Hibiscus Flower West Moon Splendid

Chapter 77
At this time, two businessmen wearing Hanfu came from the next door, ordered a pot of tea, and sat next to us. The voice of conversation gradually spread to us, "Oh, the world is not peaceful now. There are frequent wars in the middle of Qin and the south. The southeast and north-south trade routes have been cut off, and I heard that the imperial court is going to close the gates of the Western Regions again, how can this business be done.”

"That's right, the Yuan family and the Dou family fought so hard, it made us businessmen suffer a lot."

"Tell me, the Yuan family or the Dou family, which one will win?"

"I say it's the Dou family, after all, the emperor is in their hands."

"So what, doesn't the Yuan family also have people from the royal family?"

"That's true. I heard that the two princesses of Jingxia's family have married into Yuan's family."

"Ah, what you're talking about is that Mr. Feiyu went to West Turkic to ascend the throne, and Princess Xuanyuan Shuhuan went to make a kiss!"

It's so cold, I feel so cold, as if I'm in an ice cellar.

I couldn't hold the cup of fragrant girl's tea, the hot tea spilled on my hands, my skin was flushed, but I didn't seem to know it, but I still heard the cruel words in my ears.

"Ah? Is there another princess who married into the Yuan family? Is it Princess Xuanyuan Shuyi? I heard that she is also a stunning beauty in the world. Could it be... Married to Young Master Xue?"

"Do you still need to ask? Isn't the most famous person in the original family is Young Master Xue. The concubine of Young Master Xue was taken captive, and his whereabouts are unknown. It's just the right time. Young Master Xuanyuan happened to marry Princess Xuanyuan, such a golden branch and jade leaf of the royal family. It won't be humiliating."

……

Everything around me lost its sound and color, and there was a strange feeling in my heart, as if the lava of a volcano was churning desperately, but it couldn't rush out of my chest, so it could only burn me mercilessly all the senses.

A bloody breath surged from my throat, and I suppressed it forcefully.

who is talking to me...

When I woke up, it turned out that we had already walked out of the tea shop, and it was Duan Yuerong who was pulling me.He seemed to be saying something to me, but I couldn't hear a word, and the smell of blood came out of my mouth again.I wiped the corners of my mouth, trying to calm down the blood in my throat.

Duan Yuerong took Xiyan from my hand, Zitong looked at me, and said to me slowly: "Let's go buy some milk cakes, smelly... Xiyan likes to eat."

I don't know why, I suddenly started to run wildly, I didn't pay attention to whether Duan Yuerong had caught up with me, I just kept running and running.When I woke up, I came to the wild cherry slope.

I raised my head slightly, and the huge canopy of the century-old cherry tree that two people couldn't hug each other was gently swaying with the wind. It is now late June, and naturally all the cherry blossoms have withered.

I touched the rough bark, and slowly pressed my cheek against the tree trunk. I closed my eyes, and the red-haired boy smiled softly at me again in my mind, "Wooden girl, I like what you gave me. I'll give you the same thing."

"Mu girl, I remember you told me your name under this kind of cherry blossom tree, right!"

"This sentence is so well written. I searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, and suddenly I looked back, but the man was in a dimly lit place. Wooden girl, did you write this?"

"Mu girl, I found you again this time, and I haven't lost my way."

Feijue, you finally married someone else, fulfilled your duty, and achieved your throne...

Feijue, you really have nothing to do with me, who will call me so obsessively in the future, wooden girl!
Everything seems to be yesterday, the red-haired boy blushed and stuffed my aunt...

Then, a sentence suddenly popped up in my mind, the cold and joking words of one person in the tea shop: Mr. Ta Xue's concubine was taken captive, and it was just the right time for her whereabouts to be unknown. So as not to be humiliated.

Is it because of this that you gave me the jade ring to keep me away from the right and wrong of the original family, in fact, it was so convenient for you to marry that princess Xuanyuan, or maybe you detested me because I was sent back and forth by others, Do you despise me in your heart for being humiliated by others?

Or you never cared about me at all, so you have to treat me like this, like this.

