Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 169 A Willing Resignation

The maid seemed not to know how to use similar persuasive points to explain the reason she thought of on the spur of the moment, but is it okay not to say it?The maid seemed to have two conflicting thoughts chasing each other in her mind.

One is to continue making up reasons and excuses until they find a suitable reason and excuse to persuade Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu.

The other is to keep silent and not answer this question, and just say that everything is caused by me, and all the blame is borne by me, and has nothing to do with Lan Kong.

But these two seem to be contradictory, but are they really contradictory?If you don't explain it clearly together, then everything will be a waste of words.

Before the servant girl could think clearly about what to do, she was interrupted by Sheng Wanyu's continued questioning, and even all her thoughts were intertwined, and she couldn't sort out the main points of her thoughts.

"In other words, making up the reason is too laborious. You should tell the reason that Lan Kong gave you when someone drugged you."

Sheng Wanyu didn't want to know about this maid, what she wanted to know was Lan Kong's purpose or something deeper.

"You probably don't even believe your argument." Su Changmo also helped Sheng Wanyu.

Even Shangguan Mu, who had never said a word, said in a very cold manner: "Even I won't believe such a lie."

This servant girl knew what Shangguan Mu meant, and she meant that he, an outsider, would not believe it, and was she further satirizing her words all wrong?

In the sea of ​​thoughts, this maid finally found what she cared most about, which was the credibility of others and the protection of benefactors.

"Lan Kong didn't, and didn't ask the slave to do anything. It's the slave's own business to prescribe medicine."

Perhaps the servant girl's tone was a little weak because of her severe injuries.Looking at so many scars, it will make people feel painful.

One by one, one by one, horizontal and vertical, left and right, all staggered.The blood on the arm flowed to the wound on the leg, and there was a smooth line of blood on the clothes and trousers of the maid servant.

The court lady also had hair styles, and now her hair was all messed up, and the fragments of the vase also came to her side along with the distance dragged by the cut and her body.

The maid was even more afraid to move, because she really didn't want to be cut by the sharpness of the fragments anymore.

The pain made the maidservant's voice pause unconsciously, and the pain also made the maidservant's body a little stiff.Because I dare not move, it will be a little numb.

But the pain was unbearable, and this maid really felt that the current situation was not much better than what she was like a year ago.

Because, if I leave this room now, I will face death.

If you don't leave this room, you will just wait for their interrogation, and your blood will flow to the last second of your weakness, and the pain of the wound will make you feel this heartfelt feeling every second.

Maybe if I say it myself, Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo will give me a happy result.The maid no longer imagined that she was lucky enough to survive, because the pain was also wearing down her will and endurance.

However, when he said it, he lost even the last bit of hope.Because it is impossible to preserve the trustworthiness to the benefactor by exhausting everything, because it is impossible to save life for the benefactor even if you try your best.

In that case, is it meaningless to persevere until now?

The rain dripped, and the thunder complemented each other, and the lightning made the light in the room disappear for a while, which seemed to be the portrayal of the maidservant's heart.

Rain represents the continuous feeling and passing of pain and blood.

Lei Ming seemed to be exhausted by this maid's thoughts, what to do, how to explain, what to do, how to save herself from such pain, how to save her benefactor's life.

As for the lightning, it seems that the flickering light of hope is just like this lightning, most of them still have no light, and even if there is light, it is accompanied by a deeper and more painful storm.

"In the palace, people like you really surprise me. Lan Kong is the one who caused you to fall to such a level. What is it that makes you do this for her?"

Sheng Wanyu spoke out the question in her heart, she wanted to know.

"Wanyu, I'm actually curious too, there are very few people like this, especially the servants in the palace." Su Changmo also responded.

"Let's talk, we don't want to wait too long." Shangguan Mu also said this.

The maid looked at the three of them with different eyes, Sheng Wanyu was curious, Su Changmo was scrutinizing, and Shangguan Mu was a little indifferent.

It feels like Shangguan Mu is not interested in this matter, so why did he speak up?The maid didn't understand, she just looked at Shangguanmu.

Shangguan Mu was something this maid had never seen before.However, she had heard about this person from Lan Kong before, but this was the first time she had met him.

At that time, Princess Rong was still in Huaqing Palace, without so many disturbances and worries.

It should be because Lan Kong once saved himself when his life was about to reach the end, so that from that day on, Lan Kong and himself became very good friends.

