Love is like melting

Chapter 183 I miss him, she has no time

Norman Island.

Although Yu Sha said that she came to take care of Ji Yerong, the servants arranged by Mu Ye were still taking care of Ji Yerong's daily life, and Yu Sha just stayed with her 24 hours a day.

At night, she slept on the sofa in Ji Yerong's room. No matter what Ji Yerong said, she didn't want to leave.

Although Mu Ye was displeased by this, he didn't say much. Originally, he came to Yu Sha to accompany Ji Yerong. Besides, he seemed to be very busy these days, and he didn't come here every day.

In the middle of the night, Ji Yerong woke up again with a feeling of nausea. Before turning on the light, he ran to the bathroom barefoot and vomited out all the undigested food in his stomach.

Yu Sha was awakened, got up and turned on the light, went into the bathroom, and saw her squatting in front of the toilet so hard to vomit, distressed, but helpless.

Ji Yerong's legs were numb from squatting, and he sat directly on the cold floor with wet eyes, full of physiological reactions of morning sickness.

"Sister Ye Rong, don't sit on the ground, you'll catch a cold." Yu Sha bent down and wanted to help her up.

Ji Yerong sat on the ground without moving, his expression was pale and dull, his eyes were dull looking at the smooth ground, his bloodless lips trembled slightly, and his voice came out faintly: "I miss him..."

"Who?"

Yu Sha didn't react for a while, and when she thought of something, her eyes suddenly became moist.

"Sister Ye Rong..."

Yu Sha squatted beside her, not knowing what to say to comfort her for a moment, even a little timid to touch her, for fear that if she touched her, she would break.

In fact, before waking up, Ji Yerong had a dream.

In the dream, she was leaning in Lian Mo's arms, quietly crossing the mud with him, full of warmth and peace, without any panic.

But when he woke up from the dream, the warmth dissipated, and there was only a room of coldness and desolation, because he was not by his side.

It turns out that the most painful distance in this world is that you are not by my side but in my heart.

"I really miss him very much, I want to be with him, I want to hear him call me Ayu, I want to see his wicked smile, I want to hug him..." A weak voice sounded faintly, and it became softer , trembling.

The empty eyes did not look at Yusha, as if they were muttering to themselves, while the moisture in the eye sockets flowed down uncontrollably, "I really just want to be with him, why is it so difficult, why is it Can't it?"

The voice was hoarse, filled with strong sadness.

The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally collapsed in this deserted and quiet night.Whether it's because she knows he's fine, or because of this prison-like life, her emotions have been suppressed to the extreme, and she feels very hard, like a fish out of water, almost unable to breathe.

She is very strong and tenacious, but no matter how strong and tenacious she is, she is still a woman, a woman who has left the person she loves the most, and cannot bear so many responsibilities and burdens.

She is also weak, helpless, and at a loss, especially when her body and spirit are suffering and tortured day and night. Those strong armors are safe after being knocked once, and they are still strong after being knocked a hundred times. But when it is hit to the hundred and first, it will completely collapse and fall apart.

When she was eight years old, she met Lian Mo in the heavy snow. He led her back, gave her a place to settle down, gave her a name and a new life; after so many years of entanglement, love and hatred, he had long been Engraved into her bones, deep in her soul, she can't let go, and can't forget. Now they are in peace, want to see but can't see, longing has become a piercing poison, slowly swallowing all her reason and strength.

She used to think that they would be like Ming Xi and His Excellency Long Pei, as long as they had two unshakable hearts, as long as their fingers were tightly clasped and never let go, then no matter how many conspiracies and misunderstandings there were, they would have to go back and forth No matter how many storms, they can finally be together.

For this ending, no matter how many separations she has to endure, how much pain and torture she has to endure, she can do it; but reality has defeated her, the existence in her stomach tells her every day that it is impossible for her and her fourth brother together.

They will never be together in this lifetime.

After going through so many ups and downs, hardships and obstacles, they still can't be together. Thinking about it makes people feel hopeless and desperate.

Seeing her crying, Yu Sha was stunned for a moment. She had never seen Ji Yerong burst into tears like this, and she was so fragile that she would break if touched.

When I realized it, I couldn't help crying, "Sister Yerong, don't cry...I don't know what to do when you cry!"

