leave this sad place

Chapter 55 Concerns about Division ([-])

Ouyang returned to the dormitory, the song gave him too much emotion, making him think about the new semester that is about to start.

Therefore, he first carefully recalled the experience of the previous period, from the beginning of the military training to the end of the final exam, in just a few months, Ouyang felt that he had experienced many things.I made a very good friend, but in the end there was a estrangement due to a misunderstanding; I got to know a sister, but I had to say goodbye in the end; there was also that unforgettable love, which still makes it hard for him to let go!But it had to end again. As for the reason for the end, he still didn't want to guess in a daze, and he didn't dare to guess!

Ouyang slowly closed his eyes, and she appeared in his mind again.Every word, every frown and every smile deeply affected his nerves, making him sad or happy, silly or stupid.

"Study hard, don't spend it like the latter period of last semester." He comforted himself, wanting to let himself spend this new semester to the fullest.

As for her, when he thought of this, he felt a little sad, and said quietly: "I really want to end all of this as soon as possible!"

Holding a book in both hands, walking on the way to the classroom.Ouyang raised his head inadvertently, but saw Yu Shu walking out from the playground with a boy he didn't know.What a familiar scene, just like she and Ouyang before!
Ouyang felt a little startled in his heart, and subconsciously took another look to make sure that he was not delusional.So, with his head buried, he quickened his pace and walked towards the classroom. He was actually afraid that she would find that he saw her with someone else!How could he bear to take another look?Wouldn't that hurt him?

"Maybe that's the reason." He finally dared to whisper his guess.

"Maybe I'm really not suitable for her." He subconsciously made excuses for her and himself.

"Everyone has their own freedom and the right to pursue happiness for themselves. I should congratulate her instead of interfering with her." He murmured, but felt very uncomfortable in his heart.

"And me?" His eyes were a little obsessed, and they were covered with that layer of confusion.

"I——, hasn't she always been in my heart?" He unknowingly fantasized in his heart that she really belonged to him.Little did they know how naive and sad all this seemed!
Along the way, Ouyang was thinking while walking, and arrived at the classroom in a short while.

There was still a trace of melancholy on his face, but he didn't notice at all that such melancholy had long been used to him in his heart.

He turned around and looked at Jie'er behind him, and felt that she was the closest to him in the whole school.She wanted to find someone to talk about these sad things, and it could only be her, but he couldn't speak.Should he tell Jie'er that he is broken in love?

"You frowning face, what are you doing?" Jie'er's voice came from next to his ear, and when he looked up, he saw Jie'er looking at him with a smile on his face.

"My vacation, it's just gone." He adjusted his mood, not wanting her to see his strangeness, smiling, but there was no trace of happiness in his heart.

"Otherwise, how long do you want to keep it?" Jie'er gave him a blank look, she is really a greedy guy.

"That's right." Ouyang nodded his head cooperatively, feeling a little warmth in his heart.

"Back home, how are you doing?" Jie'er asked with some concern.

"It's okay. What about you?" Ouyang still smiled, but that smile was a little stiff. How could he tell her the real situation?So quickly changed the subject.

"Me? I'm having a good time. Especially during the New Year's Eve, visiting relatives, going on a trip, etc., I had a good time." Jie'er said excitedly.

"Yeah." Ouyang nodded his head, as if he was infected by her, and there was a trace of happiness in his heart.

"Hey, a new issue has started again." After Jie'er finished speaking, she sighed slightly, as if there was something left to say.

(End of this chapter)