Love is like melting

Chapter 242 Don't See You Anymore

Huo Yimo got up, looked down at Cheng Mu who was frowning, picked up a few photos on the table, and grinned at the corner of his mouth: "The photos are not bad, leave them for me as a souvenir! I'm really sorry today, let Secretary Cheng Take a trip to Changbai! I still have something to do, so let’s go first!"

Before she finished speaking, she grabbed the photos and turned around to leave.

The back is straight, and the hand hanging beside her is tightly clutching the photo, with sharp edges piercing the palm, but the pain is far less than one ten thousandth of that in the left chest.

The dry eyes are still wide open, desperately trying to see what is in front of him clearly, not to let anything blur his vision.

Cheng Mu sat in his seat, drinking coffee, and staring at her fading eyes became darker and darker.

Not long after Huo Yimo walked out of the cafe, the strength in his body seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, his face was pale, and his dull eyes looked like someone without a soul.

Sitting blankly on the flower bed by the side of the road, there were not many vehicles passing by in front of her. She lowered her head, couldn't stop being sad, bit her finger, and tried her best to restrain herself.

"Are you sad, why are you angry? If you didn't pretend to be a friend and have dirty thoughts in your heart, how could others poke your spine."

"You didn't mean to see him again, did you! It's just more certainty now, and that's good, isn't it?"

"Huo Yimo, be brave, you are a man."

Yes, not just a man!
But this man was something she wanted to drive away from her heart countless times, but she couldn't drive him away no matter what.

After she realized her feelings for him and couldn't see what his feelings for her were like, she tried several times, but he didn't respond. She decided to give up, cut off contact with him, and blocked his contact information. I changed my phone number.

But ah... But when he found her, she still couldn't bear it, she had nothing left, and there was only him left in her world, so it was not so much that she couldn't bear to disappear without a trace in his world, it was better to say that he was She couldn't bear to lose Li Yangyu's whereabouts in her world!

When she vaguely felt that he had a girlfriend, and asked him to change the subject and didn't answer, she also wanted to cut off contact, but she always thought of his words. He wanted to see her happy, and she couldn't bear it.

She deceived herself and said that maybe she either likes him or is a kind of dependence on him. After a long time, it gradually fades away. She can stand in the position of a friend to bless him and see him happy.

The reality slapped her hard.

She underestimated her feelings for Li Yangyu, and overestimated her decisiveness.

To her, Li Yangyu was like a piece of rotten flesh in her body. She thought it would be no big deal and would slowly heal after a long time, but she never thought that the rotten area of ​​this piece of rotten flesh would become bigger and bigger with the passage of time. Sometimes, if you want to cut it again, you have to bear the huge pain and the heart-piercing moment of cutting.

If she still doesn't choose to cut it off at this time, there is only one ending left for her: destruction!

She has come to the end of her future and has no other choice.

The phone kept ringing, but she didn't answer it for a long time. After the ringing stopped for a while, she received a text message.

Huo Yimo unresponsively took out his mobile phone, the call and text message came from the same person: L.

L: Are you free to drink with me tonight?

Huo Yimo looked down at the phone, staring at the "L", almost wanting to bite off her lower lip.

The fingertips pinching the mobile phone were so hard that they turned pale. After a long hesitation, she replied: I have a manuscript to catch up today, so let's do it another day.

The message was sent out for a long time with no response.

She didn't know that at the moment her message was sent, a car parked on the opposite side of the road received the text message almost at the same time.

After reading the text message, his eyes were complicated, and he stared at her for a long time through the car window, put down the phone, restarted the engine, and left in a hurry.

Huo Yimo put away her phone and saw those photos, the top one was when he was crossing the road, he protected himself by his side, holding her arm all the time.

She used to have a very bad habit of running red lights. Every time she walked with him, he immediately grabbed her arm and taught her: "Don't run red lights, it's dangerous! How can you stand up to four with your small body?" A collision of tires!"

The second one is that something she wrote was rejected, she was in a bad mood, and couldn't sleep or eat for a few days of irritability. After he found out, he took himself to eat and asked her to rest at his place.

She slept in the guest room, and he sat beside her and chatted with her, and while chatting, she fell asleep.

She slept soundly that night, without dreaming, and woke up early the next morning, before he woke up, she tiptoed to his room, sat on the floor, lay on the side and watched him, quietly waiting for him to wake up .

Not long after he woke up, he was relieved to see that she was in good spirits and mood, and went downstairs to buy her breakfast. He wanted to buy toothbrushes, but she refused.

He looked at her with disgust: eat without brushing your teeth?

"What's wrong?" She disagreed.

"Little sloppy!" When he said this, there was a slight smile in his eyes.

The third one is that he is on vacation, and he wants to take her out to play when he has no work, just the two of them.

That was the first time she went out with the opposite sex, although it was not far away, they only stayed overnight.

Before leaving, she asked him seriously: Why do you suddenly want to take me out to play?
His answer disappointed her, he said: I just want to take you out, there is no reason.

A man and a woman going out to play, this is a misleading thing, she thought he had changed his mind, and thought that the relationship between them would change because of this.

But in fact, it didn't. On the contrary, because of this, she became even more unable to see what he was thinking, and decided to give up on him.

"I can't forget you all at once, but I can control myself not to see you again."

Then hand you over to time, forgetting bit by bit.

There was a gust of wind, and there was a sound of ticking on the photo, mixed with sadness and helplessness, and finally powerless after exhaustion.

Pixiu Boy: Sorry, I may not be able to attend your wedding.

Fenggu: Girl, what happened?

Pixiu Boy: Tomorrow, I have to go out of town to deal with something. I will be away for a few days, and I guess I won’t be able to make it back.

The chat dialog box did not respond for a long time, and after a while, a message was sent as if unwilling to give up.

Wind Valley: Is it really impossible to rush back?
Huo Yimo faced the screen with mixed emotions and tangled conflicts, so he didn't think long about replying to him.

Pixiu Boy: I'm sorry, it seems that I really can't make it back.But don't worry, if no one arrives, the big red envelope will definitely arrive.

Valley of the Wind: ...

Huo Yimo stared at the screen for a moment, turned off the computer without replying.

"You can't ask so much from me. You want me to bless you and watch you marry someone else with my own eyes. I'd rather miss your wedding and regret it in the future than witness with my own eyes the desolation of waking up from a dream."

She asked for leave. Anyway, web articles don't make money, so she stopped writing if she didn't want to write. She told Shui Lianyan again that she hadn't thought of what to write about what she wanted to publish in a magazine, and the manuscript would be handed in later. .

I packed up two changes of clothes and put everything together in a black backpack.

Water the hibiscus flowers, spread newspapers on the ground, sit on the newspapers and carefully wipe the dust on each leaf with a paper towel.

"Brother, sister-in-law, I'm sorry! I have to go out for a few days, I can't take care of you, and I might wrong you for staying here for a long time!"

She touched the tender green leaves, with regret in her eyes: "When I come back, I will definitely make money and save money, and then I will buy you a big house so that you can live comfortably. Now I am reluctant You guys, you don’t want to be alone, so just stay with me for a while longer!”

(End of this chapter)