I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 169 Wei Ziqi, I Love You (2)
The original recording about the cause of Wei Ran's parents' death has been erased, and there is a short blank at the beginning, only the sound of the machine running can be heard.

Slowly, Wei Ran's voice came in.

"I... I'm sorry, I know you will be very angry, but I can't think of anyone else who can help me, I can only find Qi Chengji." Wei Ran said in the recording.

After that, there was another long pause, and she said with difficulty, "Ziqi, when you listen to me now, I hope you have vented your anger and can listen to me calmly."

Wei Ziqi couldn't help but twitched his lips mockingly, she understood his temper quite well.

"The last time I left, it was because of my mother's death. I don't know what to do with you. I'm stuck between your marriage and my mother's death. I don't know what to do. I hope I can figure it out. , find a solution that I can accept.”

"Or, I can free myself from guilt so that I can continue to be with you without being influenced by the past." Wei Ran said, "Unfortunately, I was brought back by you before I could figure it out. "

"It is true that I have reasons for leaving this time, but it is more about our marriage." Wei Ran paused and said, "However, because of this, because I have been working hard for our marriage, So, I suddenly understood."

"I never wanted to leave you, I will try, try hard to forget the past. It is because I never planned to leave you, to break up with you, so I will be entangled, I will be conflicted, and I will be entangled in my mother's Between death and you, I don't know what to do."

"Since I don't want to leave you, there's nothing to worry about. Just because of this incident, I understand. If I really mind that much, I won't be sad because of the twisted relationship between us, I won't Want to try to fight, want to make you understand."

"I can just leave and never see you again." Wei Ran said.

Hearing her words, Wei Ziqi suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed all over.

Great, she said bluntly that she didn't want to leave him.

He thought with peace of mind that he didn't need to worry all the time that she would leave and never come back like he did a while ago.

"So, now there is only one problem left, which is the relationship between us. I have been telling you, but you can't seem to listen. So, I think this time while I am calm, I also hope that you can be well." Think about it."

Wei Ran paused again, and he could hear her voice taking a deep breath, "Wei Ziqi, you are right, I can't be a puppet. This week, I've been holding back so badly that I can't do it for you From."

"Wei Ziqi, it's the first time for you and me to experience marriage. We have no experience, but I know that our current situation is not right. You can't ask me to listen to you in everything. I have my thoughts and my own. Advocacy. You can correct me when I'm wrong."

"But you can't just impose your thoughts on me, like when I say you are wrong, you never listen. I am your wife, not your puppet. I don't know how we developed into As it is now, if you feel worried, lock me up at home and let the bodyguards guard me and watch me."

"To put it bluntly, it's protecting me, but in fact, it's just watching me. It's like...as if I'm an unfaithful wife. Wei Ziqi, I don't think...marriage should be like this. I don't expect you now You can fall in love with me, I don't even know why you married me until now."

"But I think, since you are willing to marry me, you like me more than other women. At least you are willing to spend the rest of your life with me. Wei Ziqi, I...I love you..." Wei Ran hesitated , finally worked up the courage to say.

Speaking to the recorder seems to be easier than talking to him directly.

"Yes, I love you. I have never dared to tell you, because you never said that you love me. At best, you just like me. I have been passive in this marriage. I don't want to be in It also fell short in that regard.”

"Originally, I was bound by you, and I don't have much autonomy. If I let you know that I love you, and I'm getting deeper and deeper, I'm afraid I really don't have any freedom at all. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that the more I Love you more and more, but you always just like me."

"I'm afraid that if I say it, you will care less about me and manipulate me wantonly. So before you occasionally asked me if I fell in love with you, I always didn't say it, because you just like me."

"Wei Ziqi, can you understand? When I get along with you, I have too many uncertainties, and I am afraid of so many things. I am afraid that you don't like me enough. One day you will meet someone, and you will find Your love for her is not the same as liking for me."

"I'm afraid I won't be able to catch you. There are so many temptations outside. There are so many women who seduce you. One day you will get tired of me and lose your freshness, so you will go outside to find excitement."

"I'm afraid that I will love you more and more, lose control more and more, behave more and more abnormally, and finally can't control myself."

"But you have always only liked me."

"I'm ten years younger than you. I don't have as much experience as you, and I'm not as sophisticated as those women you know. I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with your footsteps. I have so many fears, but you seem to never understand. "

"I don't know if you love me or not. I don't know your words. You know all these things and I want to know them, but you never tell me."

"Wei Ziqi, I want to have my own opinion, not when you allow it. I want you to respect me, not to coax me and pamper me when you are happy. When I am not as good as you If you want, you force me to do what you want."

"You want to know all my thoughts, and you want my people to become transparent in front of you. You do whatever you can to make me surrender."

