late bloomer

Chapter 183 As Deep as Love, So Deep as Hate
"Hi, my name is Yang Xiaoqing!"

Lin Xiyao was stunned.

The girl in front of her had fair skin, exquisite facial features, long straight hair, and was about the same height and shape as herself.

She is Yang Xiaoqing?

The girl that everyone was calling out to at the party in front of her?It's also the person Ye Lanfeng called in her dream!
At first glance, this Yang Xiaoqing does look a bit like herself.

Lin Xiyao instantly understood what...

A heart that was still fluttering in the air fell down in an instant, fell into the abyss, struggled a few times, and couldn't climb up again.

Yang Xiaoqing looked at Lin Xiyao carefully, and continued: "I am Afeng, Ye Lanfeng's fiancée!"

As soon as the word fiancee was uttered, it was as if a thunder had exploded on the flat ground, and it immediately shattered Lin Xiyao's fragile heart that had fallen into the abyss.

Fiancee, she said she was Ye Lanfeng's fiancee?
how is this possible?A Feng never mentioned it to her!

Yang Xiaoqing put down her crossed hands on her chest, looked at Lin Xiyao's dazed expression, and smiled: "What? You don't believe it? Look, this is the ring that Afeng proposed to me last year!"

As Yang Xiaoqing spoke, she showed the ring on her hand.

This ring deeply hurt Lin Xiyao's eyes and also hurt her heart.

With a pale face, she laughed. It turned out that she was Yang Xiaoqing's substitute from the beginning to the end!

That's right, it's a substitute!
"Afeng has been taking care of me in the hospital these days, and he hasn't left for a moment. That's why he didn't come back. Hehe, don't you think that Afeng disappeared somewhere?" Yang Xiaoqing said relaxedly, not knowing whether it was intentional or not.

Hearing this, Lin Xiyao only felt a "buzzing" in her mind, dizziness, blurred vision, and weak feet. She almost fell, and Yang Xiaoqing immediately supported her.

"Oh, are you okay?"

Lin Xiyao smiled and pushed her hand away: "Thank you."

She turned around, walked in numbly, and stopped in front of Ye Lanfeng.

At this moment, Ye Lanfeng's face was extremely ugly.

Lin Xiyao asked in pain: "Afeng, tell me, she is your fiancee, right?"

Ye Lanfeng remained silent.

His silence represents his acquiescence.

Tears flowed slowly from Lin Xiyao's eyes, falling to the ground like beads with a broken thread.

"Actually, I've been her substitute all along, right?"

Ye Lanfeng's throat moved, but she couldn't speak: "Xi Yao, I..."

He had to admit that at first, he really mistook Lin Xiyao for Yang Xiaoqing.But as time passed, he gradually discovered that Yang Xiaoqing was Yang Xiaoqing, Lin Xiyao was Lin Xiyao, and their temperaments were completely different.After a long time, he couldn't tell if Lin Xiyao was Yang Xiaoqing's substitute, and he didn't know if he had fallen in love with this girl named Lin Xiyao.

His silence and stuttering made Lin Xiyao's heart ache, and bursts of sadness welled up in her heart.

She raised her right hand, but that slap couldn't come down for a long time.

It turned out that no matter how much she hated her, she couldn't do anything to this man!
Love is as deep as hate is!

She already loves and hates him.

At this moment, Lin Xiyao finally deeply realized how much pain this contradictory emotion brought her.

She was glad she didn't tell him about her pregnancy in time!

His fiancée came back, if he knew she was pregnant, how could he allow her to keep the child?The scene from a year ago reappeared: she told him she was pregnant, and he gave her a check to abort the baby!

Thinking of this, Lin Xiyao's body trembled from fear.This home, no, this villa can't stay any longer, she must leave here!

During the week that Ye Lanfeng was away, she also guessed whether Yang Xiaoqing had returned. She thought, if this man doesn't love her, what's the use of keeping the child in her stomach?But for such a long time, she has developed an instinctive maternal love for the baby in her womb, and she can't bear him!