She seemed to have never heard of it, the clear water mist along the corners of her eyes silently overflowed on her pale skin, and her voice was weak and powerless floating in the quiet space: "I used to think that he didn't love me, and that my identity was worthy of me." We can't be together because we don't love him... But now, he loves me, but we still can't be together. We obviously try so hard to get close to each other, we have worked so hard... But we can't... We will never be together Maybe together..."

When a person loves another person deeply and wants to be with the other person, the other person's not loving is a kind of cruelty.

When a person loves another person deeply and wants to be with him, and he also loves you, but he can't be together, it turns out that the other person's love is more cruel than not loving you!

The most poisonous poison in the world is called: Destined but not shared.

Over the past 20 years of stumbling and trance, more blood has been shed than tears, injuries, icy despair, devastation, wounds to the depths of the soul, these are ultimately not worth the warmth and tenderness of that person, only love cure.

But now it's all considered impossible, Yuner's farewell, after all, has become a forever farewell in this life, I know very well in my heart that this love, this marriage, cannot continue in this life, that's why I cried so desperately, and cried in pieces.

Yu Sha stretched out her arms to hold her, like holding a helpless crying child, and said in a choked voice: "No, you and Your Excellency will be together, and you will be together happily."

Although Ji Yerong never mentioned the child in her belly, and she never asked, she knew that the child would not be yours, otherwise Ji Yerong would not be so depressed and desperate.

"Your Excellency will understand you, he will understand..." Yu Sha choked up and murmured, Sister Yerong has suffered so much and everything she did was for Your Excellency, Your Excellency will definitely understand.

Ji Yerong didn't speak, but there were too many tears of pain in his heart, which filled his heart, overflowed, and flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Leaning her head in Yusha's arms, her hands tightly clutched her heart, the pain was as if being cut by a blunt knife, her throat was blocked by something, she was so suffocated that she could hardly breathe.

Salty tears passed through the corners of his lips over and over again, and the bitter taste permeated his soul.

Yu Sha's chest was soaked very quickly, she reached out to wipe away the tears on her face, her eyes flashed with unusual determination, "Sister Yerong, don't worry, you will definitely be able to leave here, and you will definitely be with Your Excellency Together!"

In the quiet space, there was only saltiness and heartbreak. Ji Yerong wept in her arms and fell into a dream unknowingly.

Maybe now only in her dream can she let go of all vigilance and defenses, don't have to tense up all the time, meet the person she misses day and night, and continue the unfinished love.

Mu Ye seemed to have left the island for something recently, and Ji Yerong heaved a sigh of relief when he didn't show up for two days.

Because of Mu Ye's permission, she can move freely on Norman Island, including those two buildings, but Huanwei will follow her closely.

Ji Yerong went into the research building twice alone, knowing that all the precise data of Azrael was about to be completed, and once the data was completely preserved, it would leave endless disasters.

The experts were not here for the time being, and Ji Yerong looked at the test tubes and computer data in the room through the glass, feeling more and more heavy.

She doesn't have much time left.

"I want to drink water." Ji Yerong said coldly, looking at Huanwei who was following him.

Huan slightly frowned, staring at her with wild eyes, obviously angry because he was treated as a servant.

"Are you still afraid that I can escape in such a net?" He spoke again, his voice full of provocation.

Huan Wei gave a cold snort, his eyes glanced at Ji Yerong's crippled right leg contemptuously, obviously despising that Ji Yerong was now a cripple, and turned to get water!
Ji Yerong watched her back leave, and was not angry with her contempt, because she was indeed a disabled person with limited mobility now!

His eyes shot towards the glass again, there was reflection on the bright glass, and a blurry outline loomed like a ghost.

Ji Yerong was wearing a pair of black trousers today, with his hands in his pockets, his hair tied up, and his upper body was covered in a thin brown leather jacket. His thin body was projected on the glass, as thin as a piece of paper.

A pair of pitch-black pupils were filled with a frosty chill, dry lips pulled lightly, and a cold voice sounded: "Come out, the real head of D&K—"

She turned around and looked at the bonsai not far away, her voice paused for a while, and she paused word by word again, loudly: "Tang Xi!"

(End of this chapter)