"Wei Ziqi, the marriage I want is not like this. I want a husband who loves me, loves me, pampers me, and respects me. If he has something on his mind, he can tell me. If he doesn't want to, then I'm not going to push him. In the same way, I want him to treat me like this."

"I want to feel safe enough not to worry that he will leave me at any moment. I want him to treat me like a wife, not like a pet."

"I think I can do whatever I want in front of him, expressing the truest me, and don't need to be cautious, watching his face at any time. If his face is a little bad, I'm afraid that he will be unhappy, just like that, I don't know what I am What did you do wrong?"

"Wei Ziqi, maybe you say that I have never experienced marriage, I don't know what a real marriage looks like, maybe these are just my best dreams, maybe no one's marriage can be so perfect. But at least, everyone We are all working in this direction.”

"I don't ask us to do it all, I just hope we can work hard together. Wei Ziqi, can you understand? Please give me time, and give yourself time to think, don't treat me like a runaway Take it back like a slave."

"I hope that when you came to me, you already understood. I don't ask you to tell me that you love me in such a short time, but at least I hope you can take me seriously. "

Wei Ran paused again, and said softly in her slow tone: "I'm following Qi Chengji, even if I don't tell you, the bodyguard will tell you. His goal is big, you can easily find me .”

Wei Ziqi smiled slightly. Her last words were telling him that she would not really leave him, and that she was where he could always find her.

That's why she followed Qi Chengji instead of sneaking away by herself, nor asking other people for help.

Because Qi Chengji's goal is too big, and he has been paying attention to Qi Chengji's every move.

As long as he wanted to find her, he would be able to find her right away, instead of destroying the whole Baishi like last time.

As long as he wants to understand, he can go to her anytime.

"Hehehehe..." Wei Ziqi laughed lightly, "Xiao Ran, Xiao Ran, you dropped such a big bomb on me before you left."

He didn't expect that Wei Ran could summon up the courage to tell him directly.

The shock was like a bomb, it exploded in his mind, causing huge waves that made his body unable to bear it.

After the shock, Wei Ziqi felt an unprecedented joy, and the trembling of joy rushed from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, making his whole body shattered.

The previous anger disappeared without a trace, and he even forgot how he felt when he was angry just now.

This joy is no less than the peace of mind brought by the day he and Wei Ran obtained the certificate and completely tied her by his side.

Wei Ziqi glanced at the mess in the room, and didn't take it seriously at all. Instead, he felt as if he had fallen into a fairyland, feeling extraordinarily comfortable.

He raised his head, leaned the back of his head on the back of the sofa, and stretched his arms to the sides, resting on the back of the sofa, feeling extremely relaxed.

"Hahahahaha..."

When He Yuanfang received a call from Wei Ziqi, he hurried over with his notebook.

In fact, it was also a long time since Wei Ziqi learned that Wei Ran had left.

According to the bodyguard, Wei Ziqi smashed things angrily.

Even He Yuanfang has been with Wei Ziqi for so many years, but he has never seen him smash anything in anger.

After the bodyguard reported the matter to him, he has been waiting for Wei Ziqi's order.

But he never received any notice from Wei Ziqi, so he could only keep his hands empty and wait for Wei Ziqi's order attentively.

Finally, Wei Ziqi asked him to come to "No. [-] Courtyard", but as soon as he entered the door, the scene in front of him seemed to have just been hit by a typhoon.

His astonishment hadn't subsided, and before he had time to calm down, there was another series of loud laughter suddenly.

Hearing this voice, it sounded like Wei Ziqi's.

He Yuanfang blinked. He followed Wei Ziqi since he was a child. From school to work, he had never heard Wei Ziqi laugh.

Even when he was with Cen Manrong at that time, Wei Ziqi had acted very happy, but his smile was still restrained, and it was only warmer than when he sneered.

Wei Ziqi's mood has never shown much ups and downs, no matter anger or joy.

Before, seeing Wei Ziqi's changes because of accidents, he was very happy with Wei Ziqi. He felt that the former Wei Ziqi had returned, and more than that, he always felt that Wei Ziqi was more beautiful than when he was with Cen Manrong Be happier.

But today, hearing Wei Ziqi's laughter, He Yuanfang suddenly felt that his previous thoughts were still too conservative.

He walked in uncertainly, and when he reached the door of the living room, he saw Wei Ziqi laughing with his head up.

If he hadn't heard Wei Ziqi's laughter before, He Yuanfang would really think he was dazzled.

He stood at the door of the living room, opened his mouth in surprise, and stared at Wei Ziqi's face without blinking.

Wei Ziqi's laughter faded away, but he still raised his head with a smile on his face.

(End of this chapter)