She controlled her extreme agitation.

No matter how much you hate him, a four-month-old child in your belly is innocent!She wants to keep him!

Lin Xiyao wiped away her tears and laughed, which made people feel distressed.

"Ye Lanfeng, it turns out that you have been lying to me all this time! As I said earlier, I was being self-indulgent. Now it seems that this is true! I really will not die if I don't die. Well, I admit it, it's me Serve it right!"

She adjusted her emotions, walked quickly to the direction of the second floor, and ran directly into the bedroom.

Yang Xiaoqing walked into the villa, looked at Lin Xiyao's unsteady figure climbing up the stairs, and asked expressionlessly, "Afeng, is she alright?"

Ye Lanfeng remained silent, sat down on the sofa beside her, took out a cigarette, lit it, put it in her mouth, and smoked it fiercely.

Yang Xiaoqing sat down beside him, put her arms around his neck, and said softly: "Afeng, I said that I would never leave you again, and I will come in from today. We will never be separated again."

Ye Lanfeng didn't react at all, and let Yang Xiaoqing hug her intimately, and continued to smoke hard.

"Afeng, do you think it's okay?" Yang Xiaoqing said coquettishly seeing that he was silent.

"Well, you can do whatever you want." Ye Lanfeng smiled, but the smile didn't reach her eyes.

There was a faint uneasiness in his eyes at this moment.

"Wow, I knew it, Afeng, you love me the most!" Yang Xiaoqing happily kissed Ye Lanfeng on the face.

The sound of "ba" kisses almost resounded throughout the villa, and also penetrated into Lin Xiyao's ears.

Their sweet scene happened to fall into the eyes of Lin Xiyao who came down from upstairs.

My heart seemed to be hit hard by something, it hurt so much.Before she could leave in the future, they couldn't wait to fall in love under her nose!

Lin Xiyao closed her eyes, took a deep breath, opened them again, pulled a small luggage bag on her shoulders, and left the villa at a faster pace.

In the luggage bag was her luggage, a pitifully small amount of luggage!

She wanted to leave here, forever leave this man who hurt her deeply, and leave this place that made her so sad!
Seeing her fleeing figure in a hurry, Ye Lanfeng was stunned for a moment, then shouted at her back: "Xi Yao, where are you going?"

no respond.

Ye Lanfeng pinched the cigarette in the ashtray, stood up and wanted to run outside.

But Yang Xiaoqing grabbed her: "Afeng, where are you going?"

"Xiao Qing, I'm very worried about Xi Yao's appearance. I'm afraid something will happen. Let go!" Ye Lanfeng said with a frown.

Yang Xiaoqing was upset, and still held him tightly: "Afeng, I don't care what you do with her, but I am your fiancee, and when I come back, she must leave naturally. This is nothing more than natural. You What are you worried about? I know she loves you, and I feel very uncomfortable now, but do you want to force her to stay and continue to look at us affectionately? This is the biggest harm to her, do you understand? "

Ye Lanfeng's tone turned cold: "Xiaoqing, how can you make me feel at ease when she looks like this? Let go!"

Yang Xiaoqing was stunned for a moment. Afeng had never spoken to her so indifferently. Now, for another woman, his attitude towards her changed.

She let go of her hand in a daze, and saw Ye Lanfeng running out in a panic.A year has passed, has everything changed?Yang Xiaoqing began to feel uneasy.

Ye Lanfeng didn't drive, but ran all the way to the outside of the community.

Lin Xiyao's terribly pale little face stabbed his eyes deeply.

He never thought that if he hadn't chased her, he wouldn't have caused her fatal harm, and there wouldn't have been something that he would regret for the rest of his life...

Finally ran out of the community.

Seeing Lin Xiyao standing on the side of the road anxiously waiting for a taxi from a distance, Ye Lanfeng quickened his pace and rushed out at a speed of almost 100 meters. Seeing that Lin Xiyao was about to get into the taxi, he stepped He stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Xiyao out.

