Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 178
If it is said how shocking Lan Kong's hope was because of Qiutang's words before, and how happy Lan Kong was when he knew that he was going to serve Sheng Wanyu, then the current gap and the sadness of not being able to enter Nianwan Palace are just as shocking. How it makes people feel sad for themselves from disappointment, despair to the sadness left by life.

Yuci used her insights into the palace to talk to Lan Kong, but found that even her own words had changed from what she wanted to comfort: "Lan Kong, maybe you can go to other good places if you don't serve the imperial court."

The voice of Yuci has changed from comforting to now, as if it can only be understood by Lan Kong himself, a kind of helplessness that he can understand.Because, Lan Kong's words are really correct. To put it nicely, they are maids in the palace. To put it badly, to the noble emperor and empress, they are just slaves who can't even name them.

However, the emperor is busy with everything, and the empress is pregnant with a dragon heir, so how can she have time to remember these slaves?
There is one thing that Lan Kong didn't tell Yuci, that is, the emperor Su Changmo could call her by her name.But so what, it's just because I have been serving him for a long time.

Today, the emperor may remember his name.What about after that?I can't wait in front of the imperial court anymore, will the emperor even forget that I was a person?
Sometimes, Lan Kong would think about it by himself, if he stayed by the emperor's side to serve him all the time, would he be able to become the emperor's most trusted servant one day?
The emperor is the owner of the palace, and the entire palace is just a foil for the emperor. If he can gain the trust of the emperor, then his future may be completely different.

Even if it is only [-]% trust, then I will be truly satisfied.

But now?Because of my own medicated diet, everything was in vain.Lan Kong, will you regret it?

Lan Kong didn't want to think too much about this question, because her heart was completely occupied by worry.

The possibility of doing things in front of the imperial court has basically become impossible.

The time the emperor stays in the place every day is likely to be Nianwan Palace, and he can't enter Nianwan Palace, how can he accompany Shengjia?
And when the emperor left today, he specifically told him to take good care of the empress, but now he has made the empress feel disgusted with him.Recently, the empress's health is not good. Lan Kong really dare not think whether the empress's condition has worsened after he left. If so, can he still live in peace?

If not, you will definitely be punished.

Although the emperor's imperial edict of punishment or the emperor's edict read out by the eunuch has not yet come down, Lan Kong always feels that maybe he cannot spend today's dinner intact.

nice place?These words seem to be just a blank sentence to Lan Kong. Where else can Lan Kong go in this palace?

If you offend the empress, the emperor will be angry, and you can't decide where you go, so is there any good place?

Maybe what Lan Kong wants now is to survive in this palace.

"Yuci, you probably can't understand my current mood very well. I offended the empress, and I think maybe I will go to torture in the next moment."

Lan Kong's voice was full of fear of being punished. Yuci might not be able to empathize with Lan Kong as much as Lan Kong did, but he could understand Lan Kong's fear of being arrested and tortured.

"Yuci, you said, we try our best to do our own thing well, and we must be calm and cautious. But why, we still can't avoid some punishments after all?"

Lan Kong said to Yuci, why she tried so hard to avoid those painful abysses, but it seemed that the abyss would always stay by her side, as long as you didn't stand securely enough, as long as you made a slight mistake, you would immediately step on the void into this abyss.

Lan Kong didn't know what was waiting for her in the abyss, but it wouldn't be a good thing.

Abyss means bottomless, and it is a name that makes people imagine sadness when they hear the name.

Lan Kong, at this moment, it was like waking up from a dream. It turned out that there was an abyss at his feet.

If you don't pay attention, if your speech deviates, you will fall into it.

Lan Kong asked himself that he had been very careful and safe in doing things.But why, there are still some things that seem to be doomed disasters, which cannot be escaped or avoided.

Perhaps, for Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo, it was nothing more than letting this blue sky leave their side and serve in other places.

But for Lan Kong, they are not on the same line with their thoughts at all, and even the diametrically opposite, deviated too far from the line.

Lan Kong will use all her thoughts on what to do in her future life, will she just become a servant trapped in the abyss in the palace.Or maybe, the criminal law is the former, and the latter is leaving the palace.

If he was forced to leave the palace, where could he really go?Lan Kong didn't want to think about this problem, because she didn't want to be in an abyss and blindly go into a darker hole in the abyss.

Lan Kong said: "She has no one who can treat her sincerely, that's why she chose to stay in this changing palace when she could leave the palace."

So, maybe for Lan Kong, what really made her feel flustered was not the criminal law, but the helplessness of leaving the palace.

