I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 152 Give up on him so soon (1)
Seeing her crying while hugging him, Wei Ziqi's heart was tangled.

His lower abdomen twitched tightly, thinking that he could save Ning Wan and let her keep the child, but he couldn't protect his own and hurt his own wife.

Wei Ziqi clenched his fists tightly and kept trembling.

His throat was so sore, watching Wei Ran cry and tremble like fallen leaves blown by the wind.

Wei Ziqi slowly stepped forward and sat on the bed.facing her.

He wanted to hug her, but was afraid of touching her.

He didn't forget her resistance to him in the office yesterday.

"Wei Ziqi, I want him...I didn't do it on purpose...I didn't..." Wei Ran blamed himself painfully, "If I had known earlier, if I could have noticed earlier..."

Wei Ziqi sighed, finally hugged her into his arms, and hugged her tightly.

I also want to use this firm strength to give her support and a sense of security.

"I know." Wei Ziqi said softly, but firmly, "It's also the first time for you, and you are so young, and you have so much experience, you didn't expect it. Moreover, even I didn't notice it. It's not just Your responsibility is also mine."

Wei Ran was crying in his arms, longing for the warm and firm feeling in his arms.

But this feeling made her feel like she had betrayed her parents.

Now that she remembered everything, she naturally remembered the tragedy of her parents' death.

She remembered the thick blood on the ground, which looked particularly black on the asphalt road, and she remembered her feelings of helplessness and panic at that time.

Even now she remembered that her mother loved her.

Although my father ruined the family, he never showed up except to ask for money when he went home.

Her classmates looked down on her, but her mother loved her.

She remembered the warm feeling of nestling in her mother's arms when she was afraid on a thunderstorm night. She missed her mother's body fragrance, her smile, and the way her mother measured her with a tape measure and wanted to make clothes for her.

I remember the warm and gentle touch of my mother's hands on her hair and her body.

Maybe it was because she had lost her memory of that time for ten years, and now she suddenly came back.

So she didn't feel strange at all, and her memory was as clear as if it happened yesterday.

Even if the mother was forced to collapse by the father at the last moment, it was for her own good that the mother went crazy.

She thought that if she could choose, she would choose to let her mother live well. Even if her mother ended up in prison or in a mental hospital, she still hoped that her mother would live.

Even though life will become difficult and she will not be able to touch the present life for the rest of her life, she still hopes that her mother can live.

Wei Ran cried more and more, she suddenly pushed Wei Ziqi away.

"You said... is this retribution?" Wei Ran looked at Wei Ziqi through tears in his eyes, it was my mother punishing me.

"You killed her, and I became your wife, slept with you, and did all the intimate things. So, she was punishing my betrayal. God he... for punishment, took us child, is it not?"

Wei Ziqi's body tensed up suddenly, looking at his tense body, it seemed that the tendons and bones in his muscles would snap at any moment.

Wei Ran's tears were swaying in his eyes, and a thick layer of water was cast on his pupils.

She looked at Wei Ziqi, and seemed to see a trace of pain in his eyes.

Wei Ziqi finally let go of his tight lips, and said in a tense voice: "If you want to talk about retribution, it's mine, not yours."

"No, I..." Wei Ran kept shaking his head.

"Xiao Ran." Lin Qiuye's voice came from the door.

She cried out uncertainly, seeing Wei Ran crying like this, but it happened that her son killed her mother again, she didn't know how to deal with herself in front of Wei Ran.

Wei Ran and Wei Ziqi looked at the door together, Lin Qiuye was still following Xiao Lian.

Wei Ran's lips twitched, and he whispered, "Mom."

Seeing Lin Qiuye coming, Wei Ziqi was able to leave with peace of mind to deal with the mess.

He stood up and looked at Wei Ran. He found that he didn't dare to face her now.

Since yesterday, his timidity has made him loathe himself.

"Let's have a good chat. After a miscarriage is the same as after giving birth, you must rest well. Don't move around, let alone run around. Take a good rest here." Wei Ziqi said.

After finishing speaking, he didn't look at Wei Ran's reaction, nor did he wait for her answer.

Wei Ran didn't need to say anything, he knew that Wei Ran would never like his order, let alone answer him.

Wei Ziqi turned and left the ward, Wei Ran looked at his back and found his posture so stiff.

Wei Ziqi left, Lin Qiuye told Xiaolian, "You wait outside now, I will talk to Wei Ran for a while."

"Okay." Xiaolian nodded, and went to sit on the chair opposite the ward.

Lin Qiuye walked in and closed the door of the ward.

"Ziqi...he guarded you all night." Lin Qiuye couldn't help but want to say something nice for his son.

Wei Ran was a little surprised at first, but after thinking about it, he didn't feel it anymore.

It's just that the better Wei Ziqi treats her, the more contradictory she becomes.

"Mom, you... you know, I had a miscarriage." Wei Ran whispered helplessly.

