I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 154 Keeping You Away From Me

But Xiao Lian hadn't entered the door yet, Wei Ziqi was still blocking the door.

"Go back, I'll take care of you at night, come back tomorrow morning." Wei Ziqi ordered.

When Wei Ran heard it, he didn't care about being embarrassed, and immediately stretched his neck and looked towards the door, "Xiao Lian, come in! I need your help if there is anything tonight."

Wei Ziqi raised his eyebrows, seeing that she was finally willing to speak, he turned around and said, "I'm here, I don't need Xiaolian's help."

Wei Ran didn't speak, but blushed, and didn't want to talk to Wei Ziqi, so she said to Xiao Lian: "Xiao Lian, I need you to go to the bathroom at night!"

Wei Ziqi sneered, "You go to the bathroom, and Xiao Lian can't hold you, so I still have to come?"

Wei Ran closed his mouth, his face turned even redder, as if he forgot to breathe.

Although Wei Ziqi was obviously talking to her, Wei Ran just ignored him, lowered his head and said nothing.

How could Wei Ziqi not notice her obvious disregard.

His anger burst out all of a sudden, and he wanted to explode, but he was holding it back.

Because of this, his expression became particularly ugly.

He turned his head and said coldly to Xiao Lian, "Go back!"

Xiao Lian had been scared for a long time, but she didn't want to stay here any longer, so she immediately nodded as if she had been pardoned, "Okay."

After finishing speaking, regardless of whether he was righteous to Wei Ran or not, he walked away.

Wei Ziqi closed the door, turned around and said coldly to Wei Ran: "Are you planning to keep ignoring me and not talking to me?"

Wei Ran didn't dare to look at him, but lowered his head even lower.

Wei Ziqi was really indescribably angry, deep down in his heart, there was still such a trace of grievance.

When Wei Ran had an accident, he was so worried, but she was fine, and now she doesn't even want to talk to him.

Seeing that Wei Ran didn't even like to look at him, and hated him so much, Wei Ziqi pressed his lips tightly and strode forward.

He suddenly reached out and pinched Wei Ran's chin, forcing her to look up at him, "Do you hate me?"

Wei Ran's eye sockets were propped up, and her pupils suddenly dilated. Thinking of this question, her heart tightened.

Does she hate him?

She didn't know, maybe, she didn't hate.

But because of this, she couldn't face him even more.

How could she hate him.

Now, Wei Ran has turned into disgust with himself.

Facing what Wei Ziqi did, she was actually not willing to hate him.

Wei Ziqi pursed his lips tightly and raised her chin even higher, "Look into my eyes and tell me, do you hate me?"

Panic flashed in Wei Ran's eyes, and she struggled to break free, turning her head not to look at him, nor to answer him.

His chin hurt a little from being pinched by him. She struggled to break free just now, and now her chin hurts like it's about to be bruised.

"If you have the ability, you never talk to me." Wei Ziqi said softly.

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked back to the sofa, took the notebook back to his lap, and continued to work.

Wei Ran looked at him heartbroken, as if it was the last time, and then looked away, forcing himself not to look at him again.

She simply lay down and turned her back to Wei Ziqi, so that she wouldn't be unable to control herself to look at him all the time.

But she didn't know that just after she turned over, Wei Ziqi raised his face and looked at her back, his eyes full of nostalgia.

After a while, Wei Ziqi raised his head, turned his stiff neck, pinched the corners of his eyes, pressed his eyelids, put down his notebook temporarily, got up and went to the cabinet to take out a bottle of red wine and a red wine glass.

He bought this as a sidecar on the way home from get off work. He poured himself a small glass of red wine, sat back, and while he was waiting to wake up, he looked at Wei Ran's back unscrupulously.

She turned her back to him motionless, not sure if she was asleep.

After a while, Wei Ran suddenly moved, and then squirmed uncomfortably, her legs under the quilt.leg.Even if it was caught, she didn't dare to curl up, it would squeeze her lower abdomen, making her even more unbearable.

Wei Ran could only turn over and lie on her back, but after a while, she frowned and rubbed harder.