"Xi Yao, where are you going?" He asked nervously.

"It's none of your business!" Lin Xiyao pushed him away hard, but it was obviously futile, her body was very weak and she couldn't push the man beside her.

Her face was still terribly pale, one could tell how much pain and disappointment her heart felt.

She clenched her fists tightly and bit her lips tightly until she didn't notice the blood from the bite.Her whole state is one of pain and hatred.

"Let go!" she said bitterly.

Where is she going, and what does it matter to this man?

"Xi Yao, I know you are sad and wronged. But I didn't know that things would turn out like this. Please don't leave, please? Give me time and let me deal with the matter!" Ye Lanfeng let her beat her His back, waist, hugged her tightly again and again, for fear that if he let go, she would get into the taxi and leave him forever.

Lin Xiyao sneered: "Ye Lanfeng, how long are you going to lie to me? Do you think I will still trust you? No, I would rather die than trust you again!"

She shouldn't be so stupid anymore, how can she tolerate the hurt and deception again and again?What's the use even if she stays?He always had to make a choice, and obviously, he would choose Yang Xiaoqing, not her!After all, from the beginning, he only regarded her as Yang Xiaoqing, and she was just Yang Xiaoqing's substitute!The real body is back, how could he choose a substitute?How funny!Do you want to hurt her again by begging her to go back?Could it be that he wanted her to close her eyes and watch them enter the palace of marriage?
"Ye Lanfeng, do you know that you are really shameless!" She still sneered, and the words she said were also icy cold.

Ye Lanfeng felt very, very uncomfortable, he said: "Xi Yao, I won't let go! Unless you go back with me!"

Unexpectedly, this time Lin Xiyao readily agreed: "Okay, I'll go back with you. Let go, I'm about to be strangled to death by you!!"

Hearing this, Ye Lanfeng's heart sank and he let go of his hand. However, within a few seconds, his heart sank again.Because the moment Lin Xiyao let go of his hand, she got into the taxi at an extremely fast speed.

Before the car door could be closed, Ye Lanfeng stretched out a hand and pressed against the car door firmly.

Lin Xiyao was annoyed: "Ye Lanfeng, go back and accompany your fiancee! What are you pestering me for?"

In the next second, she was pulled out again by Ye Lanfeng.

This time, she struggled desperately, using one hand to grab the car door with all her strength, she didn't let go, and Ye Lanfeng didn't let go either, the two of them were entangled, the car door hit Lin Xiyao's abdomen fiercely.

Lin Xiyao uttered a heart-piercing scream, her lips became paler and colorless, her eyes darkened from the pain, and she almost fainted.Lin Xiyao squatted down, tightly clutching her lower abdomen, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably.

"Xiyao, how are you?" Ye Lanfeng panicked, squatted down and held her face, and asked nervously.

When he saw her face turn a little dark blue, he was even more frightened. He must have hit her lower abdomen too hard just now!

"Xi Yao, let's go to the hospital!" He stretched out his hand to hug her.

Lin Xiyao gritted her teeth, and stared at him bitterly with her two dull eyes: "Ye Lanfeng, if you don't want me to hate you forever, please let me go!"

As she spoke, she climbed into the car weakly, and said weakly, "Driver, this man is a pervert, please help me!"

The middle-aged uncle driver couldn't get used to the man who clings to the girl. Hearing this, he immediately nodded and drove the car out before the door could be closed.

Ye Lanfeng stood where she was, her face pale.

She said she hated him. This time, did she really hate him?

She also said before that he hated her. At that time, he didn't care at all because he didn't worry about it.But now, her word "hate" actually made him feel very uncomfortable!

This shows what?It means he cares about her, right?

Ye Lanfeng stood like a stone in the wind as he watched the taxi rushing far away in an instant. He didn't come back to his senses until Yang Xiaoqing appeared and leaned his head gently on his shoulder.

"Afeng, let's go back." Yang Xiaoqing said softly.

Ye Lanfeng nodded, and let her hold her arm. The two of them didn't speak a word along the way, and each had their own thoughts.

