I forget you in the depths of time
Chapter 201 I Will Protect You
Chapter 201 I Will Protect You (End)
"Shen Yichen?" She knelt down and gently pushed the man, "Hello?"
In the past, when she called, he would appear immediately, but now she stood in front of him and called him, but he didn't answer.
"Shen Yichen, didn't you say you took me to release the Kongming lantern?" His eyes flickered slightly, "I haven't made a wish yet, don't you want to listen to my wish?"
The person in front of her closed her eyes tightly, and she couldn't wake up no matter how much she shouted.
When Qiao Chen found her, she was standing by Shen Yichen's side. Seeing him coming, she looked at him in confusion and said, "Why can't I wake him up?"
"... "
"He is dead."
The tip of Qingyue's nose was sour, and warm tears rolled down her cheeks.
"I do not believe."
"Be careful, he will leave you sooner or later. You should understand that they can only accompany us for a short time, and they cannot accompany us all the time."
She knew this, so she, who had never had a wish, suddenly had a wish after meeting Shen Yichen.
She wanted to make a wish for Shen Yichen to stay with her longer, and she would find a way to help Shen Yichen live longer.
Qiao Chen brought her and Shen Yichen's corpses back to the gymnasium. That night, when he opened the door and entered, there was no sign of Qingyue in the room.
When he found the foot of the mountain, he saw her knocking out Chaifu who went up the mountain to chop wood.
"Get out!" She angrily scolded Qiao Chen, who was meddling in other people's business. Qiao Chen did not evade, and was extremely serious, "Do you know what you are doing? Even if you do this, what can you save? He is dead long ago, and his spirit is gone. What's the use of keeping his skin now?"
She gradually lowered her hand without saying a word.
"I know what you're thinking in your heart, and I can understand that you're sad now, but he's gone after all, and you should let him rest in peace."
"Joe Chen..."
Qiao Chen, who was suddenly interrupted, paused slightly, looking at Qingyue with her head down, as if waiting for her next words.
"I've lived so long and he's the only one who isn't afraid of me," she said.
Qingyue suddenly raised her head, revealing her own face, "Look at me, am I scary like this?"
"When I was young, only grandma treated me sincerely. Grandma often told me that I was not a monster. After grandma left, no one would comfort me like that anymore. Everyone would run away when they saw me."
"He doesn't dislike me at all, and he doesn't fear me at all."
"It's been hundreds of years since Grandma left me. During such a long time, he is the only one who will take care of me like Grandma and satisfy all my requirements."
"But I hated him. I really hated him at first."
"He treats me, I hate him even more, I'm just afraid that he will leave me like grandma."
Qiao Chen fell silent, his eyes darkened, and he said, "This is the price of longevity."
"D."
"I don't want to go on like this."
Qingyue muttered to herself, and after saying this in a low voice, she turned around and walked up the mountain.
He stayed where he was, erased Chafu's memory, and followed slowly.
……
Back Mountain Green Lake
When he was about to cremate Shen Yichen, Qingyue came late.
She cut off her sharp nails and pulled out her fangs.
Ignoring Qiao Chen, he walked slowly towards Shen Yichen, resting his head on his chest just like before, "Look, I'm no different from ordinary people, I won't bite you or scratch you after I pull out my teeth, you Will wait for me, right?"
Qiao Chen understood what she meant, and couldn't bear it, "Why do you?"
"Qiao Chen, you are willing to continue to endure this kind of life, but I don't want to."
She asked Qiao Chen to do it. Qiao Chen hesitated for a long time, and finally threw the torch on the firewood.
Seeing that the fire was getting bigger and bigger, he sighed and shook his head.
Qingyue clenched his icy hands and murmured, "Shen Yichen, I will protect you, so I came to you."
She seemed to understand the reason why Shen Yichen refused to be her family member, and Jin Jingyu was willing to give everything for Li Ruolan.
Shen Yichen is also willing to give everything for her, does it prove that the love he said is actually the love in his mouth?
Before she could figure it out, Shen Yichen left, which was unfair, so no matter how long she had to wait or how far she went, she had to find Shen Yichen to get the answer she wanted.
Holding his hand, the strength gradually tightened.
The subtle crackling of the firewood was heard endlessly, and she closed her eyes and remained still.
The smoke was soaring into the sky, and when Jin Jingyu arrived, what he saw was a raging fire.
"what have you done?"
Qiao Chen glanced at him, "I didn't do anything, I just did what she wanted, and this is the result she wanted."
"Impossible." He sneered.