Wei Ziqi frowned and looked at her, not knowing what was wrong with her, and didn't ask, anyway, if he asked, she might not answer him.

After a while, Wei Ran finally couldn't help it, and whispered, "I...I want to go to the toilet..."

Wei Ran's face flushed, and he didn't know whether it was from frustration or embarrassment.

"What did you say? I can't hear you clearly." Wei Ziqi raised his eyebrows high, shook the red wine glass, smelled the smell, and found that he was still awake, so he put the glass down again.

Wei Ziqi carried her into the bathroom, sat her on the toilet, and said, "Put your feet up so they don't touch the floor."

Although Wei Ran didn't talk to him, when he heard his order, he obeyed obediently.

She raised her foot and heard Wei Ziqi say, "Wait a minute."

"Okay? Then get up." Wei Ziqi said deliberately, knowing that she was not finished yet.

Wei Ran didn't want to talk to him, but insisted, "You... go out first."

She can't go on like this, as long as she is with Wei Ziqi, she can't think well.

Therefore, on the night before being discharged from the hospital, she and Wei Ziqi were still the only ones left in the ward.

Wei Ran plucked up his courage and said, "Wei Ziqi, we...I think..."

Her faltering words made Wei Ziqi look at her.

Perhaps sensing some of her thoughts, Wei Ziqi's face became very ugly.

His lips were pursed sternly, and his voice was as tense as a string about to break, "What do you want to say?"

It's rare that she didn't take the initiative to talk to him these days when she had to.

But what she had to say, he instinctively didn't like it.

"Let's be separated for a few days, okay?" Wei Ran said nervously.

"If I'm with you all the time, I won't be able to think about what's going to happen to us in the future." Wei Ran said, "Leave me alone, let me think about it quietly, I need to be quiet, Think about it."

"How many days apart?" Wei Ziqi said, "How many days are you talking about apart?"

As he spoke, he walked slowly in front of her, his steps were slow and graceful like a leopard.

"I...I don't know." Wei Ran shook his head and said frankly, "I think, until I think it through."

"Then how long will you be able to think clearly? A few days, a few months, or a few years?" Wei Ziqi said in a mocking tone, "If you think about it for the rest of your life, what if you can't think clearly? Is it possible that you have to be separated from me for the rest of your life? "

"I... If I really can't figure it out, I won't delay you, we can leave..." Wei Ran didn't finish speaking.

Wei Ziqi suddenly pinched her jaw, causing her upper and lower teeth to separate, making her unable to continue speaking.

"Didn't I say that you are not allowed to say those two words?" Wei Ziqi squinted his eyes and said through gritted teeth.

Wei Ran frowned in pain from being pinched by him, and wanted to continue talking, but Wei Ziqi refused.

He still pinched her chin, not letting her speak.

"If you want to calm down and think clearly, it's not impossible." Wei Ziqi slowed down his tone, as if he suddenly calmed down.

Wei Ran opened his eyes wide in disbelief, Wei Ziqi is not such a talkative person, why is he so easy to discuss today.

"You can go home, I will give you a few days to think carefully." Wei Ziqi said.

Only then did Wei Ran realize that it wasn't that he became more negotiable, he just changed a strategy.

Wei Ran clenched her teeth, resisting the pain and breaking free from his restraint.

"Don't you understand? I just want to be alone, there is no one else, just me. It's not enough for me to be separated from you, I need to be separated from everyone, only me."

"If I go home, my mother will definitely persuade me to forgive you. I can't hate my parents. They didn't apologize to me. On the contrary, they treated me so well. They will always be my parents. If my mother insists on persuading me , I will not be able to think calmly."

"What I need is calmness and freedom from outside interference." Wei Ran said.

When she mentioned going home, she said it so naturally, which made Wei Ziqi somewhat relieved.

Subconsciously, she still regarded the Wei family as the head of the family, and did not completely abandon everything in the Wei family because of what happened back then.

That's why she is in such a dilemma now.

"If you want to be alone, fine, go back to 'No. [-] Courtyard', I will go home to live." Wei Ziqi said.

Wei Ran didn't expect Wei Ziqi to back down to this point.

