Love is like melting

Chapter 202
"Ayu, don't cry!" Her tears crushed his heart, he stretched out his hand to gently wipe away her tears, resisted something, and said in a deep voice: "You have spent the first half of your life for others Live, live for me, you have never lived for yourself. I hope that from today, you are living for yourself! You don't have to worry that I will not want you, no matter how far or how high you fly, as long as You can come back anytime you want, I'll always be here, always."

Ji Yerong bit his lower lip so deeply that he didn't even notice it was broken. When he opened his mouth, his voice was already broken, "What if I don't leave?"

She didn't want to leave him, didn't want to leave him alone.

Lian Mo didn't answer her immediately, but stared at her for a long time with deep eyes, a wry smile appeared on his thin lips, and said in a low voice: "Then I really don't want you."

Ji Yerong was stunned.

That day, after Lu Nanfeng hypnotized Ji Yerong, he told him that the cause of Ji Yerong's illness lay in that child, in him.

Every time she sees herself, her guilt and self-blame will deepen, but for him, she is already in such pain, but she still chooses to stay by his side, so her illness will never get better, it will only keep getting worse .

Lu Nanfeng said that no one could save her except herself.

The only way to make Ji Yerong get better is to let her go, leave this place that brought her countless wounds and pain, and leave him too!
There was nothing wrong with him being Ji Yerong's true love, but he was also the source of all her pain, her greatest fear and the existence she couldn't face.

As long as she saw Lian Mo, she couldn't forgive herself in her heart, and didn't want to make herself better, thinking that this was the best punishment for herself.

He has nothing left, he should have held her tightly, not letting her go, even if he died, he would let her die by his side.

But Yun Yingluo's death made him change his mind.

Now he just wants her to live well, no matter where she is or what she does, it doesn't matter, as long as she lives.

She had done enough for herself over the years, sacrificed everything, and now it was time to give it back.

Give her back her freedom, her life, and let her live only for herself from now on, go where she wants to go, and see the scenery she wants to see.No longer shackling her by his side, making it difficult to move an inch.

Like is presumptuous, love is restrained, even though there are all kinds of reluctance in his heart, he still has to let go after all.

For love, but also for her!
Ji Yerong shook his head, tears fell like rain, colder than snow falling on his face, his voice was hoarse and broken, "I don't want to go, fourth brother, I don't want to go..."

I do not want to leave you.

Lian Mo's heart was broken when he heard her words. He stretched out his arms and hugged her tightly without leaving any gaps. He turned his head and kissed her hair. The cool snow melted on the corners of his lips. Cold to the deepest part of my heart.

"Ayu, you have to know how difficult it is for me to make this decision, but I have to do it because I want you to live, no matter where you are, no matter who you are with, as long as you live, let me Knowing that you are doing well, this is my last request to you!"

The reluctance and nostalgia that could not be suppressed in the hoarse voice, how much he wanted to keep her by his side, but he couldn't, it would really hurt her!
How could she not know about his good intentions, because she knew, she was even more reluctant to leave, she didn't want to leave.

Because of this walk, the birds fell into the forest and the fish into the sea. No one knows whether we will see each other again in this life.

Ji Yerong hugged him tightly, how much love he had in his heart, how tightly he hugged him right now, wishing he could grow old overnight.

I don't know how long I've been hugging, the car has been waiting for a long time, Lian Mo forcibly broke away her hand tightly wrapped around his waist, stuffed the ticket into her palm, and pushed her to the side of the car, "Let's go!"

The voice suppressed sadness and reluctance.

The dark pupils were blurred by water mist, standing by the side of the car, clutching the ticket tightly, refusing to get on the car for a long time.

"Ayu, you have to remember the snow today, because when the next heavy snow falls, I will meet you again, even if you still haven't recovered, even if you are terminally ill, I will marry you as my wife! "

Before he finished speaking, Ji Yerong threw himself into his arms and hugged him again.

"Fourth brother, I will never forget you, Ayu will never forget you, forget the snow today."

Their fate began with heavy snow and ended with heavy snow.

Lian Mo patted her slender shoulders, thousands of words were choked in her throat, and she was unable to utter them. In the end, she just said cruelly: "Let's go."

If he didn't leave again, he was afraid that he would regret it and keep her here!

Ji Yerong closed his eyes in his arms, tears poured down like a fountain, soaking the clothes on his chest, and tightly clutching his clothes, the fingertips were so hard that they turned blue and white.

When a gust of wind blew, she suddenly let go of him, didn't look at him again, didn't say goodbye, turned around and got into the car resolutely in the ice and snow.

Chen Su personally sent her to the airport, and the car drove slowly on the road of the presidential palace.