"Do you think she has no heart and lungs?" Qiao Chen frowned. "People like us, the longer we live, the more we see. It's not surprising that she would choose to die. If I'm alone for too long, I'll be tired."
"You killed the most important person to her, and now she can't live as she did in the past."
"It's not that easy to forget."
Shen Yichen is really kind to her. Although Qiao Chen has only dealt with Shen Yichen a few times, he can tell that Shen Yichen attaches great importance to Qingyue.
He cherishes her so much that he would rather kill innocent people indiscriminately, even if she is really the monster who made trouble, Shen Yichen is willing to clean up the mess for her.
It is her blessing to meet someone who treats her sincerely.
Qiao Chen was too lazy to talk nonsense with Jin Jingyu, so he turned and left on his own.
Jin Jingyu, who was left alone at the spot, stared intently at the two people who were burned by the flames.
Qiao Chen, who returned to the Taoist temple, looked at the blood jade finger in his hand with deep eyes.
"You keep this for me, and then give it to him." Qiao Chen knew exactly who he was referring to.
She wanted to give this to Shen Yichen herself, when he said, "I can't help you, the world is so big, how could I find a reincarnated person?"
"Certainly possible."
Qiao Chen looked at the pull and pointed out, why is she so sure that she will find Shen Yichen?
"Master!"
He put his finger away and asked, "What's the matter?"
"That benefactor Jin has sunk into the lake."
Qiao Chen was startled, and after a long while, he sighed, "Forget it, you bring some people to salvage the corpse, so that you can have a proper burial."
"clear."
Shenhu?Qiao Chen found that he didn't seem to understand Jin Jingyu's thoughts all the time. He was fooled by him to deal with Qingyue from the beginning, and then he realized that he had misunderstood Qingyue.
Where is Jin Jingyu making trouble at this moment?
Could it be that because Qingyue died, Li Ruolan had no hope of resurrection, so she chose Shenhu?
The strange thing is that after several days of salvage, no body was found.
Although Qiao Chen found it strange, he would not force it. Everyone's fate is different. Maybe it's because he shouldn't die, and it's not necessarily true that he's still alive.
Keeping his promise with Qingyue, he waited for hundreds of years before he got the reincarnated Shen Yichen.
It wasn't until he found the Shen family that he realized why Qingyue was so determined at the beginning.
It wasn't that he found Shen Yichen at all, but this finger wrench guided him to find it.
He handed the finger to the head of the Shen family at that time, and Shen Yichen was still very young at that time.
When Qiao Shen went to Shen's house, he was still holding a baby girl in his arms. It was Qingyue who had just been abandoned in the ice and snow. She was just born less than a month old and was found by him when she almost died. He fed Qingyue with blood.
It's strange to say that Shen Yichen, who was just born in the Shen family and was less than one year old, crawled over slowly when he saw the baby girl he was holding, and pulled the blanket he used to wrap Qingyue with his small hands.
Ti Liu's clear black eyes stared straight at the baby girl in his arms, and looked up.
It's just that Qingyue is still young, less than a month old, so she can't even open her eyes.
When Qiao Chen saw this, his heart became more and more calm. It seemed that the fate between the two of them was not over yet.
At the beginning, he blamed Qingyue for breaking Shen Yichen's marriage, but he didn't expect that she and Shen Yichen would be entangled together, and they were fastened to a dead end, which could not be untied no matter what.
After completing Qingyue's instructions, his first priority is to help Qingyue find a good family to take care of her.
In the snowy day, he just happened to meet a man who lost his soul.
After calculating the fate of the other party, he immediately understood that the man's wife had just given birth to a child, but the child died at birth.
Qiao Chen put Qingyue at the door of his house, and he didn't feel at ease until the man checked around and carried the child in.
From then on, the child had a name, the surname was Song and the name was Qingyue.
Being reincarnated as a human being may change his voice and appearance, and become a completely new person.
Fortunately, the vicissitudes have changed, and times have changed. Both Shen Yichen and Song Qingyue have maintained their appearances when they first met, and the link between them has not been broken, which saves Qiao Chen from the trouble of finding them one by one.
As for what will happen in the future, that's all their own business, and that's all he can help.
Qiao Chen has always lived in seclusion, and he never thought that he would meet them again.
Shen Yichen's wish was fulfilled, and finally he remembered that the person who came to him in the previous life was the person he least expected.
At that time, the elderly Jin Jingyu came to the gymnasium to look for him. He told himself that he remembered everything in the past, and also told himself that he, Shenhu, was indeed dead.
