I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 131 Never Happened
Lu Nanxi is very clear about her character, but she can't change it, and she doesn't feel how bad and shameful she is.

She is not the kind of gentle and pleasant person. If a man doesn't like her like this, she is not married yet, and she will never change herself because of him.

She also has unrealistic fantasies, she wants to find her true love, she doesn't want to accept a future marriage, and she doesn't want to suppress her nature for a man who doesn't love her.

A man who really loves her must love even her personality.

The same is true for Wei Ran.

The part with Qi Chengji back then was almost negligible.

At that time, she didn't know what love was like, she just thought Qi Chengji was good, and she liked him in her heart, but this liking hadn't had time to turn into love.

Lu Nanxi didn't really understand how complicated it would be to fall in love, especially the uneasy and painful mood.

That love is not meant to be accepted, it can be accepted.

Wei Ran shook his head, Lu Nanxi didn't know, but she knew.

She could no longer control this feeling.

When she can control it, she doesn't know her own mind.

Once you know it, you can't take it back.

Wei Ran shook his head and said with a wry smile: "It doesn't mean that if you can control it, you can control it? The longer you stay with him, the deeper you will fall."

Lu Nanxi took a mouthful of the refreshing salad, looked at Wei Ran, rolled her eyes, and said, "Since you can't take it anymore, then only the first one is left, let him fall in love with you!"

Suddenly, Lu Nanxi laughed "hehe".

Wei Ran is really envious of her optimistic temperament, no matter how difficult things are, she can laugh wherever she goes.

"According to what you said, he at least likes you, and I think, given how much Wei Ziqi cares about you now, he likes you very much. The distance from love is only a thin line." Lu Nanxi's index finger and middle finger There is a little distance like a grain of rice in the middle.

"On the last day of the military training, I saw it all. He kissed you in front of so many people, didn't he declare his ownership in public? You are the first woman Wei Ziqi cares about so much."

"Although he had many women in the past, he never did this. When my brother was chatting with his friends, I secretly overheard their evaluation of Wei Ziqi, especially what men can talk about when they get together, isn't it just chatting?" woman!"

Lu Nanxi's elder brother, Lu Nangu, was younger than Wei's son Qi, but much older than Lu Nanxi. Wei Ran remembered that he seemed to be five or six years older.

"They said that Wei Ziqi never cared about those women, no matter how those women flirted with men outside, he didn't care, as long as this kind of behavior happened, he would break up immediately, but he never made an oath in public for any woman ownership."

"If those women feel insecure with him, or feel that he doesn't care enough about them, and want to provoke him, I'm sorry, please leave. If you are not satisfied, you can find a man who will satisfy them, Wei Ziqi? serve."

"Even when Ye Nian'an was with him back then, in fact, Ye Nian'an was always clinging to him, and deliberately let out words that the two were in love, and gradually let people listen to this more, and they recognized the two as a couple. Son, but Wei Ziqi has never expressed his opinion."

"My brother said that Yue Luyao also chased after Ye Nian'an at that time, but Wei Ziqi didn't react at all. If you catch up, you two will be together." Lu Nanxi said.

"Thinking about it now, Wei Ziqi is really different to you. Let alone because of you, he chopped off one of Yue Luyao's fingers. At that time, there were people in the school telling you to go to the bar Is it? He personally came forward to solve it for you. "

"Besides, he took the initiative to marry you. At school, he was afraid that some boys would think you were single and chase you, so he stamped you in front of them to keep them away."

Lu Nanxi blinked and blinked, and the more she talked, the more excited she became, her previous solemnity disappeared, and she returned to her usual naughty temper.

"This is to put Wei Ziqi on Wei Ziqi. We can't tell. If this is put on an ordinary man, then he must care about his woman very much and fall in love with her!" Thinking of this possibility, Lu Nanxi's eyes suddenly lit up of light.

"Wei Ran, tell me, is it possible that Wei Ziqi has fallen in love with you, but you just haven't said it all the time. You've been so nervous all the time, and you've lost confidence in facing him. So if he doesn't tell you, you're not sure? "

"How...how is this possible!" Wei Ran shook his head vigorously.

She would have liked to think so, but she dared not.

