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Chapter 102 Guessing ([-])

After lunch, Ouyang subconsciously walked towards the office, wanting to see if the Chinese teacher was there.When he came there, he found that the door of the office was tightly closed.

"What's wrong with me? Why is there a teacher in the office at this time?" He patted himself on the head, looking suddenly awakened.It's still early for class, and only those teachers who are extremely hardworking will come to school early.

He felt a little lost again in his heart, and walked towards the classroom in frustration.

"What are you doing? Is it necessary to be like this?" He was secretly annoyed in his heart. He didn't like this appearance very much in his heart, and he felt very low.Just like a dog wagging its tail and begging for mercy, whether it can get the "reward" of others depends on the mood of others.

"Isn't it just to let the teacher read what I wrote? As for making myself like this?" He blamed himself again in his heart. It felt very uncomfortable, and it hurt his self-esteem a little.

"Besides, it's not that I can't see her anymore, why are you so active?" He felt a hint of irony in his heart.I thought of some down-and-out poets in ancient times who introduced their works to some high-ranking officials in a very humble way, but those high-ranking officials only regarded it as a casual pastime.The bright pearl is covered with dust, why is there always a lack of people with discerning eyes?Is it true that a thousand-mile horse often exists, but Bole does not often exist?Or is it too difficult to meet like mountains and rivers?
"Didn't the afternoon just start? What are you thinking about here!" He blamed himself, always wondering why he was always so cranky!
He sat quietly in his seat, but he didn't have any thoughts on reading.Staring blankly at the ceiling above, I felt somewhat depressed.

"Is this world a depressive world? Is this world imprisoned like this classroom?" He murmured, a little stunned, his eyes were a bit hollow.

"Oh, what are you thinking? What are you thinking about?" He shook his head, as if it was tightly covered with worries, and he wanted to shake them off.

"Reading, learning!" He habitually repeated these two seemingly simple words.

He opened the exercise book and picked up the pen, but he didn't know how to put it down, because he didn't have any intention of studying now.

He looked and looked again and again, but had no choice but to give up, put the pen on the table casually, and leaned weakly on the stool, with a vaguely wry smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Just think of it as relaxing yourself." He comforted himself, making excuses for himself.

So he closed his eyes and fell asleep.Although he didn't feel sleepy, he didn't know what to do.

The number of students in the classroom gradually increased, and the voices gradually became noisy, gradually becoming chaotic like a morning market.

"It seems that I can't sleep anymore." The wry smile on the corner of his mouth became more obvious, and he slowly opened his eyes.Since it is impossible to really fall asleep, why close your eyes?It seemed that he had forgotten that he was not sleepy in the first place.

"Did you come early today?" Chen Cheng's voice came from next to my ear.

"Really?" Ouyang smiled habitually, and watched Chen Cheng walk to his own seat, pull away the stool, and sit down.

"That's right, you might have entered the classroom by stepping on the bell. What's wrong with you today? Changed?" Chen Cheng showed a curious look on his face.

"What do you mean modified? It's just that there are some things at noon today." Ouyang forced a smile, but felt a little pain in his heart.Chen Cheng's inadvertent words brought back his memories. At noon, it's been a long time since he came so early. I remember that it started in the first year of high school, and I remember that it was because of her.

"What's the matter?" Chen Cheng moved the stool forward, pretending to be curious and wanted to listen.

"No, it's nothing." Ouyang's heart paused slightly, and there was a bit of pain.When she was in Class 1 before, Jie'er would not ask herself the truth like this.

"Tch, you are always so stingy, and you often refuse to tell me some secrets. Fortunately, I still treat you as a brother." Chen Cheng showed some disdain, but he was a little annoyed in his heart. That's what Ouyang looks like.

"Brother?" Ouyang murmured in his heart, seeing Chen Cheng turn his body around, a gleam of light flickered in his eyes.

(End of this chapter)