******
Lin Xiyao was sitting in the back seat of the taxi, her face was still terribly pale, thin beads of sweat had already oozed from her forehead, her hands were firmly pressed on her lower abdomen, the pain there became more and more obvious, that It was the labor pain of the uterus, she felt a hot current flow out of her lower body suddenly, and the car was instantly filled with a faint smell of blood.

Lin Xiyao's face was ashen. She gritted her teeth and closed her eyes tightly. The heat made her understand exactly what happened.But she still held a glimmer of hope, and said silently in her heart: "My child, you must hold on!"

The driver saw that her expression was wrong, and panicked a little. Could it be that no one died?It's not a joke to die in his car!

"Miss, how are you?" He asked nervously.

It took Lin Xiyao a long time to hold back a few words: "My child... please... take me to the hospital... I will pay you what you want..."

The driver nodded hurriedly and accelerated the speed of the car.

When the car arrived at the nearest hospital, Lin Xiyao had already passed out from the pain, and there was a lot of blood in the car.

The driver drove the car directly into the hospital, rushed straight to the emergency room, braked suddenly, opened the car door, jumped out, and yelled at the emergency room: "Doctor, help!"

While yelling, he opened the door of the back seat of the car, picked up Lin Xiyao and ran into the consulting room without even thinking about it.The patients or family members who saw them gave way one after another.

The nurses in the emergency room had already pushed out the flat car, and the driver immediately put Lin Xiyao on the flat car.

Behind them, blood dripped all the way.

The doctor stared at the blood stains on Lin Xiyao's lower body, and asked calmly, "What's going on?"

At the same time, he asked the nurse to push the flat car into the emergency room.

"I don't know her. She had an argument with a man before she got into the car, and the car door hit her on the stomach. She just said the child, I guess she is a pregnant woman!" The driver followed behind the doctor, panting.

Maybe it was subconscious struggle, but when Lin Xiyao pushed into the emergency room, she had already woken up, and she begged the doctors and nurses weakly: "I beg you, please save my child!"

Hearing this, the doctor frowned deeply.In the case of this pregnant woman, I am afraid that the child will be in danger.

But he still said: "We try our best."

Lin Xiyao nodded, and closed her eyes tiredly.

However, despite the doctor's best efforts, the child in Lin Xiyao's womb could not be saved.

"I'm sorry, we tried our best." The doctor said apologetically, and handed a lump of stuff in the container to Lin Xiyao, "Look, it has completely left your body."

Lin Xiyao glanced at the child who was supposed to grow up healthy and healthy in her stomach, and closed her eyes in despair.However, there were no tears.

She was pushed out of the emergency room.

The driver who brought her here immediately stepped forward: "How are you doing?"

Lin Xiyao smiled at him with a pale face: "Uncle, thank you, you are a good person!"

She took her bag, opened it, took out the wallet, randomly took out a stack of hundred-yuan bills from it, no matter how much it was, handed it directly to the driver, and said again: "Thank you."

The driver only took one of the 80-yuan bills, and stuffed 20 yuan from his pocket into Lin Xiyao's wallet, saying, "The fare is only [-] yuan."

When leaving, the driver said something: "Son, forget the past and believe in a better future!"

Lin Xiyao smiled, simple uncle!
*****
After Lin Xiyao left, Ye Lanfeng returned to the villa without any energy.

Yang Xiaoqing didn't dare to provoke him, but just quietly accompanied him.

Finally she couldn't bear it any longer, and said, "Afeng, if you are really worried, then you can go to her!"

Hearing this, Ye Lanfeng, who was sitting on the sofa, raised her head and looked at Yang Xiaoqing in disbelief.

"You won't be jealous or angry?"

Yang Xiaoqing smiled wryly: "Yes, I will be jealous and angry. But seeing you unhappy makes me feel bad. I would rather be jealous and angry than you like this!"

She had never seen Ye Lanfeng like this before, with a faint sadness written on his face, which was completely opposite to his reckless and cold-blooded personality.