If it was before, let alone thinking about letting her calm down, he would definitely refuse when she just said it, and make people watch her closely, making her unable to go anywhere.

However, Wei Ran still shook his head and refused.

"'No. [-] Courtyard' has too many memories of the two of us. Even if you are not there, your traces are still there. I see every home, decoration, and every corner, I can think of you and think of us together. Life, how do you let me calm down and think?"

Wei Ziqi's expression sank, "Xiao Ran, don't push yourself too hard."

"I know, if you can promise me to let me live in the 'No. [-] Courtyard', it is already a big concession." Wei Ran said, she shook her head, "But no, it won't help me."

"I just want to think calmly in a place where you won't be there and where I won't be reminded of you. Isn't that okay?" Wei Ran said, "I won't leave for too long, whether I think about it or not, I will return."

"If you haven't figured it out, then what are you going to do when you come back?" Wei Ziqi's lips curled up mockingly, "Divorce me?"

Wei Ran turned his head slightly and did not speak.

She acquiesced.

Wei Ziqi's pupils constricted and sprayed.Zhang, his face suddenly changed into a kind of fury, but he suppressed it.

It's just that self-made face looks more terrifying than rage.

"You don't even need to think about it!" Wei Ziqi said forcefully, "In this life, even if I tie you by my side and make you live like a walking dead, I will not allow you to divorce me!"

"Either, you stay in the 'No. [-] Courtyard' by yourself, and I'll give you two weeks to think it through. Or, you stay here honestly and maintain our original relationship."

"I'll let people watch you, and you don't want to go anywhere." Wei Ziqi said coldly.

"Wei Ziqi, why are you still like this now? I'm not your prisoner! You killed my parents, and then you want to imprison me?" Wei Ran yelled.

Wei Ziqi's body swayed slightly, it wasn't obvious, and it was only a second of fragility, he immediately tightened his fists.

"No matter what I have done before, you just have to remember, I will never let you stay away from me in this life, never will." Wei Ziqi said resolutely.

"I just want to calm down!" Wei Ran protested loudly, almost breaking down.

"Impossible, I only have that proposal, if you don't accept it, don't think about anything else." Wei Ziqi said without giving an inch.

He squeezed her chin again, not as hard as before, but enough to trap her and force her to look at him.

"Xiao Ran, in this life, don't ever think of leaving me for even a day, even if it's only for a second, suppress it immediately. No matter where you go, I can find you." Wei Ziqi Said.

"Remember what I told you?" Wei Ziqi asked softly.

Wei Ran sneered sarcastically, "You have given me so many orders, which one are you referring to?"

"If you run away, I'll break your foot." Wei Ziqi's gaze slowly slid down to her left ankle, "Do you remember? I broke it once."

To this day, she can still remember the pain.

"Don't think that if I treat you well now, you will really make me obey you." Wei Ziqi said coldly, "Is it because I treat you so well now that you forget my temper?" ?”

Wei Ran was stabbed by his words. She never expected him to be obedient to her. For Wei Ziqi, this was never possible.

She also couldn't imagine how he was obedient to her.

Even, she thought a little masochistically, she also liked his occasional domineering temper towards her, which belonged exclusively to Wei Ziqi.

If it changed, then it would not be Wei Ziqi.

She couldn't help wondering if she also fell in love with his awkward temper.

Perhaps, there is no need to be so awkward, as long as there is a little bit of awkwardness.

But Wei Ziqi's words sounded like his kindness to her was just charity, just because he was in a good mood for a while and didn't care much about her.

Everything is just her own sentimentality.

When he's happy, he teases her. If he's not in the mood, she'll learn not to provoke him.

He Yuanfang told her that he was crying, and she couldn't help wondering why he was crying.

Wei Ran bent his knees in pain, and pressed his knees against his chest, but he still couldn't hold down the heart stabbed by him, and his chest throbbed with pain.

The corners of her mouth twisted tremblingly, and she sarcastically said in a low voice: "How dare I forget? You remind me all the time to be cautious and not to push too far. Every time I feel that our relationship is getting closer, you You will remind me that this is just your momentary pleasure. My brain is not broken, and I dare not expect you to be obedient to me until I die."

