Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 234
"No, Qiutang is not such a ignorant person." Sheng Wanyu said something to reassure Bai Xiu. After all, Bai Xiu was also deceived by others, and Bai Xiu's heart was not like this.

But Bai Xiu still blamed himself, Xu Xuan had so many problems, if it is logical according to the scrutiny, then Xu Xuan was an accomplice in Rongjun's matter.

What about yourself?What is it, being deceived by others, but causing Princess Rong to disappear as an indirect factor?
Bai Xiu didn't want to think this way at all, but the conversation just now didn't clearly confirm that Xu Yun had too many things to hide, and the purpose seemed to be subtly related to recent events.Xu Huan suddenly disappeared on the grounds of being a follower, and the time coincided with this, so the relationship between Xu Huan and Princess Rong could not be freed from the relationship and guilt.

"A person who doesn't know right from wrong? Qiutang is not such a person, so am I such a person?" Bai Xiu was asking his heart.

It seems that the answer given by the heart is pain, the kind of pain that is forced to be cut open.And in this pain, why does Xu Huan still think of the past memories?
"Your Majesty, why didn't you tell me before?" Bai Xiu suddenly thought that this question was what he wanted to know, so he said to Su Changmo.

Su Changmo looked outside, and then at the faint light in the room.This is not the scene where the moonlight shines in, but the light from the lights in the house.For some reason, the light of the lamp should not be so weak, but Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu felt that it was such a light.However, in Bai Xiu's eyes, maybe there is no light at all.

"The moonlight outside is so gorgeous, but inside the house there is only a little light enough to see things."

What Su Changmo said seemed to have nothing to do with Bai Xiu's problem, but Bai Xiu continued: "Maybe the gorgeous moonlight is not suitable to shine in today."

Bai Xiu's voice is so low, is this light also suitable for outside, not inside?However, this is also very good, it is suitable for me to be dull, isn't it?

Sheng Wanyu said to Bai Xiu: "In fact, the lights in the room can be seen clearly when used carefully, but in our subconscious mind, we always feel that we can only see, but not clearly."

Sheng Wanyu talked about the explanation of the lighting, Su Changmo felt that it was really good for Sheng Wanyu to understand, but could Bai Xiu understand the meaning?

"Can't see clearly?" Bai Xiu seems to need someone to speak more bluntly now. It's not that he doesn't want to guess, but he's really timid to guess.

It's like guessing people's hearts, feeling tired and scared.

"If you think you can see clearly, even the light of a candle will be as clear as a lamp."

Sheng Wanyu continued to tell Bai Xiu that what she said was actually alluding to Xu Yun's matter.

It's like, if you have [-]% trust in this person, a candle is lit for him in your heart, the fire is very strong, but you never use it to take care of his heart, you just place it in his heart. The position in your heart, to show his existence.

And you always feel that he seems to trust you completely, so there will be no concealment, so that the candle in your heart is very bright, but you can't see any flaws in his heart.

It's as if Bai Xiu was the same to Xu Yun, and Bai Xiu would use this candle or other things to think about Xu Yun's heart at first.At the beginning, Xu Huan might not have any problems, but after four or five years, Xu Huan may not be able to do well every minute, but the candle in Bai Xiu's heart is still strong, but it has lost its function of illuminating.

The reason is that sentence, Bai Xiu seems to trust Xu Yun subconsciously.

"I'm stupid." Bai Xiu didn't know what words or sentences to use to describe his problem, he just said stupid.

"It can only be said that in terms of emotions, we people will feel that trust is already a must-have item after a long time."

Sheng Wanyu felt that Bai Xiu didn't know about Xu Yun's problem, maybe there was nothing wrong with it, because Bai Xiu always regarded him as a confidant from the beginning to the end.

A bosom friend, like a brother, Xu Yun's meaning to Bai Xiu is no less than that of others.Besides, the two have known each other for four or five years, and the time cannot be erased overnight. I believe that if it is me, I will be deceived by the appearance of these four or five years.

"After a long time, the relationship will be deep. Besides, you often talk about wine and compare each other, so it is inevitable that there will be omissions."

Su Changmo also felt that it was reasonable for Bai Xiu to be deceived by Xu Yun.It can't be called forgiveness, because Bai Xiu can't be called wrong at all.

The drinking and talking proves that the relationship between Bai Xiu and Xu Yun is like brothers.Competing with each other means that the two have the same hobbies and have become confidants.

"Bai Xiu, you don't have to blame yourself for this incident. As for the disappearance of Hua'er, even if it has something to do with Xu Huan, it has nothing to do with you."

