Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 134
"I just hope that my sister can really trust me, instead of doubting whether I should trust me, or whether I am worthy of all my sister's trust."

Shangguan Hua seemed to have told Rong Ziqing the point of conflict between her and Sheng Wanyu.

Rong Ziqing was also a little surprised, he didn't expect this matter to have such consequences.

Sheng Wanyu and Shangguan Hua have always been good sisters, and they didn't expect that there would be problems with understanding trust.

These words probably hurt Shangguan Hua the most. No one will be happy when it comes to trust or distrust.

Everyone hopes that the trust of others can always be in themselves, instead of staying for a short time.

But how many people can give all their trust to others?
Even sisters, brothers, and even biological parents will have some special thoughts about others.

It seems that you can't trust others with certainty, let alone those friends you meet by chance on the road, those who have never met before, or those who have no past.

When Shangguan Hua first arrived, when she was asked anything, her answers were vague.She lost her past memories, but Sheng Wanyu was willing to keep her in the fourth prince's mansion, which shows that Sheng Wanyu still chose to believe.

Until Shangguan Hua recovered his memory and knew his identity, Shangguan Hua was also willing to stay in the fourth prince's mansion to help Sheng Wanyu and do things for Sheng Wanyu.

This once made Rong Ziqing feel that the two of them completely trust each other, they don't care about danger, difficulties, status, or other external things, they only care about their relationship.

This also once made Rong Ziqing feel that maybe the words "sisterly love" are enough to describe the relationship between them.

But she never thought that Sheng Wanyu and Shangguan Hua would trust each other because of this incident, maybe they shouldn't give it to each other, this is a sad question.

Because their previous friendship was so precious, it would be a pity if it was ruined because of a trivial matter.

Rong Ziqing could understand Sheng Wanyu's thoughts. It seemed that she was angry when she said such a thing, because she also cherished the sister Shangguan Hua very much in her heart.

Rong Ziqing can fully understand Shangguan Hua's current mood, if Su Changmo suddenly tells him that he no longer trusts him.Rong Ziqing would also think that it was news of a bolt from the blue, because someone who has always held an important position in his heart suddenly discussed with you whether to trust, this matter is really difficult for people to accept.

Listening to Shangguan Hua muttering about her various feelings for Sheng Wanyu, Rong Ziqing felt as if he could understand the pain in Shangguan Hua's heart through his eyes.

"The princess will definitely choose to trust you. After all, you have been following the princess for a long time."

Rong Ziqing's words seemed to be comforting, but they seemed to be telling the time of their relationship again.

It's just, why did Shangguanhua always like Rong Ziqing's words in the past, even if it was a rejection, it seemed that hearing Rong Ziqing's voice was a very happy thing.

But why today Rong Ziqing's rational mind and Rong Ziqing's calm analysis seem to be so inconsistent with Shangguan Hua's intentions.

It's not been a day or two since she followed Sheng Wanyu, these words seem to be telling Shangguan Hua that even after a while, Sheng Wanyu still has some problems, and she will take back her trust.

It seemed that Sheng Wanyu still didn't really believe in herself.Even though she was by her side and took charge of the Ningxiang Pavilion for her, it seemed that as long as there was something wrong, Sheng Wanyu would still struggle with whether she should continue to trust her.

Shangguan Hua felt a little pain in his head, it seemed that so many thoughts began to squeeze his head.

On the one hand, Shangguanhua believes that Sheng Wanyu's final choice is still to believe, but also knows that Sheng Wanyu's anger today is not without reason.But on the other hand, he seemed to be a little bit chilled by Sheng Wanyu's thoughts, a small matter could shake Sheng Wanyu's firm belief in her.

After that, how will Sheng Wanyu face the next thing.

For Sheng Wanyu, it might not be a trivial matter, because it was related to the deep hatred in the past.But for others, it is a trivial matter.

Because Shangguan Hua did not fail to take measures, she had already prevented Yin Qingxuan's plan to murder Sheng Wanyu.The origin of the matter was that Yin Qingxuan wanted to murder Sheng Wanyu. Since that was the case, Shangguan Hua had already solved the fundamental problem.

As for whether Sheng Wanyu knows or not, does it really matter?
Shangguanhua understands Sheng Wanyu's thoughts, but she has thought about her own approach carefully, or in her heart, everyone's trust cannot be continued because of a little thing.

Although the relationship between Sheng Wanyu and Shangguanhua has not been interrupted, that word of trust has actually changed and ended the sisterhood.

Thinking of this, Shangguan Hua's mood seemed to be heavy again.

Sheng Wanyu seemed to be afraid of more and more things ever since the past had stayed in her mind.It used to be affection, but now it is trust.

Feelings and trust do not seem to be contradictory, because there is love, so I choose trust.

But since the two can complement each other, they can also be gradually alienated as trust is broken.

The reason why Shangguan Hua was so worried about Sheng Wanyu's suspicion of her was because of his feelings.

"I just didn't expect that one of my decisions would make my sister and me become like this. Tell me, is it true that feelings are really easy to hurt people's hearts and minds?"

Shangguanhua asked Rong Ziqing this question, and she wanted to hear Rong Ziqing's answer.