My heart hurts like a needle, and my throat is full of grief and anger. I can no longer hold back the rusty taste in my throat. I suddenly spit out a thick fishy mouthful. do what?
Why do I feel bad for him, why am I vomiting blood because of him?

My heart panicked, and then I woke up. I felt pain for Feijue's big wedding, but I felt a kind of betrayal, even death-like grief, for Feibai's new wedding.

Why is this, haven't I always hated him?Didn't I always hate him for imprisoning my freedom, and for making me inseparable forever?

Why am I so uncomfortable?
Could it be, could it be, could it be that the answer turned out to be that I fell in love with Yuan Feibai, even this love surpassed my feelings for Feijue!

impossible!
I walked back and forth under the huge wild cherry tree, screaming to myself in my heart:

I didn't fall in love with him... Then why did my heart feel so sad when I found out that he and Jinxiu had secretly communicated with each other?
I didn't fall in love with him... so why did I put all the blame on him, trying to make myself hate him?

I didn't fall in love with him... Then why did I call out his name whenever I was in danger?
I didn't fall in love with him... Then why did Duan Yuerong in front of me finally turn into the face of heaven and man when I fell in love with Lushui's love potion?

I didn't fall in love with him... Then why did I see his smile all in my dream every night?Even more than Feijue's affectionate wine pupils?
No, I didn't fall in love with him, I didn't fall in love with this peerless boy, I didn't fall in love with this boy who used "Long Xiangshou" to wake me up...

I didn't!

I slowly slid and sat under the cherry blossom tree, the wind blew my hair and scratched my face, it was a little itchy, but I didn't want to brush it away, so I murmured unconsciously: "The silver bottle is drawn from the bottom of the well, and the silver bottle wants to go up. The rope is broken. Grinding the jade hairpin on the stone, the jade hairpin wants to be broken in the center. The bottle sinks and the hairpin breaks, knowing what to do, like a concubine who is now saying goodbye to the king.”

He finally did what he had to do, didn't he?

Hua Hibiscus, what are you sad about, who told you to keep rejecting him, who told you to keep hurting him and yourself, and never took a look at the true feelings in your heart.

That Xuanyuan Shuyi is a world-renowned beauty of the royal family, she is exquisite and has eight faces, and she is good at dancing with long sleeves. Even Dou Yinghua wants to keep it for herself, and uses this as a negotiation condition.And your appearance is mediocre, not only has you lost the most important chastity of ancient women, but you also have to get along with Duan Yuerong, who is eccentric, making yourself male or female. See the original non-white?
Hua Hibiscus, you don’t even know your own feelings for Feibai, but somehow you became a traitor to your original family. It’s hard to return to your home country. You only want to go back to your original home to meet someone, and you only want to live in Xanadu. Life, and who to escape from?
Yes, why are you sad, from the moment you couldn't resist the aphrodisiac and kissed Duan Yuerong, you lost the qualification to have that snow-white boy!

Hua Mujin, you were once very lucky to have the love of these two brothers from the Yuan family. When you finally found out your true love, it was more than 1 years too late. It’s absurd, and then you lost it all overnight, but God's punishment for empathizing with you?
Hua Hibiscus, people betrayed you in the previous life, and hurt others in this life, but no matter whether it is hurting someone or someone hurting you...

He or he has already married the golden branch and jade leaf of the Xuanyuan family...

You are just a little maidservant who lost everything, an unlucky ghost who strayed into this time and space because of Zifu, and a ghost who has suffered so much, why should you be sad, why should you be sad, why should you be sad!
However, my tears couldn't be stopped, the wind couldn't blow it dry, and I didn't want to wipe it away. All the courage, life, and arrogance that I once boasted of two lives seemed to fall into the bottom of the sea with my love. place.My heart hurts like a knife, it hurts, it hurts, why is it so painful!

Suddenly, a warm hand raised my face, I opened my eyes, and there was a pair of cold purple pupils in front of my eyes, "Why are you crying?"

