Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 197
In fact, Lan Kong always thought that Yuci's favorite color might not be white.

In other words, Lan Kong has always felt that Yuci is the only one who doesn't love white.

Because, when Yuci was injured and recuperated, Yuci would always say that he looked so pale and weak.

Therefore, in Lan Kong's understanding, maybe Yuci doesn't like white because it reminds her of the word "pale".

However, he didn't expect what Yuci said to himself just now: "This flower is so beautiful." This flower is white.

Is it because Yuci hopes that he can also return to the innocence when he first entered the palace?Lan Kong imagined why Yuci liked this flower.

Seeing that the flower was still blooming beautifully in the rain, Lan Kong wondered again, is it because Yuci thinks the flower has tenacious vitality?

It seems that these two answers may be in Yuci's heart.

The beauty of this flower lies in its tenacious vitality and its color, so it is beautiful.

After admiring the flowers, Lan Kong still looked there, but it was still disappointing that Yuci did not appear.

The longer the time, the more nervous and worried Yuci felt.

The original questions also moved to a more serious place: "Yuci, will you come back? Will you?"

Lan Kong's questioning became more and more frequent, and her expression and brows were all full of entangled worries.

Lan Kong seemed to start walking back and forth, extremely anxious.

Finally, there was an idea that made Lan Kong stop in place, that is: "Will you be punished if you resign?"

It seems that this idea makes Lan Kong feel that it is useless to say that he feels distressed, because if Yuci really suffers from the criminal law, can Lan Kong bear the pain for her?
Lan Kong felt that her heart seemed to be so painful that she was almost unconscious from the pain of the needles pierced by herself. These needles were all derivatives of her every thought.

And the needle in the center is her most critical thought: "Will you be punished for resignation?"

Lan Kong really wanted to pull the needle out of his heart, but felt that the pain was something she should bear.

Because if Yuci was really under criminal law, what was her pain?
Lan Kong didn't understand the feeling that the blood on his body was flowing to the point where there was almost no more flow, but Yuci did.

Compared with this feeling, maybe my own needle piercing my heart is nothing.

Lan Kong felt the heartache tormented by her thoughts, and his expression would not have a contrary color, but kept an expression juxtaposed with the heartache.

Every minute in the past seems to be a test of how long Lan Kong's worries can last.

After all, the figure of Yuci still did not appear, and Lan Kong began to recall the way he used to talk and laugh with Yuci.

Yuci doesn't talk much to others, and some even know each other for a long time and work together for a long time, but they seldom talk.

But whenever Yuci faced himself, he was never the one who talked less.From the perspective of those who don't understand, they may feel that if they compare their hearts, they will be more cheerful and lively than Yuci, but they don't know that, in fact, from the bottom of their hearts, Yuci is more cheerful.

Sometimes, Yuci and Lan Kong would always talk about some things in life in Yuci's room.

There is also sadness, but sometimes they will try their best to talk about things that make each other happy. If there is really nothing to make everyone feel happy, then Yuci will talk about some small scenes when she was at home.

When Yuci is talking, he will smile brightly. Whenever he talks about home, although he can feel Yuci's homesickness, he can also know Yuci's thoughts.

Yuci once said to herself that she would talk about home and miss home only when she faced herself.Sometimes, she doesn't even want to mention her home, because the accumulation of misses may be exchanged for more complaints about life.

Yuci doesn't want to do this, so there won't be many opportunities to mention it.But sometimes, when chatting with myself, Yuci will talk about the situation at home.

Lan Kong knew that it was because he said he wanted to have a home, so Yuci talked about his situation at home, hoping to let himself understand what it feels like to have a home.

Lan Kong admitted that in Yuci's words, Lan Kong began to yearn for his future home, and it seemed that after having such thoughts, Lan Kong became happier sometimes.

Speaking of family, Lan Kong seems to have thought of a very serious question, that is: what should the family members do when they die?
Although Lan Kong is not sure that Yuci will go and never return, but Lankong can also think that Yuci is not such a careless person, so he said that Yuci thought of his parents,

Thinking of Yuci's parents, Lankong seemed to insert a deeper and longer needle into the most important place in his chest and heart.

This needle is for Yuci's parents, and because Yuci knows that there are still parents who want to be filial, and is willing to let go of everything for herself.

Lan Kong's needle seems to make her feel that her heart hurts even when she breathes, that kind of feeling that every breath needs to be passed through the needle to reach her heart.

This needle was inserted by Lan Kong himself. Since Lan Kong would not choose to pull it out, it seems that the removal of this needle depends on Yu Ci.

But has Lan Kong thought about it?If Yuci doesn't appear, if Yuci really leaves like this, then what will Lan Kong do with the needle at the key point of the heart?
Lan Kong didn't think about this question in her heart. Even though she had no confidence in hope, she still hoped that Yuci would come back.

Even if he came back covered in scars, Lan Kong was looking forward to it.Because as long as Yuci comes back, maybe Lan Kong can save her a second time.

Lan Kong can go to the imperial physician again, Lan Kong can stay with Yuci again, and Lan Kong can also go to do things for Yuci again. These Lan Kong are willing to do it again, as long as Yuci comes back.

When a friend is in distress, Lan Kong truly understands Yuci's willingness to help him.

She must also be afraid of being like this, so she tried her best to help herself.

Ke Yuci avoided her departure or punishment, but could she avoid it?

If it is said that there is always one person who has to go through so much with her, Yuci always brings hope to her.

It used to be about family, and now it’s about helping.

The rain did not increase or decrease, it still fell one after another like this.It was as if Lan Kong was looking at the direction of the imperial garden, as if Yuci should not have appeared there so peacefully.

Lan Kong's movement of holding an umbrella has always been maintained in the imperial garden, but when will Yuci come, or will he still come after all?

Lan Kong's heart doesn't know, and neither does Lan Kong's thoughts.

(End of this chapter)