"Although feelings can make people feel sad, they can also bring joy to others."

Rong Ziqing said to Shangguan Hua that every sentence he said tonight seemed to contain emotion.

"I have never experienced so many feelings in Shangguan Villa before, so I have never been sad. But when I came to the Fourth Prince's Mansion, I seemed to have experienced many feelings that I didn't know. Now that my sister is like me again, I seem to doubt that I was Deciding to stay in the Fourth Prince's Mansion is right or wrong."

Shangguan Hua's words were very frustrating, that's how she felt.

In the past, when I was in Shangguan Villa, it seemed that no one could be unhappy with her.Brother Shangguanmu also loved him very much. At that time, he seemed to be a woman who was ignorant of the world and did not understand the relationship between people.

But since Shangguan Hua came to the Fourth Prince's Mansion, although everyone has been very kind to her.But there are also many things that are not going well with Shangguanhua, and it is inevitable that I have learned too many bad emotions here.

Everyone will have things that don't go their way, even Su Changmo, the emperor of Xining Kingdom, will have times when he is in a bad mood.Shangguanhua shouldn't think so, but after coming here, Shangguanhua felt that many feelings that she had never experienced before were being played out all the time.

In the past, Shangguan Hua never knew what it was like to miss someone.

Although Shangguan Mu was not in Shangguan Villa sometimes, he often came back.Shangguan Hua has never tried the feeling of missing someone.

But being hunted down and rescued by Sheng Wanyu by accident, during the time spent with Sheng Wanyu in the Fourth Prince's Mansion, Shangguanhua realized what it means to not see each other for a day, like three autumns.

Although it was Shangguan Hua's willingness to stay and help Sheng Wanyu repay Changmu and Yin Qingxuan's recovery.But there are many feelings that Shangguan Hua did not expect.

For example, Rong Ziqing, Shangguan Hua admired him, and even disregarded his daughter's reservedness to open his mouth to express his liking.

What was Rong Ziqing's answer?I still remember the scene back then, when Shangguan Hua just woke up from the fourth prince's mansion and went to thank Rong Ziqing.

But Rong Ziqing's attitude was very cold, remembering that Shangguan Hua at that time felt for the first time that the other party didn't like him.

In the subsequent relationship, Rong Ziqing kept a distance from Shangguan Hua very politely, even sometimes when Shangguan Hua greeted him, Rong Ziqing only replied perfunctorily.

But I don't know why Rong Ziqing exists in Shangguan Hua's heart, even though his performance has always been so indifferent.But Shangguan Hua still thinks of him every night and misses him every day.

Sometimes, Rong Ziqing would be sent out to help Su Changmo, or sometimes Shangguan Hua would also go to Ningxiang Pavilion, so there were not many meetings.

It seemed that every time he went to see his sister or Su Changmo, Shangguan Hua would always feel disappointed if he didn't see Rong Ziqing.I remember one time when I didn't see Rong Ziqing appear in the fourth prince's mansion for a long time. At that time, Shangguan Hua missed him very much.

His person is not there, but his figure always seems to be hovering in his mind.Shangguan Hua's appetite was not good in those few days, and he always liked to sit at the table, thinking about Rong Ziqing.

That's when Shangguan Hua realized the taste of missing. It turned out to be sweet and bitter.Such feelings are very complicated, and Shangguan Hua feels a little confused. She has only known Rong Ziqing for a long time, and she has such thoughts.

Maybe this is the youthful feeling when you don't understand love, Shangguan Hua feels that this feeling will grow with each time the two meet each other, or every time the two talk, or the passage of time, it seems that it will make you feel better. This innocence slowly fades away.

Shangguan Hua still remembered that in those days, he would ask Sheng Wanyu every day that Rong Ziqing was back.

Sheng Wanyu would also ask with a smile: "Hua'er, have you thought about Ziqing?"

Shangguan Hua would blushed and lowered his head, but he would answer without flinching, with a feminine voice: "Yeah, I haven't seen him for a long time."

Shangguan Hua's age is really like a flower, so some daughters' thoughts are normal.

Sometimes, being able to see Shangguan Hua's expression, Sheng Wanyu also felt as if she saw her youthful self who was full of longing for love before.

Hua'er and her thought at that time should be the same, they think that love means you and I agree and get married.

But the truth is always surprising. It is not easy to find someone who agrees with you. At this time, the two may have a deep affection, but who knows if they will argue about love at that moment.

Shangguan Hua's face seemed to turn bright red only when Rong Ziqing was mentioned, which was very lovable.

Maybe it's because Shangguan Hua didn't grow up in the capital, so she has a kind of approachable feeling, not like those women who are born in a famous family.

At that time, it was because of Hua'er's sincerity that Sheng Wanyu decided to take her in.

"Hua'er, I asked the prince, Ziqing will be back soon."

Sheng Wanyu once asked Su Changmo when Rong Ziqing would come back, because Sheng Wanyu looked at Shangguan's painting and seemed to miss it.

Su Changmo replied that Ziqing would be back in a few days, so Sheng Wanyu told Hua'er when Hua'er came to the house today.

(End of this chapter)