I'm afraid that if I really think so, if I hold out too much hope, then the injury will be even worse.

"Don't deny it so quickly! Put your mind at ease and think about it." Lu Nanxi said, "Actually, I really think it's very possible!"

"But that's Wei Ziqi! You can also say, we can't say what he thinks. It might make sense to put it on ordinary people, but it might not be on him." Wei Ran shook his head and said.

"So, you have to go back and try!" Lu Nanxi said, "It's up to you to think about the specific method. After all, you are the one who lives with him, and you know him better than me, an outsider."

"I'm terribly afraid of him." Thinking of Wei Ziqi, Lu Nanxi trembled, "I don't even dare to talk to him, let alone know him, or want to recruit him to test him!"

"How to test it, you, a person who knows him, must think about it." Lu Nanxi smirked again "hehe".

She winked at Wei Ran, then leaned over again, "Now you and Wei Ziqi are living in harmony, right?"

Wei Ran blushed and said, "What are you talking about! I haven't settled the score with you yet, what are those tummy's you sent me last time! You said you've never been in a relationship before, Whoever has never seen a man, how can he see something so scary!"

Because of her, Wei Ziqi actually went to buy some of those things.

Lu Nanxi blinked and said, "You don't know! It's because I don't have a man, so I'm curious! I've already thought about it. If I'm really unlucky and can't find a man in the future, I'll find a pleasing love! Anyway, I have to taste what it's like to do that, don't I?"

Being disturbed by Lu Nanxi, Wei Ran almost forgot his depression.

She really didn't doubt that Lu Nanxi would definitely be able to do it. "A man is a lower, half, talking animal, no matter who he is. From what he does, you can tell whether he has feelings for you or not."

"Generally, people who play around talk with their bodies and don't care too much about women. Think about how Wei Ziqi treats you? Besides, if he doesn't love you, he probably won't ask you so often. Save yourself We made great efforts to develop outward.”

"That's why I asked, is your life harmonious?" Lu Nanxi asked again.

Seeing that Wei Ran's face turned redder, Lu Nanxi immediately became interested, "Oh...you are blushing like this, and your life with him must not be in harmony, how many times a day?"

"What are you talking about! I came out to tell you what's on my mind, who talked to you about this!" Wei Ran said roughly with his scalp numb.

"Isn't that what's on your mind?" Lu Nanxi said with a smile, and waved her hands, "Forget it, I'm not kidding you, I really think that if Wei Ziqi doesn't love you, how can he be tied up by the marriage certificate? "

"There's something you don't know." Wei Ran's face darkened, and he said in a low voice.

"What's the matter?" Lu Nanxi asked in surprise.

"The men in the eight major families all have a word that only their wives know. You know about this, right?" Wei Ran said.

"Yes!" Lu Nanxi nodded.

Wei Ran sighed for a long time, and said: "I still don't know Wei Ziqi's character, he never told me. That's why I'm not sure about his intentions."

"Yes, what he did will make people feel that he really cares about me. I'm afraid, that's love. But he never told me his words. I always feel that my wife is probably only temporary. of."

"Sooner or later, he will get divorced, so he didn't tell me, so as not to cause trouble in the future." Wei Ran said, "Because of this, I have been worried, I don't know when we will end."

"Is he always guarding against such a situation, so he didn't tell me the word. Thinking that if he meets someone he likes more, he will break up with me quickly."

"This..." Lu Nanxi also hesitated, she didn't know there was such a thing.

Wei Ran took a deep breath, "Don't think about it, let's take one step at a time!"

She poured herself another glass of wine, Lu Nanxi frowned slightly, and said, "Wei Ran, I think it's up to you. If you really love him, you should work hard to fight for him, lest you two really break up, you Apart from being sad, I also regret what I couldn’t do.”

"Although the Ye family sisters are quite annoying! But the attitude of the two of them is not wrong, it's just the wrong way. But that attitude is worth learning from!"

"In this way, even if the two of you really break up in the future, at least, although you are sad, you will not leave regrets and hate yourself for not doing enough." Lu Nanxi persuaded.

"I know." Wei Ran drank his wine, "I will."