That woman can affect A Feng's mood so much, does it mean that he has fallen in love with that woman named Lin Xiyao?

Yang Xiaoqing felt a little uneasy.

Ye Lanfeng reached out and hugged her, sighed heavily, without saying a word.

Xi Yao said she hated him, so what's the use of him going to her?I'm afraid she will hate him even more?She was hit by a car and her complexion was pale. She didn't know how she was doing now. Did she go to the hospital to see...

At noon, Yang Xiaoqing had to go into the kitchen to get food.

In fact, she had never cooked before, so after two hours of fiddling in the kitchen, she brought out two extremely ugly dishes of unknown origin.

She excitedly pulled Ye Lanfeng to the dining table, and said expectantly: "Afeng, try it, this is my first time cooking!"

Ye Lanfeng didn't want to dampen her interest, and sat down as promised, looking at the two pitiful dishes, he picked up the chopsticks, hesitated for a moment, took a small piece, and carefully put it into his mouth.

"How is it?" Yang Xiaoqing asked impatiently.

In fact, Ye Lanfeng almost vomited when the dish was just put into his mouth. Lin Xiyao had already taken care of his mouth and stomach, and the dishes made by others could no longer arouse any interest in him. appetite.

But he didn't want to make Yang Xiaoqing sad, so he just said lightly: "Well, the first time, it's not bad."

When Yang Xiaoqing heard this, she was overjoyed immediately, sat down immediately, picked up a handful of vegetables with her chopsticks, and stuffed them into her mouth. In less than a second, she spat out the vegetables: "It's so unpalatable. ! Afeng, you are too much! You actually lied to me!"

Ye Lanfeng smiled: "It's the first time I can make such a taste, it's already very good!"

It's rare that Ye Lanfeng didn't care that Yang Xiaoqing secretly made up her mind that she must cook a few special dishes to open Afeng's eyes. She planned in her heart to enroll in a chef class.

Due to her depressed mood, Ye Lanfeng stayed in the villa all day and didn't go anywhere.

At dinner time, Yang Xiaoqing couldn't make a fool of herself anymore, so she had to order takeaway again.

In the evening, in the bedroom, Yang Xiaoqing opened the closet and saw that it was full of famous brand dresses, underwear and panties. These clothes brands were not torn off, and they were all her usual sizes.She asked happily: "Afeng, did you prepare this for me? Great, thank you."

Ye Lanfeng opened her mouth, unable to speak.

In fact, these clothes were all bought for Lin Xiyao, but that woman didn't know what was going on in her mind, she still wore the same few sets she usually wore when she wore them.Unexpectedly, she left without her clothes.

Lin Xiyao's size was exactly the same as Yang Xiaoqing's.After all, their bodies are very similar.

Yang Xiaoqing glanced at Ye Lanfeng inadvertently, and found that his expression was not very good. He seemed to realize something, so she asked: "Afeng, these clothes should belong to Lin Xiyao, right? It doesn't matter, she left anyway, The clothes must have been bought by you, the brand has not been removed, and it will all belong to me in the future."

She was quite open-minded.

Ye Lanfeng remained silent.

After taking a bath, Yang Xiaoqing took the initiative to lie down on the bed.

Ye Lanfeng looked at her in surprise.

Yang Xiaoqing shyly climbed onto his body, and said shyly: "Afeng, I'm already your fiancee, you can do whatever you want tonight."

Smart people naturally understand what she means.

Ye Lanfeng's body froze, and she looked into her eyes: "Aren't you waiting for the wedding night?"

Yang Xiaoqing buried her head into his neck: "I'm yours after all, and it's the same if you want me now. Afeng, I've always guarded my innocence for you..."

She raised her head, and under Ye Lanfeng's deep eyes, she took off the nightgown with trembling hands, there was no clothes under the nightgown...

She untied Ye Lanfeng's nightgown, leaned over, and pressed her hot body against it...

