leave this sad place

Chapter 53 The Singing in the Wind ([-])

Ouyang's eyes showed a trace of confusion.

"Don't you hate him? How can you care about him subconsciously?" He murmured softly, feeling very disturbed in his heart, and unconsciously remembered every bit of his childhood!Those pains, those hatreds have already melted into his bones, how can they be easily erased!

But, in his heart, in the depths of his heart—the place only he knows, how much he longs for it!Desire to have a good father worthy of reverence, trustworthiness, and trustworthiness!

He couldn't help thinking of that person again, his expression was full of sadness, and he said with some grief: "It's definitely not as barbaric and rude as that person!"

But what can be done about this?Who has the right to choose their biological father?

He stared blankly at the night sky again, watching the blossoming fireworks interpret the beauty and brilliance of the moment with their lives.

"God, will it really be fair?" His eyes were a little confused.

"How can there be any fairness in the world?" When he thought of himself, his expression became a little downcast, and his eyes were full of sadness.

Gradually, he didn't want to stay at home anymore, and felt that this place would also make him sad.

Home - the word itself is a kind of irony to him!The so-called home now actually belonged to grandpa and grandma, but his home has long since disappeared!

Here, grandparents often quarreled again, which made him feel a little bored and became even more bored.

Here, he never wanted to do anything other than read novels, and sometimes he didn't even bother to eat.

Such an unexamined life is not what he wants, nor is it what he likes.Here he felt that he was simply waiting to die in a daze!

He wanted to leave, even thought of running away from home!But that would worry those who really cared about him.Therefore, he is extremely eager, eager to go back to school earlier.

All this made him seem to have forgotten Yushu, and the original intention of returning home.

If you really go back to school, won't you be sad?Or from one quagmire to another?

Ouyang was at a loss, he didn't want to think so much anymore, and he didn't have the heart to think about it.

"What's going on with her now?" He shook his head, gritted his teeth and said, "Don't think about it anymore!"

But how can the thoughts be so easy to control?Sometimes I tell myself not to think about it, but it backfires.

Time goes by bit by bit, how can people care about this?Maybe a flash of inspiration happened by chance, and when I thought of it, I just thought of it, and finally nothing happened.When you really value it, you will feel heartache!What can't be stopped and never stops passing is youth and life!

Ouyang didn't know how he returned to school again.

Strolling on the playground, looking at the familiar or unfamiliar scenery on the campus, I felt some feelings in my heart.Some places seem to record those happy times he had with her.

Somehow, he wanted to see her again.

"I just want to go and see her? I just want to know how she is doing recently?" He comforted himself, but he didn't know what he was comforting.

With so many places on campus, where should I find her?He was at a loss, only to realize that he had already lost contact with her.And a little sad, why hasn't she contacted him yet?Had she already forgotten him?
He walked past the door of her classroom, pretending to glance in casually, but didn't find her.

"Maybe she changed places?" He comforted himself, and continued: "If you take another look, how can you see the whole classroom clearly?" So, he walked past her classroom over and over again, glancing at her again and again. Looking back at a glance.

In the end, he felt a little bit lost again, because he never saw her figure.

"Where has she gone?" he murmured.

"Could it be - changed schools?" There was a slight panic in his heart.

He didn't seem to realize that he was about to fall into it like he did last semester, unable to extricate himself!
(End of this chapter)