Lin Qiuye nodded with a gloomy face, and she held Wei Ran's hand, "Don't blame yourself for this matter. This kind of accident, if it really happens, it cannot be avoided. Besides, you are so young, how could you think about it? to this matter."

"It's my fault too. I should have told you earlier about some signs to let you understand." Lin Qiuye said, "Xiao Ran, don't think so much, take good care of your body, everything doesn't matter, we can start all over again .”

Lin Qiuye had hope, she hoped that everything could start all over again, not just getting pregnant again, she hoped that Wei Ran could let go of the past and start a new life with Wei Ziqi.

"Mom, I think this is my retribution, I..." Wei Ranhan.Said with tears.

"Don't say that!" Lin Qiuye raised her voice, "Xiao Ran, our family is sorry for you. I know the truth of the matter, but I also help him hide it and never tell you."

"You... also know?" Wei Ran asked tremblingly.

Lin Qiuye sighed, and said in frustration: "Back then, Ziqi suddenly brought a little girl back, can he still hide it from us? He wants us to adopt you, so he must give us a reason?"

Lin Qiuye nodded slowly, "That's right, we all know about this."

"At first, I was kind to you with an apologetic heart, but later, the longer I get along with you, the more I like you, the deeper the relationship, I really treat you like my own daughter." Lin Akiba said with tears in her eyes.

I'm really afraid that this incident will affect her relationship with Wei Ran, making Wei Ran reject her, and even hate her.

"I know." Wei Ran cried and nodded, "I know. If it weren't for you, I don't know what would happen now, but I..."

Similarly, Lin Qiuye understood what Wei Ran hadn't finished saying.

"I understand." She squeezed Wei Ran's hand, "It's just Xiao Ran, you..."

Lin Qiuye hesitated, "Are you still willing to treat me as your mother after you know this?"

Wei Ran was stunned for a moment, and then slowly took Lin Qiuye's hand back, "Mom, if I didn't recognize you, I wouldn't have called your mother just now."

"It's just that I still don't know how to deal with myself and my relationship with Wei Ziqi." Wei Ran said, "I'm in a mess now, and I don't know what to do."

Lin Qiuye nodded and patted her on the shoulder, "But Ziqi is right. You are the same as confinement after giving birth. You can't move around. You hurt your body. You need to rest well. I Ask Xiaolian to come, during the day, I will take care of you here with her, and she will accompany you here at night."

"I think Ziqi will come over at night," Lin Qiuye said.

"Mom, what about your job?" Wei Ran asked.

Lin Qiuye smiled, "I don't have any design drafts to complete right now. Without my supervision at the company, it won't be possible for a while, so don't worry."

"Don't think about those annoying things now." Lin Qiuye said, "It's not too late to think about it after you recover. Even using your brain is a physical effort."

"At that time, if you decide to leave Ziqi, I...we can't stop you." Lin Qiuye said, "But I sincerely hope that you can forgive him."

"He is my son, and I know him better than you. Since I married you, I have seen him change little by little. He is no longer as indifferent to everything as before, as if No heart."

"Now, he's more human, and his heart is softer. Before, he never explained anything. Although it's still difficult for him to take the initiative to explain, at least if you open your mouth, he will consider telling you."

"Yesterday when you were still in a coma, your dad and I came here. We were at the door and watched him sit on the bed. While watching you, it was the first time I saw him so helpless, that back view , doesn’t look like the son I know anymore.”

"His hand touching your cheek was trembling, and he was afraid that you would leave him. He didn't say it, but we could see it. He cares about you more than anyone else."

"He made a mistake at the beginning, but now, he is really good to you." Lin Qiuye took a deep breath tremblingly, and said with a choked voice, "I still hope to see you together and give birth to my grandson .”

"If you can't forgive him for a while, Xiao Ran, I beg you." Lin Qiuye said, "Think more about what I said today, think more about his attitude towards you, and think about his kindness to you. "

"His kindness to you may not be so obvious, but more invisible. But think about it carefully, don't give up on him so quickly." Lin Qiuye was silent for a few seconds, and said uneasily, "If you give up Without him, I don't know what will become of him."

"But I'm sure, he will become scarier than before." Lin Qiuye said.

"Take a good rest and really don't move around. I'm stewing mullet soup at home, let the chef watch the fire, and ask the driver to deliver it at noon." Lin Qiuye said.

At noon, just as Wei Ran finished his soup, Ning Wan came with He Yuanfang.

Because Ning Wan wanted to use the lunch break to visit Wei Ran, and He Yuanfang also wanted to come to visit anyway, so he brought Ning Wan along.

Ning Wan also didn't expect that Wei Ran's child would disappear like this.

Because she is pregnant now and had the experience of almost losing a child, Ning Wan can quite empathize with her.

Ning Wan didn't know how to comfort Wei Ran, so she could only talk to her about other relaxing topics as much as possible to divert Wei Ran's attention.

(End of this chapter)