I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 103 I'm Waiting For You

He stroked the broken hair from her temples, and pampered her with a light kiss on the smooth forehead.

Shen Yichen got up and carefully helped her tuck the corner of the quilt.

As soon as the door was opened, Geng Chen was waiting by the door, and when he saw him coming out, he said respectfully, "Master, please come over."

"Ah."

He gently closed the door with his backhand, and walked towards the study.

After knocking on the door and pushing it open, Shen Qingzong was sitting on the futon, a sandalwood burner was placed beside the chess table, wisps of white smoke rose slowly from the small hole.

"Come on."

"grandfather…"

Shen Qingzong didn't turn his head, holding the sunspots in his hand, he seemed to be thinking about the direction. After a long time, with the crisp sound of the chess pieces falling on the board, Shen Qingzong said, "Play chess with grandpa."

Shen Yichen hummed, approached with his long legs, and sat sideways on the tatami.

Twist the white piece, and put the piece on the board without hesitation.

Grandpa and grandson, you come and I come back. After a long time, Shen Qingzong said in a deep voice, "Yichen, how long has it been since we played chess together?"

Shen Yichen paused his hand holding the chess, pursed his lips and remained silent.

Shen Qingzong, who was sitting across from him, glanced at him, and said in a low tone, "I'll remember it even if you don't tell me, ever since I brought that girl Qingyue back to the Shen family, we, grandpa and grandson, have never lived together peacefully."

Shen Yichen silently put the persistent white piece on the chessboard, and quietly listened to Shen Qingzong's next words.

"I heard everything you said in the room." Shen Qingzong sighed heavily, as if he had aged dozens of years all of a sudden, "I thought bringing that girl to the Shen family would give her a good living environment, but I never thought that the child would be introverted and would not get used to a sudden change of environment."

"Yichen, grandpa didn't want to force Qingyue to you, it's because grandpa is getting older, and there are many people who have experienced a lot of things, so I can see that Qingyue is sincere to you, the two of you It's very suitable to be together, she is the most suitable person to spend your life with you, if you try to accept her earlier, let go of your prejudices and get to know her, you will understand what grandpa said."

There was a hint of movement in the deserted brows, and a deep wave of light flickered in the dark eyes.

Shen Qingzong followed his gaze to look at the chessboard. After a while, he twirled a sunspot and landed it, and said indifferently, "You lost."

"Well, grandpa won."

"Do you know why you lost?"

Shen Yichen didn't make a sound, Shen Qingzongfu said slowly again, "You are upset."

He is obsessed with one spot on the chessboard, "You play decisively, you don't procrastinate and kill resolutely, and you don't leave yourself a way out."

"Yichen, grandpa told you that sometimes retreating is also a strategy. You can't win by pressing forward all the time. Grandpa knows that you are good, but you have to learn to look at problems from other angles. Sometimes In another way, even more unexpected results may be obtained."

"Grandpa, I..." Shen Yichen finally had a reaction, and there were slight ripples in his eyes, "I don't know how to treat her..."

"what do you want?"

Shen Yichen looked at the opposite person with a little doubt, as if he didn't understand the meaning of his words.

"You think about what you want. If you want this person, you still want her heart. If you want her to accept you, first of all, you have to use your heart, heart for heart, understand?"

After a long time, Shen Yichen nodded and said in a low voice, "Am I doing this right?"

"Don't ask whether it's right or wrong, ask yourself if it's worth it or not." Shen Qingzong slowly packed up the chess pieces, "It doesn't matter if you do something wrong, as long as you know the mistake, you can correct it. It's good to stop the horse in time."

"That girl of the Ning family, just break it up, don't cause trouble for yourself."

"I see."

After Shen Yichen finished talking with Shen Qingzong, he went back to the room alone and didn't sleep all night.

The sky turned white, and the dawn reappeared.

When the glare of the morning light hit her eyes, Song Qingyue struggled to open them.

As soon as she touched her eyes, she gasped.

"Don't touch it with your hands."

Her hand was pulled down, and Song Qingyue squinted her eyes with difficulty to see a shadowy figure.

After finally being able to fully open it, after seeing Shen Yichen, she silently withdrew her hand, lifted the quilt and got out of bed without saying a word, and went into the bathroom alone in silence.

When she looked in the mirror and saw the sloppy person in the mirror, Song Qingyue was in a bad mood...

The eyes are swollen like walnuts, and even if they are fully opened, they are like squinting a small slit.

Her hair was as messy as a hen's coop, it was fine if she was unkempt, she thought of crying and crying yesterday and passed out, feeling very ashamed...

After washing her face and brushing her teeth to make sure she could see people, Song Qingyue came out.

Taking a glance, Song Qingyue could smell the smoke in the room when she saw that he was pushing open the window and door.