It's just that when he was young, he was enlightened by a real eminent monk who gave him a string of prayed beads bracelets, and that one helped him.
He said that back then, he didn't intend to force Qingyue to death. He was sure that Qingyue would not die, so he wanted to use her to save Li Ruolan. He just didn't expect that Qingyue had been helping him all the time, silently Li Ruolan continued her life.
He chose to end it by himself. He never expected that his obsession would be so serious that he would still be entangled with Qingyue in this life.
Qiao Chen sighed endlessly. After witnessing their two lives, he had a new view on this world, gave up living in seclusion, and resolutely stepped into the world of mortals.
How to say?This may be the guidance of fate in the dark.
Sitting in the cafe, he inadvertently glanced at the three people who came out of the opposite library together through the beautiful mottled sunlight.
The man walking on the far right seemed to be aware of his gaze, and raised his eyes to look here.
Seeing him, the man nodded slightly.
Qiao Chen complacently took a sip from the coffee cup in front of him. The person who still remembered him was Shen Yichen, and his memory had not been erased.
Seeing them who were still young and smiling happily, Qiao Chen seemed to be affected, and the corners of his mouth curled up, revealing a slight arc.
Probably, their fate is not over yet and will continue forever.
There are some things that reason and science cannot answer, just like feelings and fate, it is impossible to calculate accurately and make the most correct decision.
He saw their two lives, this third life...
Qiao Chen felt that he should continue to read, anyway, he had lived for so long, and his life was boring.
It was rare for someone to come to relieve him, and he didn't mind continuing to watch from the sidelines.
It's just that he was not as lucky as Song Qingyue to meet someone who made her willing to give up everything.
Love leads three lives, just relying on the obsession that has not diminished after going through the vicissitudes of life.
Qiao Chen was convinced that the fate between them had not broken, and the time was long, but the love would never break up.
Sakyamuni once said that people have eight sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, separation from love, blazing five shades, and not being able to get what they want.
They have all experienced it one by one, and they will experience it again in the future.
Where there are constant encounters, there must be separation and farewell.
This was their own choice at the beginning. From the very beginning, they chose to voluntarily step into the world and experience the pain of reincarnation. Then they have to experience the ups and downs of this life again.
If you can't learn to let go, you can only continue to be entangled.
But... this time, Qiao Chen felt that happiness should be more important than sorrow and bitterness.
(End of this chapter)
"Shen Yichen?" She knelt down and gently pushed the man, "Hello?"
In the past, when she called, he would appear immediately, but now she stood in front of him and called him, but he didn't answer.
"Shen Yichen, didn't you say you took me to release the Kongming lantern?" His eyes flickered slightly, "I haven't made a wish yet, don't you want to listen to my wish?"
The person in front of her closed her eyes tightly, and she couldn't wake up no matter how much she shouted.
When Qiao Chen found her, she was standing by Shen Yichen's side. Seeing him coming, she looked at him in confusion and said, "Why can't I wake him up?"
"... "
"He is dead."
The tip of Qingyue's nose was sour, and warm tears rolled down her cheeks.
"I do not believe."
"Be careful, he will leave you sooner or later. You should understand that they can only accompany us for a short time, and they cannot accompany us all the time."
She knew this, so she, who had never had a wish, suddenly had a wish after meeting Shen Yichen.
She wanted to make a wish for Shen Yichen to stay with her longer, and she would find a way to help Shen Yichen live longer.
Qiao Chen brought her and Shen Yichen's corpses back to the gymnasium. That night, when he opened the door and entered, there was no sign of Qingyue in the room.
When he found the foot of the mountain, he saw her knocking out Chaifu who went up the mountain to chop wood.
"Get out!" She angrily scolded Qiao Chen, who was meddling in other people's business. Qiao Chen did not evade, and was extremely serious, "Do you know what you are doing? Even if you do this, what can you save? He is dead long ago, and his spirit is gone. What's the use of keeping his skin now?"
She gradually lowered her hand without saying a word.
"I know what you're thinking in your heart, and I can understand that you're sad now, but he's gone after all, and you should let him rest in peace."
"Joe Chen..."
Qiao Chen, who was suddenly interrupted, paused slightly, looking at Qingyue with her head down, as if waiting for her next words.
"I've lived so long and he's the only one who isn't afraid of me," she said.
Qingyue suddenly raised her head, revealing her own face, "Look at me, am I scary like this?"
"When I was young, only grandma treated me sincerely. Grandma often told me that I was not a monster. After grandma left, no one would comfort me like that anymore. Everyone would run away when they saw me."