In this palace, the only person who can use the word "friend" is probably only Lan Kong who can call him that.

It was a sunny day, and the sun shone warmly on them.

The maid especially had to remember that day because that was also the first time Lan Kong told herself that she wanted to serve Sheng Wanyu.

In fact, perhaps few people can remember such a humble name.My own name is not as imaginative as the name Lan Kong, and it is not as poetic as the word Qiutang.

My name is so ordinary, even if I have said it, it is difficult for anyone to remember it.

Yuci, this is the name I have never changed since I was a child.

Yu is an encounter, but Ci is a farewell. Even I feel that this name seems to be inherently sad.

Encounter and farewell, is it really good to put them together?Moreover, is it really appropriate for her to become her own name so casually?

This is the name my parents gave me before, probably because I don't like these two words.Therefore, Yuci has been troubled by her own name since she was a child, and she has always tried her best to change this name and choose a nice and warm name again.

After entering the palace, Yuci gradually got used to being called by her name: Yuci.

Time always passes year after year without even noticing.Yuci, like Lan Kong, has been in the palace for many years.

There are really too many things Yuci didn't understand before, so sometimes I don't know why so many things I don't want to do come to me, but I have to pay too much for it.

At that time, Yuci would sometimes walk aimlessly along the same road alone.The pastries served, the freshly brewed tea, Yuci will let these meals cool down because of his unknown thoughts, and the final result is to be scolded by the master, and sometimes he will be severely punished because the master is in a bad mood today. whipping.

Yuci doesn't know that every time I remind myself, I have to concentrate when doing things, and don't pay attention to things that have nothing to do with me, so as not to cause unnecessary troubles for myself.However, perhaps it was because he once had fantasies about life in the palace, Yuci always thought it would be a good thing to be able to work in the palace.

Lan Kong might not necessarily enter the palace voluntarily, but Yuci did so willingly.

In the past, Mother once said to herself, if she was allowed to enter the palace, would she ever be willing?

Yuci still remembers his answer at that time: "Mother, I am willing to enter the palace. I want to learn more, know more, and see more."

In fact, Yuci's idea at the time was very simple.Yuci is just the daughter of a boy in an inn that no one pays attention to.

I don't have the qualifications to see more things, maybe if I don't enter the palace, Yuci will only know how prosperous the Xining Kingdom is, and there are so many things in the capital that I never knew.

In everyone's heart, perhaps from the moment of birth, there will be a fan of curiosity about life.

Yuci is the same as other people, if it is said that the family of birth cannot be chosen.Since the palace is recruiting maids this time, I don't want to miss Yuci.

Since father and mother also meant to let themselves enter the palace, they are equally humble wherever they go, so let's go to work in the most noble place in Xining country.

After entering the palace, Yuci has seen a lot, but won't Yuci regret it?

Yuci has regretted it before, and Yuci is often lost in thought, because Yuci would think that if he hadn't entered the palace because he wanted to open his eyes.I might be a woman who doesn't know anything, but wouldn't life be like walking on eggshells like it is now?

Yuci, before entering the palace, he also knew what was going on in the palace.She knew that after entering the palace, she would be punished, but the monthly money would not be less.

Yuci also wanted to live in the palace, she thought that her cheerfulness would make her have some close friends in the palace.However, she may have misunderstood it. The so-called confidant does not refer to superficial knowledge and understanding, but inner connection.

Yuci has been in the palace for several years, maybe he can't speak and won't please the master.Maybe it's because I'm stupid, I often offend people with my words but I don't know anything.Maybe it's because I shouldn't trust others, and I shouldn't be used by others.

Maybe it's because I should never be self-righteous and think that I can have a happy life when I enter the palace, because these years, Yuci really tasted the taste of regret.

How could such a weak person as Yuci be able to avoid the turmoil in the palace?

How could Yuci be able to escape the intrigues in the palace?
During these years when Yuci entered the palace, he had suffered countless injuries, but the most sad and hardest was that time, the one a year ago.It was also from that time that Yuci restrained her extravagant expectations for life and began to learn to be cautious.

Some people may think that Yuci's awakening was too late, but Yuci didn't want to change, but she felt that if her heart had been changed, where would her original intention of entering the palace go?

In life, nothing will be smooth sailing. Yuci used to think too well, but now, Yuci just asks to be able to pass in this palace year after year.

(End of this chapter)