Stepping on the fluffy carpet with bare feet and approaching step by step, the skirt that just exposed her shiny calf drew a slight arc in the air as she walked.

The ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and there was an open cigarette box on the table. The box was empty, and beside the box was a Zippo lighter.

Her delicate eyebrows were slightly raised, and the strong smell of smoke choked her nose, so she covered her mouth and nose.

"Sorry, I won't smoke in the room anymore."

Shen Yichen's voice sounded a little hoarse because of smoking all night, so he glanced at her coolly, "Are there any arrangements for today?"

Song Qingyue was startled and shook her head.

"Oh." Shen Yichen replied indifferently, when Song Qingyue thought he was going to leave, he suddenly stopped in front of her.

With heat on his forehead, a hoarse voice came from the top of his head, "Go and change your clothes! I'll wait for you outside."

As soon as he left, Song Qingyue stroked her forehead in a daze.

After changing her clothes, Song Qingyue went downstairs, she didn't see Shen Yichen, and when she was searching around, a voice suddenly came out, "Young Mistress, Master is waiting for you outside."

"...Yeah." Xiang Gengchen nodded slightly, and Song Qingyue stepped out.

As soon as she went out, she saw Shen Yichen waiting for her at the door as expected.

Leaning against the car, the warm sunlight came from behind him. The morning sunlight was thin and warm, and his long and tall figure was outlined into soft and blurred lines.

The closer you get, the more you can see clearly. Those deep and steady phoenix eyes, and the tough contour lines are depicted with a somewhat hazy beauty.

Seeing her coming, Shen Yichen stood up straight and opened the car door.

After Song Qingyue got into the car, he walked around to the driver's seat.

"Where are you taking me?"

"You'll know when you arrive." Shen Yichen replied to her lightly, and stopped talking.

There was zero communication between the two of them along the way, and the atmosphere in the car dropped to freezing point for a while.

When she got to the place, Song Qingyue looked out through the car window, and she froze in the car, unwilling to get out of the car.

Shen Yichen pulled her down and led her inside.

There were waiters and greeters standing on both sides. When they saw them coming in, they bent slightly and said, "Welcome."

Shen Yichen led her straight in, passed through the long corridor and circular door, and bypassed the pool, only then did Song Qingyue see the well-arranged surprise.

Oh, for her, there was no surprise but no joy.

Frowning deeply, she said indifferently, "Shen Yichen, what are you doing with this?"

"Help you celebrate your birthday."

"My birthday has passed a long time ago, and I don't want to celebrate my birthday, don't you know? My child died on his birthday! What birthday! The death day is almost the same!"

Angrily shaking his hands and preparing to leave, Shen Yichen pulled her, "I know."

"But Qingyue, as human beings, we can't just live in the past, we should live in the present. I have no way to reverse what happened except to be sorry."

"In the past few years, I know that you have been avoiding facing this reality, so today I want to let you see clearly what you have experienced!"

Holding her hand and tightening his strength, Shen Yichen did what he said, not only reproduced the birthday party scene that year, but also took her to the side of the road that was a nightmare for her.

"Look! See clearly!" Shen Yichen held her tightly, forcing her to recall, "This is where I left you, and you were dragged away here, and the child is gone..."

"Enough!" Her face turned pale, her body trembled unconsciously, her eyes were red, and her voice was trembling, as if she was about to cry in the next second, "Stop it...please..."

"Do you remember what those people looked like? Do you remember how you were insulted that night?!"

"Shen Yichen! Have you said enough!" She suddenly broke out emotionally and yelled at him, "It's you! It's all you! It's you who caused me..."

There was a trace of fluctuation in the indifferent black eyes, and he said hoarsely, "I caused you."

He sighed softly, pulled him into his arms, and kept tightening his arms, "So, you hate me! If you don't know how to live, if you can't find a goal, you will graft them all onto me. Remember those It happened because of me, and I was the culprit."

"So Qingyue, I'm waiting for you to take revenge on me, and slowly raise your minions by my side. When you are capable, you will return all the pain you have suffered to me. Before that, you have to live well .”

There is no secret that can be kept forever, he just didn't care about it before, but now that he cares about it, he will naturally pay more attention to Song Qingyue's affairs.

and so…

Shen Yichen knew that she had a history of depression and that she had been receiving psychological treatment for a long time. Until the beginning of this year, she would still see a psychiatrist.

Last night, he thought about it all night.

Song Qingyue is sick, and he can only treat it, even if the method is a little cruel, he will not hesitate.

I know that she often falls into negative emotions, can't find the meaning of existence, and can't find the goal of living.

For her, love is far more direct than hate. Only when she has someone to hate can she be willing to deal with the past head-on.

After kissing her hair, Shen Yichen said in a hoarse voice, "I will give you time to grow up, Song Qingyue, don't let me down, I'm waiting for you to dare to stab a dagger into my heart one day in the future."

(End of this chapter)