Sheng Wanyu was talking to Bai Xiu, hoping that he would not feel that he was responsible for Hua'er and Qiutang's disappearance just because he didn't understand Xu Yun.You can't think like this, otherwise Bai Xiu's heart may not be restored no matter how good the medicine is.

I really have to wait until Qiutang comes back to heal, and I don't know when Bai Xiu will be able to recover the previous feeling.This is the case with Ziqing, because what happened to Hua'er has hit her like she used to, and that painful feeling seems to be always with her. Does everyone around her have to be like this?Sheng Wanyu didn't want it, and Su Changmo didn't want it either.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty, do you really think it's okay?" Bai Xiu asked Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu.

How can I put it this way, if Xu Yun's affairs with Princess Rong belong to the enemy, then he can know Princess Rong because of himself, and if he has the opportunity to attack Princess Rong, isn't it because of himself?

Does such a complicated matchmaking relationship have nothing to do with me?Can I really stay out of it?
"Anyone may be deceived. Is it because of this mistake that all your previous achievements will be erased?"

Sheng Wanyu said these words as if they were desolate, because she was not talking about herself.

Sheng Wanyu was also deceived by others, and so were the others.

There was the pain of being deceived in Su Changmo's eyes, and Su Changmo could empathize with this feeling.Just like what Sheng Wanyu said, Su Changmo was also deceived.In the case of being deceived, you may have a little influence on others without knowing it, but it does not mean that you are fully responsible for this influence.

"However, no matter who it is this time, I have had a great impact."

Bai Xiu was still entangled in the word "influence" and did not let go. Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu could understand what Bai Xiu meant.

Bai Xiu felt that this incident revealed that Xu Yun might have worked for the enemy, that is to say, it was possible that Hua'er and Qiutang left because of Xu Yun's help, and without him, how could Xu Yun succeed.Therefore, I became a helper unintentionally, and this matter is related to many close people around me. If there is an accident, Bai Xiu will blame himself.

"What about you? How come you haven't been affected?" Sheng Wanyu asked Bai Xiu how he felt.

Bai Xiu didn't seem to want to tell Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu his inner feelings, so he didn't make a sound.

Sheng Wanyu continued to ask: "Influence, I admit that it affects everyone. However, I can't blame you for the influence, and your feelings will not be less than ours."

As Bai Xiu said, it seemed that everything was painful. "I can bear my feelings. But what about you?"

What Bai Xiu said was tolerable, but it seemed that it deviated too much.

"If you can bear it, tell me, why are you still blaming yourself here?" Su Changmo said to Bai Xiu with a heavier voice.

Seeing that Bai Xiu didn't continue to speak, Su Changmo said, "Bai Xiu, this feeling will make you lose your mind and thoughts."

"Bai Xiu, the matter of Xu Yun can't affect you too much. You can feel uncomfortable, but you can't keep doing this, understand?"

Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo seemed to be talking about this continuously. Bai Xiu listened to one sentence after another, and then asked Sheng Wanyu: "My lady, whether it is Princess Rong or Qiutang, they are all relatives of my lady. My lady , do you blame me? Without me, Xu Xuan has no right to come to our side, without me, Xu Xuan would not have the opportunity to harm anyone."

Sheng Wanyu said, "I don't blame you. Perhaps Xu Xuan came here because of it, but both the emperor and I believe that if Xu Xuan really wanted to get close to us, he would have made other moves without you. Xu Xuan Although your mind is unclear, you have been deceived by others, this point can also be understood by me and the emperor."

Bai Xiu heard this, and Su Changmo said again: "At that time, you helped me conquer the country, and you brought Xu Yun to help me. How could I not know? I blame you?"

Su Changmo's voice seems to have shared some responsibility for Bai Xiu, but Bai Xiu's self-blame still won't come down, just like Sheng Wanyu's subconscious, Bai Xiu has set his responsibility to that position, and he doesn't want to If you come down, you won't come down.

"It's because I can't see through people that I recommend it to the emperor." Bai Xiu said to Su Changmo.

"If I didn't agree, do you think Xu Yun could stay in the fourth prince's mansion at that time?"

Su Changmo said that he himself agreed, but he didn't want Bai Xiu to say: "But, Your Majesty, you told me that you felt that Xu Yun's eyes were a bit opaque at that time. If I didn't forcefully protect it, Your Majesty would also He won't be left behind."

That's why Bai Xiu knew that Su Changmo had a bad impression of Xu Yun.

At that time, Su Changmo had not yet become the most capable prince, but Su Changmu, Su Changchi and others were wary of Su Changmo, so Su Changmo needed many people to help him.

(End of this chapter)