"He doesn't dislike me at all, and he doesn't fear me at all."
"It's been hundreds of years since Grandma left me. During such a long time, he is the only one who will take care of me like Grandma and satisfy all my requirements."
"But I hated him. I really hated him at first."
"He treats me, I hate him even more, I'm just afraid that he will leave me like grandma."
Qiao Chen fell silent, his eyes darkened, and he said, "This is the price of longevity."
"D."
"I don't want to go on like this."
Qingyue muttered to herself, and after saying this in a low voice, she turned around and walked up the mountain.
He stayed where he was, erased Chafu's memory, and followed slowly.
……
Back Mountain Green Lake
When he was about to cremate Shen Yichen, Qingyue came late.
She cut off her sharp nails and pulled out her fangs.
Ignoring Qiao Chen, he walked slowly towards Shen Yichen, resting his head on his chest just like before, "Look, I'm no different from ordinary people, I won't bite you or scratch you after I pull out my teeth, you Will wait for me, right?"
Qiao Chen understood what she meant, and couldn't bear it, "Why do you?"
"Qiao Chen, you are willing to continue to endure this kind of life, but I don't want to."
She asked Qiao Chen to do it. Qiao Chen hesitated for a long time, and finally threw the torch on the firewood.
Seeing that the fire was getting bigger and bigger, he sighed and shook his head.
Qingyue clenched his icy hands and murmured, "Shen Yichen, I will protect you, so I came to you."
She seemed to understand the reason why Shen Yichen refused to be her family member, and Jin Jingyu was willing to give everything for Li Ruolan.
Shen Yichen is also willing to give everything for her, does it prove that the love he said is actually the love in his mouth?
Before she could figure it out, Shen Yichen left, which was unfair, so no matter how long she had to wait or how far she went, she had to find Shen Yichen to get the answer she wanted.
Holding his hand, the strength gradually tightened.
The subtle crackling of the firewood was heard endlessly, and she closed her eyes and remained still.
The smoke was soaring into the sky, and when Jin Jingyu arrived, what he saw was a raging fire.
"what have you done?"
Qiao Chen glanced at him, "I didn't do anything, I just did what she wanted, and this is the result she wanted."
"Impossible." He sneered.
"Do you think she has no heart and lungs?" Qiao Chen frowned. "People like us, the longer we live, the more we see. It's not surprising that she would choose to die. If I'm alone for too long, I'll be tired."
"You killed the most important person to her, and now she can't live as she did in the past."
"It's not that easy to forget."
Shen Yichen is really kind to her. Although Qiao Chen has only dealt with Shen Yichen a few times, he can tell that Shen Yichen attaches great importance to Qingyue.
He cherishes her so much that he would rather kill innocent people indiscriminately, even if she is really the monster who made trouble, Shen Yichen is willing to clean up the mess for her.
It is her blessing to meet someone who treats her sincerely.
Qiao Chen was too lazy to talk nonsense with Jin Jingyu, so he turned and left on his own.
Jin Jingyu, who was left alone at the spot, stared intently at the two people who were burned by the flames.
Qiao Chen, who returned to the Taoist temple, looked at the blood jade finger in his hand with deep eyes.
"You keep this for me, and then give it to him." Qiao Chen knew exactly who he was referring to.
She wanted to give this to Shen Yichen herself, when he said, "I can't help you, the world is so big, how could I find a reincarnated person?"
"Certainly possible."
Qiao Chen looked at the pull and pointed out, why is she so sure that she will find Shen Yichen?
"Master!"
He put his finger away and asked, "What's the matter?"
"That benefactor Jin has sunk into the lake."
Qiao Chen was startled, and after a long while, he sighed, "Forget it, you bring some people to salvage the corpse, so that you can have a proper burial."
"clear."
Shenhu?Qiao Chen found that he didn't seem to understand Jin Jingyu's thoughts all the time. He was fooled by him to deal with Qingyue from the beginning, and then he realized that he had misunderstood Qingyue.
Where is Jin Jingyu making trouble at this moment?
Could it be that because Qingyue died, Li Ruolan had no hope of resurrection, so she chose Shenhu?
The strange thing is that after several days of salvage, no body was found.
Although Qiao Chen found it strange, he would not force it. Everyone's fate is different. Maybe it's because he shouldn't die, and it's not necessarily true that he's still alive.
Keeping his promise with Qingyue, he waited for hundreds of years before he got the reincarnated Shen Yichen.
It wasn't until he found the Shen family that he realized why Qingyue was so determined at the beginning.
It wasn't that he found Shen Yichen at all, but this finger wrench guided him to find it.
