew the two sisters so well."

Sima Yun paused for a while, and then said in a rough voice: "Why don't you understand, this disaster is the God of Wealth of the Duan family in Dali, who is also Duan Yuerong's concubine, and has a baby. If you want to accept her, threaten Duan, I can understand; if you want to reunite, you are digging your own grave. No matter what you think, since you mobilized your followers to save her in the Western Regions, and this time to the front line of Ruzhou, the old man has already become suspicious If the old man finds out, you and I will be finished."

"You knew she was Hua Mujin, but you kept it from me for five years. You bastard." Fei Bai continued coldly, "For the sake of not telling my father, I have already spared your life, and you still Want to get an inch?"

"You don't have to worry, I won't implicate Lord Anshen, I advise you not to think about this woman again," the figure in front suddenly turned around, Tianren's face was hazy and couldn't be seen clearly, he said to Anshen said coldly, "Otherwise, don't blame me for breaking the contract."

The white mask froze for a while, and said as softly as possible: "I don't understand, isn't it good for you to let her harm Duan Shi? How good is it to use her feelings for you to subdue Duan Shi..."

Sima Yun waited for a while, but Yuan Feibai did not answer.

"Okay," Sima Yun's voice was startled and angry, "Now your wings are finally hardened, and you don't listen to me anymore. Wait, the trouble between you and you was either eaten by Yuan Feiqing's rabbit, or Killed by your old lover Hua Jinxiu."

I was a little tired and wanted to sleep again, but I couldn't hear what they were saying.

"Mujin, don't sleep, please?" After a long time, Yuan Feibai's voice came up again, "I miss you very much, I always want to have a good talk with you," he said slowly, "Doctor Lin said that if you If you can't wake up, even Bai Youzi is useless."

He seemed to be choked up for a long time, trying to speak out: "I don't believe it. You're just tired, you're just angry with me, you hate me for teaming up with Jinxiu to lie to you, you hate me for blaming Jiangdong, you hate me for breaking up you and Feijue, you hate me I failed to protect you well, I hate that I didn't recognize you."

I wanted to speak, but couldn't.His voice became clearer, "I really want to talk to you. But what should we talk about? When should we talk about our fate?" He then laughed faintly , softly said: "When I knew Jinxiu, I went to investigate you.

At that time, I thought to myself, obviously you were born to the same parents, why are you so ugly and smaller than your sister?

Except for his sharp mouth, he has spent his whole life in a small shabby house in the north doing rough labor of washing clothes and cleaning manure.

At that time, I just remembered that Mrs. Zhou kept boasting that you could make some strange brushes to wash things...so clean.

"It's just that I thought you were a naughty kid since I was a child, so I don't like you." He smiled lowly, "Maybe you don't believe it, but we grew up together, because when you were young, you always fell in love with us every winter. You seem to like picking plum blossoms in Xifeng Garden very much. Because of this, I am very angry with you. Many times I wanted to send someone to hang you upside down and beat you hard, but for the sake of Jinxiu, I gave up. Later you After being reprimanded by the staff, I came to Xifengyuan. When I saw you again, I actually knew in my heart that you are becoming more and more beautiful every year...Look, I have never praised you for your beauty Pretty, right?"

He was silent for a while, and then said again: "Poor Feijue asked someone to write a letter to the king privately, begging the king to marry him and promise you to him, but I deliberately hijacked the letter halfway, and sent Guo Erren was sent to Guo Erren. Naturally, Guo Erren was very angry and scolded Feijue fiercely, so he and Guo Erren had a disagreement. Then I took this opportunity to write a book to my father, begging You are my concubine.

"Well, you must be thinking in your heart, am I bad? I always think that I love you more, understand you better, and deserve you better than Si Maozi. I don't know why you always cry. I always ask myself I tried to protect my mother, but I could only watch my mother die in my arms. I asked myself that I knew Jinxiu, but I couldn’t give her what she wanted, and let her fly to other people’s arms. Jinxiu broke my heart Afterwards, I said to myself, from now on I will never show my sincerity to women again.”