Facing the hot woman, Ye Lanfeng didn't respond at all, his body was a little cold, he hugged her gently, and said softly: "Xiaoqing, let's wait for the wedding night, we..."

Ye Lanfeng's words suddenly stopped.

Because he saw the disheartened Lin Xiyao walking in slowly.

Compared with when she left during the day, her complexion looked even paler, and there was deep sadness in her eyes.

Ye Lanfeng was taken aback. He had never seen her sadness like this before!Did something happen?

He blurted out: "Xi Yao..."

He thought she would never come back.

Yang Xiaoqing was stunned for a moment, and immediately got off Ye Lanfeng's body, put on her nightgown calmly, and looked at Lin Xiyao indifferently.

Ye Lanfeng was still lying on the bed, looking deeply at Lin Xiyao. For a moment, she seemed to have a lot to say, but they were all stuck in her throat, unable to utter a single word.

I saw Lin Xiyao holding a small glass vessel in her hand, which contained something bloody and bloody. She walked in front of them with dull eyes, and handed the glass vessel to Ye Lanfeng: "Ye Lan Feng, this is your son, he has taken shape, you killed him with your own hands!"

Her tone was frighteningly cold, revealing deep hatred.

Yang Xiaoqing looked at the bloody mass of meat, her stomach churns, she retched, almost gagging, she hurriedly looked away, and looked at Ye Lanfeng cautiously with her eyes unexpectedly.

I saw Ye Lanfeng's face was gloomy, and there was a certain emotion in his eyes. She was pregnant, but he didn't know it!
She said he killed his son himself?when did it happen?
He suddenly remembered the heart-piercing scream she made when the taxi door slammed into her lower abdomen in the morning...

Because of this, the child in her belly was killed by him?

Ye Lanfeng's heart suddenly twitched, how could this happen?No wonder there was such deep hatred in her words!
Ye Lanfeng hurriedly sat up from the bed, got out of the bed, wrapped her nightgown, and quickly stepped forward to hug Lin Xiyao, he hugged her tightly, except for the "I'm sorry", he was choked up and couldn't say anything Other words to come.

Seeing her fiancé hugging another woman tightly, Yang Xiaoqing felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't do anything or say anything.

Lin Xiyao pushed Ye Lanfeng away vigorously, stuffed the glassware into his hand, and said bitterly: "Ye Lanfeng, I will never forgive you!"

She turned and walked out.

She came here just to show Ye Lanfeng the child he killed with his own hands.She wanted him to live in guilt for the rest of his life!But, would this cold-blooded and ruthless man really feel guilty?she does not know.There is nowhere to vent the pain in her heart, she hates him, she can't wait to tear him into pieces!
"Xi Yao, don't go!" Ye Lanfeng chased her out regardless of the presence of her fiancée.

Lin Xiyao staggered as she walked up the stairs with weak legs, supported the wall, and walked down slowly, but within a few steps, she staggered and fell down under Ye Lanfeng's eyes ...

Lin Xiyao's illness is very strange. She lies on the bed every day with dull eyes. She eats when she is given food, drinks water when she is given to her, and helps her to sit up. She can maintain the same posture for a whole day, no matter what When people talked to her, she all faced the comer with a silly smile.

Ye Lanfeng was very disturbed, and invited many famous medical experts to see her, but they couldn't find out the cause of the disease. In the end, she only told Ye Lanfeng that she subconsciously escaped from reality because of a major trauma in her heart. a reaction.Her state is not necessarily a bad thing, because she can avoid more accidents—people who are distraught tend to do unexpected things, which is even more dangerous.

Ye Lanfeng invited a more authoritative psychologist to chat with her every day and enlighten her.

But no matter what method was used, a month later, Lin Xiyao's condition still hasn't improved.

Ye Lanfeng's worry and guilt were all seen by Yang Xiaoqing.

Once, she quietly came to Lin Xiyao's side while Ye Lanfeng was not in the ward.

I saw Lin Xiyao lying on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, without moving her eyes, like a demented person.

Yang Xiaoqing approached her and said softly: "Xi Yao, let me walk with you in the garden of the hospital, okay?"