Wei Ziqi clenched his teeth and narrowed his eyes, "Whatever you say, I'll treat it as your choice."

"What choice did I make?" Wei Ran took a breath and asked sarcastically.

"You choose to stay by my side, even if I have to find someone to watch over you, don't think about it alone." Wei Ziqi said.

Even though he had previously promised to let her stay in "No. [-] Courtyard", he was not at ease, knowing that this was a huge gamble.

As long as she is left alone, in case she thinks about it for the worse, gets more and more entangled, and finally gets into a dead end.

At that time, her heart to leave him will be stronger than now.

It was also easier to run away when she was alone.

Wei Ziqi took a deep breath tensely, and he looked at Wei Ran who was curled up on the hospital bed.

The hospital bed is not spacious, even if Wei Ziqi asked her for the best ward, this bed is much smaller than the one at home.

But she still looked so fragile sitting on the bed.

He thought of the child they had lost.

Before this child, he never thought that he would have a father one day.

He didn't even think about this kind of thing, as if he would never be a father in his life.

Nor could he imagine himself as a father.

But now, he really wants to experience it.

But these days, the only reason she talks to him is because she needs to go to the bathroom.

But today, she took the initiative to talk about topics other than going to the bathroom, but told him that she wanted to leave him.

He doesn't care how long she wants to leave, even if it's just a few days, he won't agree.

What if she suddenly decides that she should leave him during those few days?

He didn't want to take that risk.

Wei Ran lowered his head and said lifelessly: "Since you have already made up your mind, there is nothing to say."

Wei Ziqi watched her lower her head, only showing him a black head, she couldn't see his eyes following closely.

The next day, Wei Ziqi waited until Xiaolian came before he went to work.

Lin Qiuye didn't come because she had to go because the company was temporarily busy, but in the afternoon, she and Wei Ziqi would come to pick Wei Ran out of the hospital.

Lin Qiuye intends to take Wei Ran back to Wei's house, because although she can be discharged from the hospital, her body still needs to be recuperated.

Lin Qiuye had experience in confinement, so she planned to take good care of Wei Ran according to the standard of confinement.

After another two weeks, let her return to "No. [-] Courtyard".

When Xiao Lian came, Wei Ziqi told him not to let Wei Ran out of her sight for a moment. A driver would bring the lunch over at noon, so she didn't need to go out to buy it.

Wei Ziqi didn't explain why, so Xiao Lian felt that Wei Ziqi was too nervous and Wei Ran.

According to Wei Ziqi's instructions, she dared not slack off in the slightest.

It was only in the morning, and Wei Ran was under pressure from Xiao Lian's stare.

Even when Xiaolian went to the bathroom, she had to leave the door open.

Through the door of the bathroom, one could just see the hospital bed, and Xiao Lian could notice Wei Ran's every move.

"Little Lian, you don't need to look at me like a prisoner." Wei Ran finally couldn't help but say.

Xiao Lian also smiled helplessly, and said, "Young Master told me to watch you."

"So, you have been really looking at me!" Wei Ran pointed at his face, "Aren't you tired of watching me for so long?"

Xiao Lian scratched her head, "There's nothing to do anyway, so I don't realize it."

Wei Ran was really dumbfounded by her words, Xiao Lian put on the table the lunch brought by the driver just now, the lunch was made by Wei's cook.

There are many samples, but they are mainly light vegetables and fruits.

Wei Ran looked at it, frowning slightly.

Xiao Lian noticed it and asked, "Miss, what's the matter? Is it not to your liking?"

Wei Ran shook his head and said, "These are good, but I'm tired of eating these two weeks."

"Is that so..." Xiao Lian hesitated and asked, "Miss, what do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat ramen, Lanzhou ramen, it would be even better if it is served with a few skewers of barbecued meat." After speaking, Wei Ran bit his lip and swallowed, it seemed that he really wanted to eat it.

Xiao Lian immediately denied, "No, the doctor and my wife have said that you can't eat spicy food and those greasy things now. Barbecue is dirty and so greasy, you can't eat it. Madam will tell me every day Yes, I can't let you eat."

(End of this chapter)