leave this sad place

Chapter 59

From now on, at noon every day, he no longer goes to the classroom to study so early.

At that time, he either took a nap in the dormitory or read novels in the dormitory.Maybe this will allow him to avoid some things, such as pain, but pain is so easy to avoid.

That Zhang Wenqiang, his classmate, his roommate.Why doesn't Ouyang see him every day?

Seeing his happy face, Ouyang couldn't help but wonder if it was because he and Yushu were getting closer again?Seeing him chatting on QQ excitedly there, is he chatting with Yushu?Seeing him walking briskly out, did he go on a date with Yu Shu again?

Ouyang felt that Zhang Wenqiang was like an invader who deprived him of everything and wanted to show off in front of him and brag about himself!But he could only watch helplessly, and he couldn't show any strange expression!The pain in this can only be borne by oneself, and others don't know it at all!
Facing such a situation all day long, Ouyang felt like he was going crazy!I really want to find a place where there is no one and bury myself there!Never feel these sad things again.

His expression was low, his eyes were blank, and he seemed to have lost his soul, wandering around the playground like a ghost.He didn't know why he came here at all, maybe it was just a subconscious reaction in his heart.

Slowly, his expression was startled, and he realized a problem——Yu Shu might come here for a run later.Perhaps this is the reason why he came here subconsciously, and her shadow has already been deeply branded in his heart.

After a while, he heard the familiar song again.

"Is she here?" He thought subconsciously, and the feeling of joy and heartache when she came arose again in his heart.

He quickened his pace, thinking only of getting another good look at her.

The familiar figure suddenly jumped into his eyes, which made him feel a little excited, and involuntarily quickened his pace.But when he could see her clearly, he—he was dumbfounded!
Because he saw Zhang Wenqiang again!

Ouyang felt that his heart became empty. There was no good words to describe that loss and pain.

With his left foot dragging his right foot, he staggered out of the track and came to the very center of the playground.

The familiar song was played over and over again, and bursts of cheerful laughter came from time to time.That laughter seemed to be produced by the friction between two pieces of metal, so golden and sharp, so ear-piercing!
Ouyang was at a loss, feeling as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss of darkness!

"Whose fault is all this?" he murmured to himself.

"His? But he doesn't understand these things at all. He just pursues what he likes. If it is wrong to pursue what he likes, then there are many wrong people in the world! Then Whose fault is it? Hers? She gave up her unsuitable self, and then went to seek her suitable him, so what could be wrong? How could there be any wrong in finding a suitable lover? " He Looking at the dark night sky, his body felt weak and weak.

"Maybe all of this is my fault. My fault is that I chose her without hesitation; my fault is that I fell in love with her hopelessly; my fault is that I can't let her go without changing my infatuation!" His My heart hurts even more.What kind of reasoning is that!The pious not only have to endure great pain, but also admit that it is their own fault for being too pious!Is it true that such a truth will always exist in the world?Is it really necessary to become ruthless so that you will not be hurt anymore?

"Why is it that the person who can hurt my heart the most is always the person I care about the most? Don't you think this reality is too cruel? And who wants to set such cruel rules?" Ouyang was full of pain , I feel very unwilling again!Such a reality, such a truth, how can he convince himself?Why does such a truth exist for a long time?He doesn't understand, it's just heartache!
Ouyang didn't want to stay here anymore, the laughter and laughter between her and him were like long sharp needles piercing his heart, but no blood flowed out, all stagnated in the atrium!

He lay on the bed like a rag bag, but there was no strange expression on his face.It's not because his heart aches anymore, it's because his heart aches so much that he's numb from the pain!

(End of this chapter)