leave this sad place

Chapter 61 Second Class Roommate ([-])

When Ouyang woke up, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.

He gently pressed his forehead with his hand, feeling a little dizzy, but he didn't want to continue to sleep.I looked around again, and found that my roommates were gone, but I felt a sense of loss in my heart.

Thinking of last night's experience again, his eyes were a little blurred, and he seemed to be lost in thought.

"What happened to me last night? He was drinking too much, and he went berserk on the street like a lunatic! The most incredible thing is that he curled up in the corner like a beggar for most of the night!" Ouyang felt a little ashamed , couldn't help muttering: "Is this still the same self as before?" You must know that although he was sad last semester, he was always sad in the middle of the night when no one was around.As for not going back to the dormitory to sleep, it was only once with Yu Shu.But last night was the second time, and it was still outside the school!

"I didn't expect that I would be so obsessed with online games!" Ouyang couldn't help smiling bitterly.He only started to use computers when he was in junior high school. At that time, he didn't understand anything, so he could only go to Internet cafes with some friends, and of course what he came into contact with was only some games.At that time, he was also addicted to online games for a while, but he quit later, so he is still very confident in that aspect and can control himself from being addicted to it.And the number of times he went to the Internet cafe last semester was only two or three times.

"What a downfall!" He scolded himself in a low voice, feeling a little ashamed.

"Wine, it's really not a good thing!" He resented himself for drinking again.This alcoholism has made his head a little dizzy, and the day has passed like this, so drinking is undoubtedly a waste of time for him to paralyze his brain.However, he seemed to have forgotten the pain before drinking again.

"I can't do this again in the future." He told himself secretly again, so that he would stop drinking too much and stop playing games online like that.

"I have to study hard in the future, otherwise who will I be sorry for?" He seemed to have forgotten that he had said such words several times.However, he never achieved satisfactory results.

"It's time to read a book." He got up and got out of bed, looked at his bookshelf, and wanted to take a book out of it to study.

He glanced inadvertently and saw an anthology of Haizi's poems.When I took it off, I found some dust on the cover.

He rubbed it with his hands, wiped it seriously, and then let out a deep sigh.Only then did I realize that I hadn't read or written poetry for a long time.

Her image involuntarily appeared in his mind again.It was because of her that he became obsessed with poetry, and now she no longer belonged to him, and poetry seemed to be buried because of this.But how could he have the heart to let the only thing that still bears her mark disappear like this?

He was fascinated, and he didn't want to feel heartache for seeing something about her again!I really want to put it on the shelf, but how can I be willing?

He hesitated, dazed, and finally put it back in its place.

He conveniently took down another book.Tell yourself in your heart: "Let's let her go and start again. It's time to study hard. As for poetry, read it later when you have time."

He calmed down and began to read the book seriously.

Maybe after a vent, the mood will be better, and people will be more open-minded.

Maybe he'll work as hard and as hard as he wants.

　I wish all candidates a smooth college entrance examination, excellent grades, and entering the ideal university (don’t be like the protagonist in Yu’er’s book).

　　
　
(End of this chapter)