leave this sad place

Chapter 93 Attending Class ([-])

"Pretentious." She casually threw another sentence at him, but there was a kind of coy embarrassment on her face.

"Um, this--that..It's really destined." Ouyang scratched his head slightly, and the long-lost warm feeling surged up in his heart again.

"Yes, we are old classmates again." She pretended to look at Ouyang resentfully, but there was a narrow smile hidden in the corner of her eyes.

"Hey." Ouyang felt that he had become very clumsy again, and he didn't know how to talk to her, but there was a warm feeling in his heart, which he enjoyed very much.

She gave Ouyang another white look, feeling that he was still as clumsy as before.But her eyes seemed to gradually dimmed a bit, and she said in a leisurely voice: "Think about the former classmates, now there are only two of us left." An indescribable loneliness.

"Are you okay?" Ouyang asked cautiously, but he didn't realize that he cared more about her than he cared about other students in the previous class.

"Hehe, it's okay." There seemed to be an unnatural smile on her face, and even if he saw that smile, he would just pretend that he didn't see it.Because he has changed, he clearly knows that he is no longer the one he used to be.

"Oh——that's good." Ouyang seemed slightly relieved.Then he comforted: "It's okay, we can still keep in touch." But he didn't want to add the sentence "I'm still there", because his heart didn't allow himself to do that anymore.

"En." She nodded slightly, thoughtfully, and smiled at him again.

At this time, the girl next to her touched her, as if she wanted to find her something.She gave him a sorry look and started talking to the girl.

Ouyang shrugged helplessly, but his eyes darkened slightly.After all, this can also be regarded as a "reunion after a long absence", but it ended in such a short time.

"The future will be long." He comforted himself, he took a small step with his feet.

"Oh, I haven't come to ask her about other things in this class." Ouyang shook his head helplessly, showing a bit of bitterness.

"There's no rush, there's still plenty of time in the future." He comforted himself in his heart again, and thought that asking her like this didn't seem very good. "If you ask her like this, will it give her the feeling that she doesn't care much about her? Will it make her think that she has nothing to talk about except for her studies? Fortunately, I didn't ask her." Ouyang Thinking quietly, I felt that I was too narrow-minded.

"How can I think of her like this?" He blamed himself in his heart.

"Could it be that I cared too much about her, and then thought too much?" There was a trace of doubt in his eyes, and he shook his head subconsciously. How could he let him own such thoughts?There was a slight pain in his heart, and he gently covered it with his right hand.Some things made him unforgettable just once, and it hurt forever!Some things are for him - just once is enough!
He walked to his seat and couldn't help looking at the blue sky outside the window.There was a strange expression on his face, with melancholy, loss, and sadness. All kinds of distressed and sad expressions intertwined on his face, making his whole face complicated.

The sharp, rapid ringing of the bell rang in his ears, slowly pulling him back from his thoughts.He sighed for a long time, sat on his seat, collected his thoughts, and a smile slowly crept up on the corner of his mouth—but it was a bitterness that only he knew.

(End of this chapter)