It was already late for the two of them to eat. When Lu Nanxi arrived here, it was already past two o'clock. After the two chatted so much, it was past five o'clock after eating.

Wei Ran didn't notice the passage of time at all. When she was checking out, she accidentally looked at her mobile phone. She said in a low voice, "It's so late! It's the rush hour of traffic, and there's a traffic jam on the road. What should I say when I go home?" It will be more than seven o'clock."

It would be terrible if Wei Ziqi didn't see her when he went back!

Seeing her in such a hurry, Lu Nanxi made fun of her, "Oh, my wife is different, I know you are in a hurry, go back quickly!"

At this time, the car was not very easy to drive, and after finally stopping one, Lu Nanxi gave it to Wei Ran.

Wei Ran was worried, so he said, "Come with me! If you don't mind, you have to stop the car again. I don't know when it will be stopped!"

"Okay!" Lu Nanxi said happily.

The taxi couldn't enter the gate of "No. [-] Courtyard", so it stopped by the side of the road. Before Wei Ran got out of the car, he told Lu Nanxi, "You're home, give me a call."

"Okay, don't worry!" Lu Nanxi waved her hand, and Wei Ran walked back.

Now that the sky was getting dark, when Wei Ran came downstairs, he looked up subconsciously, but frowned and found that there was no light coming through the window.

I don't know if Wei Ziqi didn't come back, or if he came back and didn't turn on the light.

She walked into the building, took the elevator to the door of the house, swiped her thumb on the fingerprint reader, and the door lock opened with a "beep".

When she opened the door, she found that it was pitch black and there was no human voice at all. Wei Ran turned on the light and smelled the aroma of food.

She couldn't help but jump in her heart, could it be Wei Ziqi?

She walked to the dining room and found that there were dishes on the table, the plates were all covered, and a piece of paper was placed on the table.

Wei Ran picked it up and looked, it turned out that it was left by Aunt Zhao.

It meant that she didn't know when she would come back at night, and she didn't receive a notice that she wouldn't be at home for dinner, so she prepared dinner, and when Wei Ran came back, if it was cold, it would be fine to heat it up.

Wei Ran tried the plate and it was still warm, but because she and Lu Nanxi had just finished eating, she was not hungry.

She looked at the dining table disappointedly, thinking it was a surprise from Wei Ziqi.

She shook her head and laughed, "How is it possible, he wouldn't do such a thing. Wei Ran, Wei Ran, don't dream."

She took out her mobile phone to check, it was 45:[-], and Wei Ziqi had never come back so late without saying anything.

In fact, it was rare for him not to come back for dinner after his marriage.

I don't know what he was doing now, Wei Ran really wanted to call him, but then remembered the quarrel between the two during the day.

She was worried that if she called now, Wei Ziqi would feel that she was checking his whereabouts, and would suspect which woman he was with outside, which would make him unhappy.

Wei Ran hesitated, then turned off the screen of the phone again.

She shrank her legs and sat on the sofa in the living room, staring at the watch on the wall.

Seeing the time passing by bit by bit, Wei Ran became more and more restless as it got later and later. She didn't know how many times she picked up her phone and put it down.

When the pointer was about to point to eleven o'clock, there was a "beep" sound when the door opened, Wei Ran stood up abruptly, rushed to the door, and saw Wei Ziqi walking in with a faint smell of alcohol on his body .

She frowned slightly, but quickly let go.

Wei Ziqi sneered mockingly, and walked into the room, "Why, why don't you ask me why I came back so late, did I fool around with some woman again?"

"I really doubt, why didn't you ask He Yuanfang about my whereabouts, and then go find me." Wei Ziqi mocked.

He can bear Wei Ran being jealous, but he can't make her so neurotic.

She is nervous about him, cares about him, and he is happy.

But like today, she couldn't help but go to Ning Wan with a tone of reckoning, interfering in his affairs behind his back, which really annoyed him.

If this continues, she will become a disgusting jealous woman sooner or later.

What business is he doing in the future, as long as he doesn't tell her, will she rush over like this, suspecting that he has found a woman?

In particular, since we got married, except for those things that he deliberately did to make her jealous, he actually did nothing to disrespect her. Where did she get those messy thoughts, thinking that he was looking for women outside? up.

