doting on the idle wife

Chapter 201 I don't care, why don't you leave (2)
Did I do something wrong? Shouldn't I be hiding the father from my children so that they don't even know who he is?She could feel that the "father" in her daughter's heart was like a god, like a Buddha, and no one would allow anyone to blaspheme him. He was much more important than her mother, even though she had worked so hard to raise her for 20 years.Is this the so-called blood is thicker than water?I didn't tell the truth, but instead let her establish a great father image in her heart.God!What if she finds out who her biological father is and goes to him?By the time……

Unaware of the complicated thoughts in Changsun Shuya's mind, Changsun Ning pulled out a few tissues and wiped her tears, "Don't cry, just say what you want, I have a strong understanding, even if the words are messy, I can still understand .” That’s not bragging, it’s true.

"Speak from the bottom of your heart, Xiao Ning, are you blaming your mother?" Chang Sun Shuya asked cautiously, looking at Chang Sun Ning worriedly, with a nervous and conflicted expression.

The eldest grandson was stunned and became the second monk.Blame her?Blame her for what?She is just a latecomer, fulfilling filial piety for the deity, and has no conflict of interest, why should she be blamed, and the questions are endless. "No! What's the matter, why should I blame you?"

Changing Sun Shuya is strange, don't blame her, how is it possible?When Mingming heard and saw others speak ill of her father, she was so angry that she wished they could disappear from the world immediately.That emotion is true and unmistakable.

Thinking about it, Changsun Shuya's eyes darkened, "Mom doesn't blame you." The fault was caused by her, and her daughter had nothing to say if she wanted to blame her, but...she concealed it for their own good.

"..." What's the matter? First ask yourself if she blames her, and then say she doesn't blame yourself, it's inexplicable. "Mom, what exactly do you want to say, let's get straight to the point, OK?" No matter how strong her comprehension ability is, she can't hold back all kinds of messing around.

The elder Sun Shuya nodded, her eyes were still worried, as if an unknown catastrophe was about to happen, "Xiao Ning, Mom asks you, do you really want to..."

"What are you thinking about?" Zhang Sun Ning asked, she had to admire her patience value for the first time to reach a new high, and at the same time realized her experience: listening to people, especially listening to Chang Sun Shuya, is really tiring!
Taking a deep breath, taking another deep breath, Chang Sun Shuya folded her hands on her chest, as if she was comforting herself or praying.Changsun Ning looked puzzled, she didn't want to dominate the world, at most she wanted to be leisurely and contented for the rest of her life, why did she look like she was going all out, why is it so serious?
"You adore your father, don't you?" Finally she asked, Changsun Shuya's heart raised her throat, conflicted in her heart, she didn't know whether she wanted to hear an affirmative or a negative answer.

"Of course." Her father was her pride, the person she respected the most in her two lifetimes, and also the manliest man she had ever seen.Chang Sun Ning blurted out without even thinking about it, and naturally missed Chang Sun Shuya's distressed expression.Her clear and bright eyes sparkled, as if the sun had suddenly cleared after snow, and the dazzling light burned Changsun Shuya's heart.

Is this the so-called blood thicker than water?The person who has never been in the memory is the pride of the daughter.Changsun Shuya wiped her tears again, that's all, it's his flesh and blood, after all, it's his flesh and blood, it's not something she can change without telling the truth. "Xiao Ning, do you really want to know about him? Mom can tell you."

"No need." She knows her father best, so does anyone else need to say it?A joke, Chang Sun Ning shook her head and waved her hands, her raised brows were full of happiness.Her father is her pride, and she is her father's pride. She is happy when she mentions her father, so she didn't turn the corner for a while. Changsun Shuya and her were not talking about the same person.

Chang Sun Shuya thought that Chang Sun Ning was worried that she would be sad, so she refused, and she couldn't help feeling heartbroken.The daughter belonged to him as well as hers, and it was time to clarify some things.Taking her daughter's hand, Changsun Shuya said earnestly, "Now that you and Xiao Mo have grown up, you have your own opinions in doing things. If you want to find him, I won't stop you."

Can you stop it?Why do you... wait!It seems to be messed up.She was talking about Di Long, the country's chief spy instructor Long Hun who "swept across the country for [-] miles, and the dragon soul soared into the sky" in his previous life, and what Chang Sun Shuya was talking about should always be that irresponsible scumbag who has something to do with her. Mao relationship?Bah, bah, bah, it's all the fault of Changsun Shuya, who messed up her thinking if she didn't talk about it, or didn't talk about the main point, and Changsun Ning scorned herself ruthlessly in her heart.However, she said "go find him", find a big-headed ghost, isn't he "dead", where can I find him?Yay!Isn't it dead?According to Changsun Shuya's words, it should be ninety percent, then Mao said he was dead if he didn't die, shit!What kind of bloody plot is this, what's going on?

But then again, it's life or death, do her shit.

"Hey! Back then we were young, together..." Changsun Shuya adjusted her emotions and was ready to have a heart-to-heart talk with her daughter.

It's just that Changsun Ning is not interested in hearing her tragic relationship history, besides, it was just an oolong.

"Stop! STOP!"

"Xiao Ning..." Eldest Sun Shuya wondered, didn't she want to know who her father was, what he did, and where he was now? "It doesn't matter to me. Mom knows that you and Xiao Mo have also suffered these years. Mom has figured it out. You don't have to worry about me. If you want to ask anything, Mom will tell you what she knows."

Sweat, Chang Sun Ning really wants to tell her that you think too much.

"I don't want to hear it." Changsun Ning said in a cold voice on purpose, her seriousness was somewhat gloomy. She only hoped that Changsun Shuya would stop here and stop rambling on.

"Ah? But you obviously..." That's completely different, Chang Sun Ning retorted in her heart, she couldn't take the liberty to talk about Di Lon.Facing the cold eyes of the eldest grandson Ning, grandson Shuya immediately fell silent, "Okay, I won't say anything." I don't know why, nor when did she start, when her daughter's face was cold, she couldn't help but feel scared, Even though it was the flesh that fell from himself.

The best way to deal with pain is not to forget it, but to face it.It can be seen and felt that Changsun Shuya is still unwilling to face it, and she is very conflicted and struggling in her heart. After 20 years of hard work raising her young son and daughter alone, she suffered all kinds of hardships and painstaking efforts, and saw that she had to personally uncover the old scars for her daughter's "heart of missing her father".I am not interested in exploring the previous facts, anyway, they cannot be changed, and entanglement is also futile.Therefore, he advised: "You can't wait for the afterlife, you can't chase the past, you need to move forward in life, and the most important thing is to grasp the present."

Hearing this, Changsun Shuya sighed deeply. The long sigh contained too much pain, unwillingness, remorse, and relief... "The truth is correct, but there are some things..." How could she not be worried about it?Another sigh.

Listening to this tone, things seem to be complicated!Chang Sun Ning frowned slightly, but still didn't want to participate too much, "Nine times out of ten, the world is unsatisfactory. Since you can't change others, change yourself."

(End of this chapter)