Lin Xiyao just looked at her and smiled.

Yang Xiaoqing helped her up, put a coat on her body, and helped her go out.

It's late autumn, people will feel cold when walking in places where the sun doesn't shine, but once they stand under the sun, they feel warm.

Yang Xiaoqing helped Lin Xiyao walk in the garden of the hospital. The sun was shining on them warmly, making people feel very warm. People who didn't know thought they were a pair of sisters who had a very good relationship, and who would? Thinking that they are actually rivals in love?

Yang Xiaoqing pointed to the flowers, plants and trees in the garden, and said softly: "Xi Yao, look, even though it is already late autumn, autumn in the south is still green everywhere. Everything here is evergreen all the year round, which makes people see I feel very comfortable."

Lin Xiyao only laughed.

Yang Xiaoqing sighed, helped her to sit down on the bench in the garden, and talked with her some irrelevant words.

A little boy who just learned to walk was walking in front of them, and the parents behind him followed him happily. Whenever the little boy was about to fall, the young mother was always surprised and nervous Terrible, the young father immediately comforted her: "Don't worry, children always grow up through stumbles."

What Yang Xiaoqing didn't expect was that when Lin Xiyao watched this scene, tears flowed from her eyes, and the tears rushed down like a flood that burst a bank.

Yang Xiaoqing had no choice but to wipe her with a tissue.

"Xi Yao, I know you are very sad and unwilling to accept such a fact. However, the matter has already happened, and there is no way to change it. For more than a month, A Feng has not been able to eat well or sleep well, and has been living in the In deep pain, these days, he has been with you in the hospital almost every day. Today, the Ye Group has a very important matter that needs to be handled by him personally, so he left. That's why I secretly watched you come. "Yang Xiaoqing smiled wryly.

"Xi Yao, even if it's not for A Feng, you should think about yourself. You escape from reality like this, are you worthy of yourself? Are you worthy of your mother who is hospitalized? I know you hate A Feng very much, and you hate that he didn't talk to you. You mentioned me, right? In fact, it’s not his fault. I insisted on leaving him, which caused him a lot of harm. I think, in his heart, he must hate me very much, so he didn’t want to Mention me in front of anyone, including you. It was very unexpected to come back this time. He actually didn’t know the news that I was coming back. It was my fault. I am also responsible for what happened to you. Xi Yao, I'm sorry. If I don't come back, you must live as well as before. Here, I apologize to you.

But there are some things I have to tell you.Afeng and I have many good memories.Even if you filled his void this year, no matter how hard you try to catch up, you still can't catch up with the wonderful past between me and him.You can't take my place in his heart.You have to accept this reality.In the past, because of my strange temper, I always worried Afeng.do you know?I am not afraid of your jokes, but I am actually a literature lover. My favorite is Sanmao, and I am obsessed with her. My favorite is the poem she wrote called "Olive Tree".I also tried to write a few novels, which were published at my own expense by Afeng, but they couldn't be sold at all. Even if I sold one or two novels, it was the readers who got it wrong.It's funny, right?In order to create and find inspiration, I am willing to experience all kinds of life, so I often go to nightclubs, just to find inspiration in urban men and women.I even wanted to live in the Sahara Desert like Sanmao, so I ran away without hesitation.The year I went abroad, I actually went to the Sahara Desert. If people knew about it, they would call me crazy.Actually, I'm a bit neurotic too, I admit.This year in the Sahara Desert, I suffered a lot, but also broadened my horizons.Over the past year, I have missed Afeng every day, and I was going crazy thinking about him.I originally wanted to stay for two years before coming back, but I was fed up with the torment of longing, so I ran back early and caught Afeng by surprise.In the eyes of others, I am a casual person, but I clean myself.I've been with Afeng for so long, but I'm still innocent, do you believe it?My parents died of illness when I was young, but I have a good vision for life. Afeng and I cherish each other. No matter what others think of me, Afeng doesn't care. He knows me best and cherishes me very much.