Isn't it obvious what he did?

Going home for dinner on time every day, even when he lived in Wei's house, he never did this.

Moreover, he was lingering with her every day, what did she think of him, how could he have so much energy to go out and find a woman?

Wei Ziqi got angry after thinking about it, and deliberately didn't come back for dinner tonight, and didn't say hello.

He glanced at the plates on the dining table in the restaurant, and the sarcasm at the corner of his mouth became even more serious.

Was she trying to make him feel guilty, or what?

He ran to the bar, but unfortunately no matter how angry he was with her, he would just drink alone.

A woman came up to strike up a conversation, but seeing his sinister and cold face, she didn't dare to pester him anymore.

Smelling the scent of perfume on those women's bodies, I feel sick and want to vomit.

He felt that he was like a monk now, and he didn't know what drug she had given him, so he could no longer be as free and easy as before.

He didn't know whether he was more annoyed with Wei Ran, or more annoyed with the current self.

Originally, he wanted to spend the night outside, but when he finally thought about Wei Ran's uncomfortable face, he came back unconsciously.

But this made him even more annoyed, and he didn't even know what he was annoyed about.

As a result, his attitude became even worse when he came back.

"Have you been drinking?" Wei Ran asked softly.

"Yeah, I want to know where I drank it, who I drank it with, and are there any women?" Wei Ziqi's tone became more sarcastic because of his anger at himself.

"Wei Ziqi, don't say such things, today I..." Wei Ran bit his lip, and said weakly, "I was wrong today, but if you..."

Shaking her head, she gave up and said, "I'll go get you bath water!"

Wei Ziqi grabbed her wrist and refused to let her go, "What do I want?"

"It's nothing." Wei Ran shook his head, and broke away from his hand easily.

When she was walking to the bathroom, she was still thinking that on weekdays, Wei Ziqi would never let go so easily.

He didn't continue to ask, Wei Ran felt even more uncomfortable and worried.

She adjusted the water temperature, and when she came out, Wei Ziqi had already returned to the bedroom.

He threw his coat on the back of the chair and untied his tie.

"Okay." Wei Ran watched his movements and couldn't help breathing.

Wei Ziqi glanced at her, then went into the bathroom without saying a word.

Wei Ran bit her lip and said in a low voice: "Wei Ziqi, you...don't be angry, okay? I did something wrong today, so I shouldn't be so suspicious of you."

She bowed her head and licked.Then he said again: "I don't know what's wrong with me. I know it's really ugly to be suspicious like this, but I can't help it. I..."

"I will restrain myself in the future, so don't be angry, okay? I will never do this again." She lowered her head and murmured softly, "I care too much, more than I imagined. You. If it's someone else, if it's Qi Chengji, I don't care what he did and how many women he brought back!"

Her words made Wei Ziqi's expression relax a lot immediately, and the previous annoyance also faded away.

Thinking of this, Wei Ziqi couldn't help feeling better again.

The way she lowered her head and apologized to him like a child who made a mistake really made him unable to get angry anymore.

"You just apologized verbally, without taking any action?" Wei Ziqi raised his eyebrows and said.

Wei Ran still lowered his head, listening to his voice, he couldn't tell if he was in a better mood now.

Anyway, she would have no face to look at him for the next thing to do.

She raised her hands tremblingly, and Wei Ziqi couldn't help raising his eyebrows to watch, not knowing what she was going to do, but his hands were shaking like this.

She finally grasped his hand with both hands, the force was very light, and it was still shaking violently, full of uncertainty.

Wei Ziqi let her hold hands, and was surprised to find that she grabbed his hands with both hands and approached her.

It was this lack of response that made Wei Ran even more disturbed.

It seemed as if a century had passed, and Wei Ziqi didn't know how he got through it, where did he get so much patience, and made Wei Ran move so slowly.

He was about to say, "Do you want me to touch it or not!"

She gritted her teeth and continued with his hand.

This time, Wei Ziqi was startled.

"You want to leave after making me like this?"

"You... You look so calm, I thought you..." Wei Ran blushed, stuttering and unable to speak.

(End of this chapter)