My eyes were already blurred by tears, I was choked up there, I didn't answer him, and I couldn't answer him.

He asked again in a rough voice: "Why are you crying?" He stroked my face with trembling hands, but the hot tears flowed more and more violently.

I was so heartbroken that I pushed him to the ground, stood up and wanted to leave him far away, but he pulled me and shook my shoulders, "Why are you crying?" His eyes suddenly felt a little terrified , a little desperate, "Why are you crying? Please stop crying."

I really want to say to him loudly: "Why am I crying? Because I have nothing, not even the courage to meet Feibai, all of this is caused by you."

But that hatred and sadness turned into the most direct way. I punched him, and his mouth was filled with blood immediately, but the purple pupils did not have the hostility of the past, and they just looked at me sadly and painfully. .

A child's cry came, and Duan Yuerong and I turned our heads at the same time, only to see Brother Niu's second sister-in-law standing there with an embarrassed face, holding Xiyan who was wiping her eyes.

Xiyan was wearing the tiger hat I bought for her in the morning, holding half a piece of sticky gum in her hand, watching us sobbing in fear.

Did Xiyan see all of them?
Duan Yuerong stood up without saying a word, wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, and sadly walked over to hug Xiyan.

Xiyan leaned over Duan Yuerong's chest, her tears and snot flowed freely, and her fat little hands gently wiped the blood that flowed from the corner of Duan Yuerong's mouth.Duan Yuerong just stared at me with a sullen face.

I wiped my face and walked over, "Xi Yan, be good, don't cry."

However, Xiyan shook her little hands and feet in fear, and turned her face away from me, which made me feel even more uncomfortable.

Duan Yuerong sighed deeply, turned and left with Xiyan in her arms.

The wind was blowing on my face, and my heart was in pain and grievances, and tears came out of my eyes unconsciously.

Brother Niu's second sister-in-law came over, took out a handkerchief and handed it to me, sighed and said: "Mr. Mo, please don't be sad. If there is anything, please discuss it carefully. Chaozhu is a good lady, you really shouldn't hit her."

I sat under the cherry blossom tree again, closed my eyes and said softly: "Brother Niu and Sister-in-Law, I understand, my wife is not in good health, please go and help me take care of Xi Yan and her first. I will go back later."

That night, I didn't cry anymore, I just sat under the cherry blossom tree very late, and Duan Yuerong didn't bring me any more food.When I went back, both he and Xiyan were asleep, and I spent the night lying on the Eight Immortals table, and when I woke up in the morning, I was already on the bed.Duan Yuerong and Xiyan are not at home, the breakfast that Duan Yuerong left for me is on the Eight Immortals table where I slept last night.

My nose was sore, I ate a few mouthfuls indiscriminately, and then went out to find their "mother and daughter". Along the way, I met people from the village and said hello, but found that everyone looked at me strangely.When I got to the field, I saw Brother Niu's second sister-in-law under the shade of the tree looking at Xiyan and other children who were busy with farming and had no time to take care of them.

I walked over and clapped Xiang Xiyan's little hands, "Xiyan, come to Daddy's place."

Xiyan was smiling happily, but when she saw me, she had a straight face, and then she was about to cry, swaying her small body, and went back to the cow widow, but ignored me.

I was squatting there depressed, when a tall shadow overwhelmed me, looking back, it was Duan Yuerong whose left cheek was swollen and tall.I finally understood why everyone looked at me with strange eyes, and I felt a little apologetic.

He frowned and said, "Why did you come out? You seemed to have a fever last night. You should go back and rest first."

He took the bowl of water handed by the cow widow, drank it in one gulp, stopped looking at me, just shook his braids, and went to farm in the sun again.

I got bored and walked back.

After a few days, Duan Yuerong didn't talk to me much, Xiyan still looked at me a little terrified, turned her face away and ignored me, I secretly hated Duan Yuerong for not helping me coax Xiyan.Thinking of the news of the big marriage of the Yuan brothers, he couldn't help but shed tears at the moonlight every night, regretting the past, and feeling overwhelmed.

(End of this chapter)