After driving out of the presidential palace, Ji Yerong saw that the road was clean and there were no snowflakes. The sun was shining brightly, and it hurt her eyes strongly.

In an instant, the galloping tears couldn't stop at all, sobbing almost suffocating.

What he did for her and what he paid for her was far beyond her imagination.

So in order to be worthy of this love and devotion, either death or separation.

Fourth brother, you are the best gift that fate has bestowed on me in this painful life.

Even if there is no result, I will not regret it, maybe because nothing in this world is eternal.

There are still many, many things I want to say to you, even if I can't say them, I think you can understand.

There is no love in this life, and there is no marriage in this life.

On the day when fate comes back and we meet again, put everything aside and don't let go of my hand again.

Okay?

Lian Mo has been standing in place watching the car carrying her drift away, and even couldn't help but follow the car a few steps.

It wasn't until this moment that the moisture in the eagle's eyes could not be restrained from rolling out.

Jiang Hanzhu walked to his side, looked towards the direction where the car disappeared, and said in a calm voice in the wind and snow, "I'm obviously reluctant to let go, why let her go?"

Lian Mo didn't look at him, nor did he answer, how could Jiang Hanzhu understand all the things between him and A Yu.

After a moment of silence, Jiang Hanzhu looked back at him, and asked again: "Are you sure she will come back?"

"uncertain."

"Then how dare you let her go!" A trace of surprise flashed across Jiang Hanzhu's warm eyes.

Lian Mo was silent again.

There was a long silence, he was silent for too long, so long that when Jiang Hanzhu thought he would not answer, he heard four firm words in his ears: "To live!"

When the voice fell, he turned to leave.

In order for her to live well, even though he doesn't know whether she will return to him after she is free and infatuated with the scenery outside, he is still willing to let her go, just to fulfill the two "alive" Character.

Lian Mo had just taken two steps when Jiang Hanzhu's voice came from behind him: "Don't you want to know what gift she gave you on your birthday?"

The pace stopped suddenly, and Lianmo looked back at him.

Jiang Hanzhu looked at him, and his voice softly echoed in the cold air, "She stayed by your side that night and didn't sleep. When I wanted to persuade her to rest for a while in the middle of the night, I saw..."

That day when Jiang Hanzhu opened the door and was about to go in, she saw Ji Yerong sitting by the bed. She leaned over and carefully looked at the unconscious Lian Mo, so focused that she didn't even notice that he stood at the door for a long time.

"I never thought that you would do this for me. Fourth brother, these three shots have calmed down all the resentment and hatred in Ayu's heart, and we are settled."

The slightly cool fingertips started to caress from his forehead, and slowly fell, tracing his sword eyebrows, the straight bridge of the nose, and finally stayed on his lips.

"Happy birthday, fourth brother."

There was an untouchable tenderness in the cold voice, and before she finished speaking, she leaned over in front of him, her bright eyes closed lightly, her lips fell on his lips, and she did not move away for a long time.

Jiang Hanzhu suddenly let go of his grip on the metal, exited the ward, turned around and leaned against the cold wall, he couldn't tell whether it was sad or silent or envious and jealous.

Lian Mo's eyes were filled with white expanse, he looked at Jiang Hanzhu in disbelief, almost couldn't believe his words.

Jiang Hanzhu looked at him and smiled softly, with a bit of sourness mixed in, "Your Excellency, her love for you has never changed, and she has never really hated you! She is just angry at you for abandoning her." Because what she is most afraid of is that you don't want her..."

But now you abandon her again, don't want her anymore.

Lian Mo's hands hanging by his sides were unconscious from the cold wind, and slowly clenched into fists.

Looking at Jiang Hanzhu, calm and composed, his thin lips parted slightly: "I don't regret it."

Don't regret enduring the pain and let her go.

I don't regret not going to keep her after knowing that her love for me has never changed.

Because this time, he wanted Ayu to make his own choice.

He believes that Ayu really loves him, and her love will bring her back to him again.

At that time, there will be no power in this world that can separate them.

Turning around, his back was straight and stiff, his dark and sad eyes were seeing the wind and snow in the garden, and there was no sign of Ayu in the huge presidential palace.

The moisture in the bottom of the eyes was dried by the air, and once again flooded the handsome face.

Stop saying whose fault it is, let it all go to ashes

Unless you let go of the burden in your heart, everything is irreparable

You always like to let the past follow, afraid that the past will be in vain

You always think that to appreciate life, you have to love more times

I'd rather you make a mistake and regret it than let you wither in my arms

Let you fly to the dream world, leave me sad alone
Rather than let you haggard in my love, I would rather you get hurt and cry
Could it be that you have to taste all the pains and sorrows before you understand the value of true love.

(End of this chapter)