The criminal law is to make Lan Kong feel that there will always be more things that shouldn't happen in life.But it is far inferior to the loneliness and desolation of leaving the environment in which you are.

Lan Kong, as if the picture in front of him is not Yuci's room, nor is it just the two of them.

It seems that in an instant, Lan Kong foresees the lonely and desolate back when he is about to leave the palace.

Lan Kong didn't dare to imagine that when that figure turned around, would he burst into tears.Because, if the owner of the back is himself, then Lan Kong is afraid that he will really collapse from the pain in his heart.

I am already a lonely person myself, and I have resignation, but I still can't fill my loneliness.But Yuci is better than herself, at least she has family members to remember, at least she has happy memories.

But what about Lan Kong?She is much more lonely than Yuci, and it seems that for her, the difference between the palace and the outside is the difference between the regions and the degree of familiarity.If Lan Kong is allowed to leave the palace he is most familiar with and has lived in for many years, what will Lan Kong do? Lan Kong really dare not imagine, and even whenever there is a similar picture in his mind, Lan Kong will choose to close his eyes and forget.

This time is no exception, the owner of the back that Lan Kong doesn't want to see in front of his eyes is himself.Therefore, Lan Kong closed his eyes.

But the eyes can be closed, but the picture in the mind cannot be paused by closing the eyes.

The scene in my mind is still playing out, it seems that whenever Lan Kong is afraid of something, the scene will be interpreted.

Lan Kong seemed to have really seen the turning of that figure, and there was a loud voice in his head, that face was the one Lan Kong was most familiar with, and that was herself.

His face was pale, there were still tears around his eyes, and there was a sad expression towards himself at the corner of his mouth.

The face that Lan Kong found in his mind turned out to be so pitiful.The more Lan Kong thought about it, he seemed to be more afraid of this happening, and the more he thought about it, the greater the possibility of this happening.

Lan Kong now feels that he can no longer control the tears in his eyes. It is a feeling that even with my eyes closed tightly, tears will still flow from the little gaps in my eyes.

It turns out that tears really don't want to fall, but the feeling of being powerless to stop may not be much better than blood flowing from the body.

Lan Kong found that he couldn't control the flow of blood, but he was also incapable of tears, the same, the same uncontrollable, the same desolation and despair.

Seeing Lan Kong's eyes were tightly closed, but tears slipped from the eyes, flowed across the cheeks, and then dripped onto the clothes.Yuci's heart is also sad for Lan Kong, she rarely sees Lan Kong crying.

Because Lan Kong is more capable than her, and has less chance of offending people than her, so he should be more cautious in doing things.

Therefore, when Yuci knew that Lan Kong would offend the empress, Yuci felt strange at first.

When she knew that Lan Kong was treated like this because of her carefully prepared medicinal diet, Yuci was doubtful.

At this moment, seeing Lan Kong's tears, as a friend, Yuci can't just sit idly by, what Yuci can do and help is comfort.

"Lan Kong, don't cry, the life of our slaves is always like this. Once you comforted me and told me not to cry, now I am by your side, comforting you as your friend, accompanying you, don't cry. "

Yuci said to Lan Kong that the words told her not to cry.

If it is between men, if they are unhappy, they usually use alcohol to drown their sorrows.

But women and men are treated differently. If a woman sees her friend cry, and cry so sadly.What she told you seems to be too worthy of pity, especially in the same status, as if you will feel that sad things will happen to you.

Therefore, the woman's treatment is to see her friend's tears, as if she will also be brought into that atmosphere, and she will also want to cry.

But now, this is how Yuci feels when he sees Lan Kong.Although the mouth is comforting, Yuci's eye sockets will also moisten disobediently, and the vision in front of him will gradually become blurred, as if someone has covered a thin layer of veil in front of the eyes that blocks the vision.

"Yuci, when the empress doubted my intentions over and over again, my explanations were useless words. The empress is the best master Qiutang said, but I didn't expect that she would feel bad because of Qiutang. I'm a man with a wicked mind."

Every sentence of Lan Kong's words carries the name of Yuci, but when the word Yuci is said in each sentence, the tone and demeanor are different.

It seems that some facial expressions and voices are irregular, but although irregular, they always rise in one direction.That is, every sentence, every expression is more sad and sad, and the tone is more desolate.

Sadness, what is sad is Lan Kong, and what is cold is Lan Kong's heart that should be warm.

The atrium should be the warmest place, where it should be the initial place to gather heat.The atrium is small, but it can hold a lot of heat.

(End of this chapter)