He sneered self-deprecatingly, "But God made me the first to meet you. I know that you are the person entrusted to me by Jinxiu and Xiao Wuyi, so I should treat you well, but I deliberately snub you and don't give You have a good face. You are actually very good to me. You saved me from the flower thief and detoxified me, but I didn't thank you at all. The blame is all on your head, and then I will kill half of your life."

My heart seemed to be melted by something, and then torn apart severely by something. Tears flowed from the corners of my eyes, and someone gently wiped them away with trembling hands.

"You always smile at me. It's so pretty when you smile. But I never talk sweetly to women. When I told you that I only had 30 years to live, I thought you would cry sadly in front of me like a beautiful woman, but you Just smiled bitterly, and then kept smiling at me so brightly. At that time, I suddenly felt that your smile was very dazzling: why can you, a stinky girl who washes clothes and scrubs dung all day long, smile so happily?" His tone suddenly Changed it, and said it there coldly, as if talking about another person, "For you, it seems that there are things that make you happy every day in this filthy world. I know you are so kind. Alone, but started to plot against you. Because I wanted to see you in pain, I deliberately separated you and Feijue, and even designed you to fall in love with me. What kind of Huayu Palace Lantern, to make beautiful women smile, when you When you started to blush at me without knowing it, I knew that you fell in love with me forever, but I never expected... So, so I included myself. Then God began to treat me Punishment. You finally found out about Jinxiu and me, and you never smiled at me again... I have never been so sad in my heart."

Tears rolled down my face, and I wanted to break away from my hand, to get away from this horrible man, never to see him again.

Sima Yun snorted lightly, "Useless guy, are you trying to piss her off?"

Only the hot liquid rolled down the corners of my eyes and slowly flowed down my cheeks. A warm hand gently wiped away my tears. Someone gently lay on my chest and continued sadly: "You still left later." When I think of you suffering so much during the war, being bullied by others, and even dying without knowing my intentions, it hurts my heart..." He was extremely bitter, "Mujin, do you know that in the past eight years I have In my heart and eyes, awake and asleep, I will never forget you for a moment."

He coughed violently, and Sima Yun seemed to be cursing in a low voice: "Useless love is the scourge."

There was a trace of helplessness and grief in his voice.

Cold tears flowed down my neck, mixed with a bloody smell.He caressed my cheek, and said softly sadly: "Years have passed year by year, and your hope of surviving is getting smaller and smaller, but I am still fantasizing that one day you will appear in front of my eyes. I am naive I thought to myself, if God is willing to give you back to me, I will treat you well, and I will not let you suffer any more. I will make you smile at me every day... But, but until I saw that you followed Saruer to save me Jumping down, and on the Ruzhou battlefield, you look covered in blood, I finally understand, I am just the second former Qingjiang. I damned published that "Huaxi Poetry Collection", these eight years, In fact, he is forcing the one he loves to death. Mujin, forgive me," he said tremblingly, "I have always wanted to say this to you. You can torture me however you want, but don't leave me again. I'm gone, I've had enough...no days without you, please wake up."

From the first time I saw Yuan Feibai when I was 15 years old, I began to explore his psychology involuntarily.Tonight, I never imagined that all the answers came from my silly smile at him.

In the past, I always thought that Duan Yuerong was the craziest demon in the world. It was only at this moment that I realized that this angel-like person in front of me was the most affectionate, obsessed, and craziest person in the world.Maybe he has always been ashamed of his father, and always wanted to be a person who surpassed him, but unintentionally fell into a self-contained love network, and finally became a more paranoid person than his father.

I always thought that he loved my younger sister Hua Jinxiu, and also had some special feelings for me, but I still couldn't tell how much of Yuan Feibai's favor towards me was out of self-interest, More or less out of curiosity about me, I didn't know the weight of his love for me until today.

While fantasizing about spending eight years wasting away this hopeless love, he persistently turned this unhealthy relationship into his inner demon, torturing himself life and death.

I opened my eyes, and the haggard face was in front of my eyes.He said ecstatically, "Are you awake?!"

