leave this sad place

Chapter 182 Worry
After a sleepless night, Ouyang still couldn't figure out what other reasons there were.

He slightly rubbed his red and swollen eyes, it was a new day, but he didn't feel any new mood.

Draw the curtains and open the windows, and the bustling streets are full of flashy atmosphere.No matter how bright and warm the sun is, it is impossible to dispel the darkness in every corner of the world.

"Do you want to go to school again today?" She asked him when she was standing behind him.

Turning slightly to one side, looking at her slightly blue-black eye sockets, Ouyang miraculously chose to remain silent this time.

"Go and have a look again." She persuaded softly.

He turned back and looked out the window, his eyes leaped across a street, a house, an elementary school... farther and farther away.There is an indescribably strange color in the eyes, somewhat sad, somewhat lonely, somewhat unspeakably miserable
With a faint sigh, he turned around and nodded slowly and somewhat heavily to her.

There was an unconcealable joy on her face.

He no longer knew how he came here again, but since he was already here, nothing else mattered.Glancing inside through the window, I saw the class teacher sitting in his seat writing something.

Adjusting his breathing slightly, and walking in front of him, Ouyang couldn't help feeling a little uneasy, and said timidly: "Teacher, I'm sorry, I—"

"Here we come." Slightly raised his head, glanced at Ouyang sideways, then casually took out a piece of printed paper from the drawer and handed it to Ouyang, "Here, this is the registration process for the college entrance examination, follow the steps above Just do it."

Ouyang was taken aback for a moment, and took the printing paper he handed over a little dully, and then watched him turn his head to busy with the work in hand and put himself aside, feeling a little embarrassed.

"Oh, is there anything else you don't understand?" He seemed to feel that there was a person standing beside him, which made it difficult for him to concentrate on his work, so he asked Ouyang Dao again with his head sideways.

"No—no more." Ouyang shook his head subconsciously.

"Well, if you don't understand anything when you go back, just come to the school and ask." After saying this, he turned his head away again.It seemed that he was busy calculating something, but the pen in his hand did not fall.

The eviction order has been issued, so what is the need to continue to stay?Holding the printing paper tightly in his hand, Ouyang walked out step by step.

When Ouyang walked out of the office completely, he became a little dazed again. "Is this the end? It's over in such a muddle?" He really couldn't figure out why the head teacher asked him to come to school yesterday. Was it really because of the piece of paper in his hand?After thinking about it, he unfolded it and looked at the printing paper in his hand.

"Registration, is it the registration for the college entrance examination?" He muttered silently, seeming to understand something in his heart, but then he had some other doubts. "What about the materials?"

Thinking of how the class teacher didn't mention it just now, he subconsciously shook his head. "Could it be that she heard it wrong and there was no such thing at all? Or is the registration and the materials connected together, and what he said was that he asked himself to get the materials for the college entrance examination registration, which is such a piece of printing paper?" Obviously behind His guess is the most likely, but Ouyang has an unspoken feeling in his heart.

He didn't mention or reply to the several missed calls he made, as if they didn't exist at all; his attitude today was also extraordinarily indifferent, and he didn't have any thoughts of revenge on himself , Ouyang refused to believe it no matter what.

But Ouyang didn't want to think about it, so who cares?As long as he gets what should belong to him, then his small belly is irrelevant.Ouyang subconsciously shook the printed paper in his hand again, as long as he finished registering for the college entrance examination, everything would be much easier in the future, and even as long as he could enter the examination room in the future, the high school would be considered over.Thinking about it, Ouyang couldn't help but feel a little relieved.

"Have you got it?" Seeing that Ouyang no longer came back empty-handed, she asked him happily.

"En." Ouyang nodded heavily, recalling the doubts yesterday, he suddenly felt that it was meaningless.

"What are they?" She couldn't help asking curiously.

"It's just a piece of paper. In fact, it's just some operations for registering for the college entrance examination. You'll find out after you take a closer look." Ouyang raised the piece of printing paper he was holding tightly in his hand, and he was slightly relieved. It's finally over.

But when he carefully read the registration procedures for the college entrance examination, he realized that this was just the beginning, and he also wanted to understand why the head teacher just told him that he didn't understand something at the end, and asked him to go back to school and ask.

You have to follow the school's notice for the physical examination and so on; and the student number and the like are not used at all at ordinary times, so the students don't know at all, and they will have to be checked by the school when the time comes; If you choose to fill in the content uniformly, how can you take it for granted?

After carefully reading these procedures, Ouyang had a wry smile on his lips, and it seemed that he had to go back to that place to ask how to operate in detail.I looked at the above time again, and my heart became a little bitter. If I didn't finish these things within the stipulated time, wouldn't I not be able to take the college entrance examination this time?
Sighing helplessly, Ouyang planned to go back to school again.As for the time, then tomorrow.After all, it is not an option to procrastinate such a matter, and today, he really has no intention of going to school anymore.

In a trance, he remembered the face of the head teacher just now. Although he didn't show any obvious hatred for himself, his actions undoubtedly showed his own feelings.

When I thought that I still had to get some important news from him, I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart.If he deliberately forgot to notify himself, wouldn't it be the end of the game for him.Thinking about it, I felt a little melancholy. This feeling, the feeling that my destiny is held in the hands of others is really aggrieved!

"Perhaps my choice was a mistake at all." He murmured subconsciously, his eyes showing a somewhat dazed look.If I stay at home like this, there is no possibility of studying at all. If I go on like this, what else can I use to take the college entrance examination?Moreover, if you have been away from school for too long, you may not know some important things; and you don’t know much about the college entrance examination, college entrance examination volunteers, university schools, etc. If you still work behind closed doors like this, Wouldn't it be the same when the time comes?

I have a vague feeling that it is impossible for me to leave school, not only because of rational thinking about some real problems, but also because of the emotional aspects deep in my heart.How could Ouyang allow himself to really do the kind of review at home with equanimity?Hearing the lingering sound of the radio from the school every day made him feel uneasy. He has always clearly understood that his heart has always been longing and yearning, but another inexplicable emotion has always been Contradicting, so that he still does not want to admit it!

"If I really went back like this, wouldn't it be a joke for others." A faint inexplicable thought made it hard for him to let go.In fact, he felt that except for her, no one would care whether he would go back to school or not. It was just that this kind of thought always lingered in his heart, making it difficult for him to do what he vaguely longed for. Think it's the right choice.

Shaking his head slightly, no matter what, he still has no intention of going back to school to continue studying.

As for tomorrow, let's talk about it tomorrow.

(End of this chapter)