Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 141 Imagining Feelings
"Why don't I understand? If I lose Wanyu, I will be like you."

Su Changmo said that he understood the pain and disappointment of losing his lover.

"Then, your majesty, why didn't you choose to tell us at that time? Majesty, do you know that although the time is only one day away, for us, even a good friend will hide it, how would we feel?" Rong Ziqing looked at Su Chang Mo said.

In the past, when working for Su Changmo, sometimes Su Changmo might not tell all the plans.

But those are small things, because the result is certain, and that is success.

This case, however, was different because the outcome was uncertain.Moreover, this matter concerns the hearts of Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu, so neither Rong Ziqing nor Bai Xiu wanted Su Changmo to hide anything about this matter.

Neither Rong Ziqing nor Bai Xiu thought that Su Changmo would hold them back, because they were the biggest victims of this incident, not others.

"Your Majesty, we have followed you for a long time. Why do you choose to stand on the adjacent route with us, but not on the same route when it comes to what we care most about?"

On the adjacent route, Su Changmo understood what Bai Xiu meant.

He wanted to say that Su Changmo was busy looking for Shangguan Hua and Qiutang just like them, but it was not what they thought.

The direction of their routes is the same, but the scenery they pass through is different, because there is not one runway, but two adjacent lines with different speeds.

"Your Majesty, do you know that when Master Bai and I knew about this, we thought of telling you. If it wasn't for being in Nianwan Palace last night, if it wasn't for the empress being here yesterday, we would have already told you. But what about you? , when you knew it, you were thinking about how to hide it from us."

Rong Ziqing thought, what they thought of when they found the problem was to study and discuss with Su Changmo.But Su Changmo was not.

Although I was going to tell Su Changmo at that time, I wanted him to ask Sheng Wanyu.

But what's more is that Su Changmo is always someone they respect and respect, so he must be the first thing that comes to mind when encountering a problem.

Even though Su Changmo had felt weak before and apologized never before, Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu only felt helpless for a while.

After that, they still firmly believed in Su Changmo.

But, they really didn't expect that Su Changmo, whom they thought they didn't know, already knew.But there was no intention to tell Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu for a long time.

"I didn't mean to hide it from you, but I don't think it's good for us to know now, but it will make us even more chaotic."

Su Changmo's words were not without explanation, but Rong Ziqing didn't seem to be able to accept such an answer.

"Your Majesty, since you have discovered this problem, you should not tell us, but tell us, shouldn't you?"

What Rong Ziqing said is also the truth, since the matter has reached such a situation, since Su Changmo has discovered it, then we should face it together, shouldn't we?

"Even if it makes us mess up, Lord Bai and I should know the reason. After all, it's not other people who lost, but the two most important women to us."

Rong Ziqing's words seemed to resonate with Bai Xiu, and Bai Xiu also said: "Your Majesty, I believe that you are not ignorant of the love and care for the beloved woman."

"Ziqing, Baixiu, I didn't stop talking forever. It's just that I hope to tell you guys after I figure it out."

Su Changmo felt that he still needed to figure out some things, so maybe the next step plan would not be so full of mistakes and omissions.

"Your Majesty, I have the courage to ask, if the Empress Dowager is in danger, would the Emperor be so calm?"

The words of Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu seemed to be directed towards Sheng Wanyu.

Both Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu believed that if Sheng Wanyu encountered the same problem, Su Changmo would not be so calm.

If Sheng Wanyu encountered such a problem, even if she disappeared for a moment, Su Changmo might feel restless.

That's why Bai Xiu convinced him that Su Changmo knew how to protect his lover.

Su Changmo also seemed to start thinking about it because of these words. In fact, he also thought about this issue.

What would happen to Su Changmo if his Wanyu didn't know where to go from now on, if there was no news from now on, or if he didn't know anything about her life and death?

Su Changmo didn't want to think about this question, because every time he just thought about it, he would feel a little panic.

Panic, this feeling that should belong to the weak, should not belong to Su Changmo, who has always been strategic about the world.

However, Su Changmo had to discover or admit that the feeling of panic had lasted for half a month in Sheng Wanyu, Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu.

It seems that even Su Changmo is somewhat used to this irreparable but endless panic feeling.

Therefore, when such a feeling might shroud himself, and such hesitation might cover up all his emotions, Su Changmo would definitely refuse.