He handed the finger to the head of the Shen family at that time, and Shen Yichen was still very young at that time.
When Qiao Shen went to Shen's house, he was still holding a baby girl in his arms. It was Qingyue who had just been abandoned in the ice and snow. She was just born less than a month old and was found by him when she almost died. He fed Qingyue with blood.
It's strange to say that Shen Yichen, who was just born in the Shen family and was less than one year old, crawled over slowly when he saw the baby girl he was holding, and pulled the blanket he used to wrap Qingyue with his small hands.
Ti Liu's clear black eyes stared straight at the baby girl in his arms, and looked up.
It's just that Qingyue is still young, less than a month old, so she can't even open her eyes.
When Qiao Chen saw this, his heart became more and more calm. It seemed that the fate between the two of them was not over yet.
At the beginning, he blamed Qingyue for breaking Shen Yichen's marriage, but he didn't expect that she and Shen Yichen would be entangled together, and they were fastened to a dead end, which could not be untied no matter what.
After completing Qingyue's instructions, his first priority is to help Qingyue find a good family to take care of her.
In the snowy day, he just happened to meet a man who lost his soul.
After calculating the fate of the other party, he immediately understood that the man's wife had just given birth to a child, but the child died at birth.
Qiao Chen put Qingyue at the door of his house, and he didn't feel at ease until the man checked around and carried the child in.
From then on, the child had a name, the surname was Song and the name was Qingyue.
Being reincarnated as a human being may change his voice and appearance, and become a completely new person.
Fortunately, the vicissitudes have changed, and times have changed. Both Shen Yichen and Song Qingyue have maintained their appearances when they first met, and the link between them has not been broken, which saves Qiao Chen from the trouble of finding them one by one.
As for what will happen in the future, that's all their own business, and that's all he can help.
Qiao Chen has always lived in seclusion, and he never thought that he would meet them again.
Shen Yichen's wish was fulfilled, and finally he remembered that the person who came to him in the previous life was the person he least expected.
At that time, the elderly Jin Jingyu came to the gymnasium to look for him. He told himself that he remembered everything in the past, and also told himself that he, Shenhu, was indeed dead.
It's just that when he was young, he was enlightened by a real eminent monk who gave him a string of prayed beads bracelets, and that one helped him.
He said that back then, he didn't intend to force Qingyue to death. He was sure that Qingyue would not die, so he wanted to use her to save Li Ruolan. He just didn't expect that Qingyue had been helping him all the time, silently Li Ruolan continued her life.
He chose to end it by himself. He never expected that his obsession would be so serious that he would still be entangled with Qingyue in this life.
Qiao Chen sighed endlessly. After witnessing their two lives, he had a new view on this world, gave up living in seclusion, and resolutely stepped into the world of mortals.
How to say?This may be the guidance of fate in the dark.
Sitting in the cafe, he inadvertently glanced at the three people who came out of the opposite library together through the beautiful mottled sunlight.
The man walking on the far right seemed to be aware of his gaze, and raised his eyes to look here.
Seeing him, the man nodded slightly.
Qiao Chen complacently took a sip from the coffee cup in front of him. The person who still remembered him was Shen Yichen, and his memory had not been erased.
Seeing them who were still young and smiling happily, Qiao Chen seemed to be affected, and the corners of his mouth curled up, revealing a slight arc.
Probably, their fate is not over yet and will continue forever.
There are some things that reason and science cannot answer, just like feelings and fate, it is impossible to calculate accurately and make the most correct decision.
He saw their two lives, this third life...
Qiao Chen felt that he should continue to read, anyway, he had lived for so long, and his life was boring.
It was rare for someone to come to relieve him, and he didn't mind continuing to watch from the sidelines.
It's just that he was not as lucky as Song Qingyue to meet someone who made her willing to give up everything.
Love leads three lives, just relying on the obsession that has not diminished after going through the vicissitudes of life.
Qiao Chen was convinced that the fate between them had not broken, and the time was long, but the love would never break up.
Sakyamuni once said that people have eight sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, separation from love, blazing five shades, and not being able to get what they want.
They have all experienced it one by one, and they will experience it again in the future.
Where there are constant encounters, there must be separation and farewell.
This was their own choice at the beginning. From the very beginning, they chose to voluntarily step into the world and experience the pain of reincarnation. Then they have to experience the ups and downs of this life again.
If you can't learn to let go, you can only continue to be entangled.
But... this time, Qiao Chen felt that happiness should be more important than sorrow and bitterness.
(End of this chapter)
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