Xi Yao, a woman must love herself, if you don't even love yourself, how can you expect others to love you?Do you agree? "

Yang Xiaoqing looked into the distance and quietly told her story. She didn't notice that Lin Xiyao beside her had stopped crying and was quietly listening to her.

"People always have to look forward. Xiyao, I have to say, you are not a self-loving person. In one year, you had two miscarriages for the same man, conceived before marriage, and lived together without marriage. I can't accept it." .Although that man is me and my fiance, I really despise you a little bit. You don’t know how to love yourself. Men are all carnivorous animals, and they are beasts that think with their lower body. Their sweet words can’t be taken too seriously. It’s okay to be touched, don’t take it to your heart. You may not like to hear what I say, but I can’t control my mouth. Xi Yao, I know you are a good girl, and you have suffered a lot for your parents. If We are not standing on the standpoint of love, maybe we will become good friends. Unfortunately, reality is reality.

In the past month, I have been unable to understand Afeng's heart.I don't know if he loves me or you.I was thinking, if it was in ancient times, he would be willing to marry both of us at the same time, and I believe that we can live in peace, right..." Yang Xiaoqing laughed, "Look at me, this neurotic attack again.How is it possible to marry two?This is a crime of bigamy and will be sentenced.I think, if you really love someone, as long as he is happy and happy.I respect A Feng, if he loves you, I will leave.But if he loves me, Xi Yao, can you leave with peace of mind? "

Time seemed to freeze, and everything around was quiet.

After a long time, Yang Xiaoqing stood up and reached out to help Lin Xiyao, only to find that Lin Xiyao's spirit seemed to be much better than before, her dull eyes were gone, and she was looking at Yang Xiaoqing with big eyes blinking.

Yang Xiaoqing couldn't figure out what was going on with her for a moment, and was about to speak when Lin Xiyao said: "Yang Xiaoqing, thank you for talking so much with me."

Yang Xiaoqing was surprised: "You..."

Lin Xiyao smiled: "I'm fine. I'm sorry."

Yang Xiaoqing was stunned for a moment, her love rival is apologizing to her?

"Are you really well?"

Lin Xiyao nodded and stood up.

Yang Xiaoqing immediately put the coat back on her body.

Lin Xiyao was moved in her heart, she is a person who is easily moved.

Due to lying down for too long, her legs were still a little weak, so Yang Xiaoqing helped her back to the ward.

Back in the ward, only to find that Ye Lanfeng was going crazy because of missing Lin Xiyao.When he saw Yang Xiaoqing appearing in front of his eyes with Lin Xiyao supporting her, he was very surprised: these two women are talking and laughing!Not at all like two rivals in love.

He didn't know how to react for a while, and asked after a long time, "Where did you go?"

Yang Xiaoqing gave him a sweet smile: "I will accompany Xi Yao for a walk in the garden. She has been lying in bed for a month, and she must go out to get some air. What do you think, Xi Yao?"

Lin Xiyao's face was still pale, she smiled slightly at Yang Xiaoqing: "Well, thank you, Xiaoqing."

Ye Lanfeng was stunned: "Xi Yao, you..."

"She's fine!" Yang Xiaoqing said, "Okay, I'm tired too, I'm going back."

After she finished speaking, she helped Lin Xiyao to sit up, and then ran away.

Seeing Lin Xiyao return to normal, Ye Lanfeng's eyes turned hot, and he immediately stepped forward to hug her tightly: "Xiyao, that's great..."

This month, he felt that every minute and every second was a kind of torment. Now that it is all right, Xi Yao is fine, what could be more gratifying than this?
Lin Xiyao had no expression on her face, she said: "I'm hungry, can you buy something delicious for me?"

Ye Lanfeng nodded madly: "What do you want to eat?"

"Anything is fine!"

"Okay!" Ye Lanfeng comforted her and left the ward.

But when Ye Lanfeng packed all the food that Lin Xiyao loved to eat, the ward was empty—Lin Xiyao left!

(End of this chapter)