leave this sad place

Chapter 185 Trouble
Listening to him talking to himself there, she felt a kind of uttered joy in her heart, and this kind of him made her feel a warm feeling in her heart, as if this kind of him was the most real existence.

At night, Ouyang reluctantly slipped into the classroom through the back door with his schoolbag on his back.The actual situation is not much different from what I imagined. All the people were concentrating on reviewing in their seats and did not pay attention because of my return. I glanced at it casually.Although I was prepared in my heart, I still couldn't help but feel a sense of loss in my heart.Such a feeling of indifference and even numbness made Ouyang feel a little sad again.

Sighing lightly, caring about these things will make me feel uncomfortable, so it's better not to care about them.He went straight to his seat. Fortunately, the scene of dust and cobwebs did not appear, it was just empty like a piece of white paper.

"It seems that this place has been completely forgotten." He sighed softly again. Although he felt that there was not much difference between his existence and non-existence, when he really knew that others saw it in the same way, his heart Still can't avoid some bad taste.

"That's good, it's just good to start again." He comforted himself a little, put down his schoolbag and stuffed it into a drawer.A feeling of loneliness surged out again, as if he was still alone in a busy city.

I glanced at the people around me and found that they were still busy with their own studies, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. "Others are studying so hard, how can I just fall behind and admit defeat so easily?" Ouyang murmured.

Taking another look at Chen Cheng, who was in the last row opposite, his heart became a little more complicated. I don't know if my former tablemate still loves playing games so much, and has he started sprinting with all his strength?And leaving him there alone, how does he feel in his heart?Do you also feel a little lonely like yourself?

Thinking about it, Ouyang felt a little guilty in his heart. His previous actions were indeed a bit inappropriate. Even if he disturbed his study at that time, how could he completely disregard the feeling of being at the same table like that?It suddenly happened that he was like that a long time ago, and an inexplicable grief surged in his heart, and he unconsciously thought of Li Ting, Yushu, Xiaolan, and Jieer who left him...
The once young and frivolous, the once young and the old, the old days are so far away.What is left seems to be only the absurdity of the paper and the sadness.

After contemplating for a long time, Ouyang finally moved his seat back, put it down next to Chen Cheng, and asked sincerely: "Is there anyone here? If there is no one, can I sit here?"

"It's been a long time since I've seen you, and you've become so ignorant?" He rolled his eyes, and took out an exercise book from the drawer, um, it's no longer a mobile phone, a game console, etc.

Ouyang felt a bit of joy in his heart. Although Chen Cheng's words still sounded awkward, there was a strong sense of sincerity in his heart.

When a crisp bell rang, Ouyang actually felt a bit pleasant, and gave birth to a kind of cordial feeling. "Maybe I've really gotten used to this place unknowingly." He thought secretly in his heart.

The physic teacher's body, which is neither tall nor majestic, blended into the whole classroom, and his warm smile was like a bright moon emitting soft light.

Ouyang looked at him and pretended to glance at him casually, then nodded imperceptibly, his eyes were full of approval.Ouyang was full of excitement and emotion, but he could only sit there obediently and could not do anything. "Perhaps my best reward for him is to attend lectures, review well, and take exams well." He felt his eyes became a little rosy again. These two days have touched his heart too much. It made him want to cry!
"Long time no see, I didn't expect you to be like that - weak!" Chen Cheng's joking voice penetrated into Ouyang's ears.

This guy, it really is easy to change the country and the nature is hard to change!Ouyang stared, not to be outdone, and said: "To each other, I didn't expect your words to be so vicious!"

Chen Cheng gave Ouyang a big roll of his eyes.It's really open-eyed and talking nonsense, and I don't know whose words are really vicious!But he didn't dare to say such words, maybe Ouyang would get mad directly.So I had no choice but to divert my attention and said to Ouyang: "Okay, quickly get out your physics materials, I guess tonight is another homework review."

"Homework?" Ouyang's heart skipped a beat, and his expression became a little unnatural.

"What? You didn't write it?"

No matter how he heard Chen Cheng's words, Ouyang felt full of schadenfreude, he was really careless in making friends!With a sullen face, he turned out his exercise book, page after page, and the devil knows where the teacher went!

Reluctantly snatching Chen Cheng's exercise book and looking at it, his face turned pale. "Where did all this go? I haven't seen it anyway?" Flipping through it again, full of unwillingness, his face became even paler, and there was not a single page that he had seen before.Turning over the outer cover again, I almost fainted out of breath, "What's all this? I said how could it be possible that I haven't seen a single page, I dare not have this material at all!"

Turning his head, he asked Chen Chengdao with a murderous look on his face, "Tell me, are you deliberately taking out this book you bought to tease me?"

Chen Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and asked in surprise, "No way? Why didn't you?"

Seeing that his astonishment didn't seem to be pretending at all, Ouyang's heart sank involuntarily, and he said reluctantly: "How do I know when this 'shit' material was released."

"Bullshit information?" Chen Cheng rolled his eyes helplessly, and continued: "This is the second round of review materials issued by the school!"

Ouyang became a little uncomfortable in his heart, thinking that there was not much difference between himself and others.I didn't expect that I hadn't even finished the first round of review materials, and everyone had already started the second round of review!
But wait, it seems that I really don't have that—well, the review materials for the second round.So Ouyang asked Chen Cheng again: "Then when was the second round of materials released? Why don't I know?"

"I don't know? Can't I? Wasn't it posted a few days ago?"

Hearing this, Ouyang suddenly understood a little bit.

Seeing Ouyang standing there silently, Chen Cheng said to himself again: "By the way, I forgot, you didn't come to school at all a few days ago."

"How about—you can ask the teacher in charge to see what's going on?" Chen Cheng continued to suggest.

Ouyang nodded thoughtfully, now everything is clear, the head teacher asked him to come to school to get the materials that day, which is probably the second round of review materials.

Ouyang felt a little uneasy again.Because I arrived late that day, the head teacher obviously had an opinion on me, otherwise, when I went to him the next day, how could he not mention this information?If I didn't go back to school, wouldn't I not know this at all?I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart, and I was also a little scared.If he continues like this, he sees that he doesn't like it and casually "takes care" of himself, isn't it really the end of the game?

As for this information, Ouyang didn't know whether he should ask him for it or not; and even if he did that, it might not have any effect.

If I don't ask him for it, I will definitely feel a little bit unwilling; and I will definitely use the materials many times in the future. If I don't have a review material in hand, it will not work at all!So should I ask him for it?Or choose to remain silent?Ouyang's heart became a little tangled.

(End of this chapter)