Sima Yun's mask also appeared in front of me, and I heard his surprised voice, "Ha, are you really awake?"

He immediately walked out quickly and shouted: "Old man Lin, come in quickly. The scourge really lasted for a thousand years, she woke up."

Yuan Feibai looked at me with pity, supported me and said cautiously, "Mujin, how are you?"

I was angry from the heart, evil to the gut, and wanted to say to him loudly: You are a big bastard, you have ruined my life.do you know?You are the source of great disaster, the great disaster of the world.

But as soon as the words came to my mouth, I felt that my anger was like a gossamer, and it was extremely difficult. I grabbed his front with all my strength, watched his phoenix eyes wide open, and my heart was twisting and turning, I just said with tears: "I want to pee."

Then, I passed out again.

When I woke up again, it was rainwater in the fourth year of Yuanqing.

"Do you still want to escape?" Zifu in the dream always said to me melancholy.

"What else can I do if I don't escape?" For the first time, I answered him so lightly.And he looked at me silently.

To be honest, I had very few worries in my previous life. At least my family conditions were pretty good back then. Although I was not a rich second generation, I was born in a wealthy middle-class family with a house and a car, and I studied abroad for gold.So I have two most common ways to decompress: one is prodigal shopping, anyway, the salary is enough for me to squander some women’s gadgets and beautiful clothes, and the second is sleeping.

No matter what bothers me, as long as I spend all the money in my purse and go home with a bunch of long skirts, boots, earrings, necklaces, etc., I will feel better, and then I will go to bed hard Go to sleep, and when I wake up and open my eyes, everything will be a new beginning, except that the clothes in my closet may not be worn out in ten years.

I think it works, so I deal with the "worrying things" in my life like this over and over again, and at the same time, I don't have the heart to persuade those friends who broke my heart for me back then, and my parents.

Facts have also proved that when I faced a major accident in my previous life, I neither spent money nor went to sleep, and the result was quite tragic: I was hit by a car and flew away!Then Zifu was brought into this world inexplicably.

However, in this era when I was a child, I never had the chance to shop anymore, because I cast a super poor tire by mistake, and then I didn’t have the chance to sleep, because I was always worried that if I fell asleep, Biying would change when I woke up. into a cold corpse.

This time I finally got a chance to sleep. I slept so darkly that I replayed all the stories of my past and present life in my mind five times in a row. I didn't have a dream in my dream, and I didn't wake up; I slept until the spring thunder rumbled to shake the earth, waking up all the creatures in the world.

Zhu Ziqing's handed down "Spring Rain" used to praise the vitality and gentleness of the spring rain, but I have always hated rainy days—whether it is the past life or the chaotic present life, especially the spring rain.So I finally couldn't fall asleep again, and couldn't even pretend to be asleep, so I slowly rolled my eyes and opened them.

I moved a little, and touched a furry object. When I looked sideways, I saw a girl combing her horns lying on her stomach on the stepping bed.I was just touching one of her corners, her delicate face looked like she was twelve or thirteen years old, her eye sockets were dark circles, and she seemed not to be peaceful in her sleep, her cute little mouth pouted helplessly.With a slight movement of my hand, the girl rubbed her eyes drowsily. When she touched my open purple pupils, she jumped up and ran out cheerfully, "Come on, madam is awake."

Obviously, this is a novice who lacks the basic qualities of a maid.I found out later that she was indeed a geisha sent by Xuanyuan Benxu to show her friendship.As soon as she left happily, I was left alone.I rubbed my dizzy head, and slowly got out of bed. I felt my legs and feet were weak, so I supported the big rosewood desk.I looked up, and the cold white jade paperweight tiger was looking down at me coldly, and there was a picture of "Spring Lady Appreciating Lotus" quietly on the table.

A bitterness rose from my heart.I turned my head abruptly and looked at the dark sky.At this time, the sound of rain outside the window gradually subsided, I pushed open the door, and scattered raindrops floated on my head and shoulders.

(End of this chapter)