Su Changmo is not the kind of person who likes to trouble himself, or the kind of person who is afraid of things happening to him because of other people's things.

However, it seems that all the developments of this matter and its concealed meaning made Su Changmo feel that the end of the end would end with him and Sheng Wanyu.

As a result, there will be some thoughts of transferring things to oneself.

Ever since he thought that his wife who was by his side would suddenly disappear, Su Changmo felt uncomfortable.

However, it seems that the idea just likes to be against you.The more you don't want to think about this possible thing, the answer in your mind is always completely opposite.

The less you want these panics to fill your deepest feelings, the more your mind will act on what you fear.

Just like Rong Ziqing and Shangguan Hua, Rong Ziqing may not remember all those good memories or what Shangguan Hua once said in normal time.

But when Shangguan Hua disappeared, Rong Ziqing would think of every word she said when she was there every day.It seemed that it wasn't just words, even Rong Ziqing would remember her expression at that time whether it was joy or sadness.

What's more, Rong Ziqing would also wonder whether Shangguan Hua would be happier if his words and inner thoughts overlapped so much.

Such memories would make any sadness in Rong Ziqing's heart seem to be magnified.

Because, when recalling these things, when thinking about these things at first, Rong Ziqing thought about them with sadness.

No matter what the original taste of the memory is, whether it is a sweet memory, a stretch of beautiful feelings, or an expression of happiness, the final direction will only increase the sadness.

With what kind of mood, there will naturally be what kind of results.If you originally looked at this problem with a heart full of happiness, even if this problem is particularly complicated, it may just take some time in your mind.

But if you chose to look at this question at that time, you preconceived that it would be very difficult, then even if this question is very simple, in your eyes, it will become very difficult.

Regarding the disappearance of Shangguan Hua, Rong Ziqing had already formed a kind of intertwined self-blame, guilt and regret in his heart, so he would look at all things with a layer of haze.

Su Changmo also admitted that perhaps this matter is indeed more difficult than anything before, but it is not impossible.

Although they are being hit hard by the opponent at present, there will definitely be counterattacks.

However, judging from what Rong Ziqing asked and the feelings he expressed, it was all because he could not play any role in this matter, maybe he was not able to take care of his paintings at all, or he was a useless person.

Such sad feelings seem to pass from one person to another.

Otherwise, how could this emotion be reflected in each of them.

At that time, Su Changmo felt a little angry because his power was being challenged, and because the news leaked from the palace, he felt useless.However, I have to say that I was also infected by this sadness factor.

Otherwise, it would be impossible to reasonably say why Su Changmo felt this way so quickly.

And the origin of this relationship is indeed formed by the feeling of unknown things and the inability to deal with Shangguan painting, but there is also no lack of the first feeling in everyone's heart when they encounter problems at first.

In fact, it was completely understandable for Rong Ziqing to think so.Because when your unmarried wife suddenly disappears without saying anything, you will feel the same way in your heart.

Moreover, Rong Ziqing had also discovered some problems before, such as that strange man.

Therefore, it is not surprising that he blames himself in his heart.

Moreover, this feeling seems to especially like to aggravate as time goes by.Therefore, when there is a lot of self-blame, other thoughts will naturally arise, such as guilt, uselessness, and panic.

If such feelings are backlogged together, if there are too many in one person, it may not affect a person's normal judgment ability.

Rong Ziqing seemed to want too much to get rid of being tortured by this feeling, but had he ever calmed down and thought about whether what Su Changmo did was also a little bit for their sake.

It's the same with Bai Xiu, Qiutang was kidnapped for no reason.Bai Xiu's heart was filled with the pain of sudden loss.

His pain was more than self-blame, but he had heard that his proposal to Qiutang was rejected, so he was already a little attached to this matter.

Bai Xiu is full of remorse, because if he had spoken at that time, his marriage proposal would have been more sincere, or he did not let Qiutang choose to get married half a year later.

Perhaps, his White House now has a wife.And his Qiutang could also wait for his return in his White Mansion instead of being kidnapped in the palace.

Bai Xiu always seemed to think that if Qiutang married into the White House, maybe she wouldn't be taken away.

But Bai Xiu also ignored a problem. If the other party wanted to take Qiutang away, would they give up because of the terrain?

(End of this chapter)