I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 197: How Much Do You Drive? (2)
Wei Ran took a deep breath, and when he let out the breath, he trembled violently due to the tightening of his heart.

Wei Ran took a deep breath before saying, "I'm here."

"Xiao Ran, what's wrong with you?" Qi Chengji asked, her voice was wrong.

Wei Ran shook his head first, before realizing that something was wrong, Qi Chengji couldn't see it.

So, she said: "It's okay. In fact, Chengji, no one can say anything about life. This is not a well-written script, and it won't follow your plan, will it?"

"Even if Wei Ziqi didn't destroy it at that time, who can guarantee that we are still together now? After all, at that time, we didn't have a deep relationship. What we like about each other is only the impression that the other party gave us. Among them, we must be the other party. beautify."

"When we start dating and get to know each other, we may also discover many shortcomings in each other, and discover the differences in each other's personalities. Then, quarrels, breakups, and goodbyes are also embarrassing, and maybe even friends can't do it."

Just as Qi Chengji opened his mouth to refute, Wei Ran acted as if he had figured it out, and said, "Okay, even if you say it, these are all hypotheses, maybe the two of us are suitable for each other and fall in love with each other."

"There will also be small disputes between couples, but they will always get along well with each other. These small frictions will not only not affect our relationship, but will even make us love each other more and more, and we can't do without each other."

"If this is the case, then let's talk about reality. You said that Wei Ziqi told your parents about the two of us, which caused them to break us up. But if your parents don't mind our relationship Things, even support us, who can break it up?"

"At the beginning, even if Wei Ziqi didn't tell the truth, can we still hide it from them for the rest of our life? We have to be sneaky all the time? There is no impenetrable wall in the world, and the school is full of people talking. No matter how well the two of us can hide it, There will also be some movements, some glances that give away the relationship."

"Sooner or later, the matter will reach your parents. Even if there is no Wei Ziqi, in my capacity, they will not agree." Wei Ran said.

"Besides, your father asked Qi Chengzhi to take care of the matter of sending you to the United States. This was done before Wei Ziqi went to your house."

"What does this mean? It means that sooner or later you will be sent to the United States." Wei Ran said. "At that time, we still have to separate. Who knows what will happen after we separate?"

"There are never many long-distance relationships with good results, right?" Wei Ran analyzed with him in an orderly manner.

She didn't believe that with Qi Chengji's brain, he couldn't think of this level, he just didn't want to think about it.

"Even if you don't go to America. You told me about Wei Ziqi and Cen Manrong. How much better do you think we are than them?" Wei Ran said slowly, only hoping that Qi Chengji could listen to his own words , let him stop being stubborn.

"Even Wei Ziqi couldn't resist, Cen Manrong finally married someone else, do you think we can?" Wei Ran said.

"Yes!" Qi Chengji said stubbornly, fearing that Wei Ran would not believe him, he also raised his voice in order to strengthen his point of view.

A slightly piercing sound came through the phone, irritating Wei Ran's eardrums, as if they were about to penetrate, making her eardrums ache.

"Xiao Ran, you are not Cen Manrong, you are much stronger than her!" Qi Chengji said, "No one can force you to change what you decide. She dare not resist the family, but you dare."

"Emotions are a matter between two people. Even if Wei Ziqi is determined, but Cen Manrong is weak, things won't work out. But we are different. As long as you really like me, you won't give in, will you?" Qi Chengji spoke firmly He said that he really believed in her strength.

is it?

Until then, Wei Ran doesn't even know what he will do.

But she knew that she would definitely find that she liked Qi Chengji, but didn't love him.

Without this love, she probably wouldn't have fought for him.

"Chengji, it's impossible. Even if it's a hypothesis, you know what the result will be." Wei Ran whispered, she opened her mouth, but she didn't know how to speak to him.

Wei Ran licked it.Lips, swallowed again with difficulty, and said: "Chengji, you are so smart, you can think of anything I can think of, and you can think of things I can't think of."

"Actually, I don't need to tell you these words at all. You can think of it, but you don't want to think about it." Wei Ran said, "And, I'm sure now, even if there was no Wei Ziqi at that time, we... It’s impossible to go to the end.”

"Are you talking about my family's obstruction? Xiao Ran, those are not problems, I will solve them!" Qi Chengji said eagerly.

"No, I mean, even if there are no obstacles, the two of us... probably won't make it to the end." Wei Ran said, "Chengji, I liked you at the time, but it's not love. It's just green I like it ignorantly."

"At that time, I didn't know what love was like, I didn't experience it, and I didn't know how to judge it." Wei Ran said, "Now I know that my liking for you was a kind of appreciation, but not like."

"Even if we were together at that time, I would understand sooner or later. After all, we can't make it to the end." Wei Ran sighed heavily.

"Then who do you love, Wei Ziqi?" Qi Chengji asked almost desperately.

He has always been so persistent, he has never seen other aspects, he just blindly told himself that it was Wei Ziqi who broke them up, without Wei Ziqi, he and Wei Ran would be together happily.

He has been immersed in this emotion all the time, and it is impossible not to see or admit his relationship with Wei Ran.

Even if he knew Wei Ran's feelings for Wei Ziqi in his heart, he would rather pretend not to know.

In fact, he knew very well in his heart that if Wei Ran didn't love Wei Ziqi, he wouldn't be sad because of Cen Manrong at all.

With Wei Ran's personality, he would just laugh it off, and simply hand Wei Ziqi a divorce application.

It's because she loves Wei Ziqi, so even so, she still has to go back to Wei Ziqi and turn a blind eye to his efforts.

He knew all this, but he refused to admit it.

He felt that once he admitted it, there was really no hope.

Wei Ran took a trembling breath, sighed, and said, "Yes, I love him."

"Even if he didn't stop us at the beginning, Chengji, we still won't be together, because one day I will understand that I am not in love with you, but in admiration. For him, if he doesn't provoke me, I may not be together for the rest of my life. I don't even know, I love him."

The corner of Wei Ran's lips tugged slightly, "But no matter what, it's impossible for both of us."

"Xiaoran, how can you be sure that appreciation won't turn into love?" Qi Chengji asked hoarsely.

"I don't know about others." Wei Ran said softly, "But I know about my own affairs."

With such a sentence, Qi Chengji was speechless.

You are not me, how can you know what I am thinking?
"Chengji, I really don't want to see you continue to be so persistent and tie yourself up." Wei Ran said, "I want to see you free, and I want to see you pursue your own happiness."

"Chengji, in my heart, you are still the sunny boy in the past, gentle and clear. Whenever I think of you in the past, the memory is always so vivid."

"I still remember you calling me at school, I turned my head to see you coming, the sunshine behind you is so beautiful, and your smile is so beautiful. Your face, your outline, are covered with a layer of light gold sunshine."

"The you at that time seemed to represent the sunshine." Wei Ran also followed her own memories and walked back to the original situation, her expression became softer.

"Chengji, I really don't want you to change, I don't want you to suffer, I don't want you to restrict yourself so much. That sunny boy should be gentle and happy." Wei Ran said softly.

"Staying by his side will be very comfortable and at ease, like basking in the afternoon sun, and my heart will be extraordinarily peaceful." Wei Ran's eyes filled with tears unconsciously, "Chengji, isn't that bad? "

"Xiao Ran, it's easy for you to say." Qi Chengji smiled wryly, "Don't say I can't go back to the past, can you? Can you say that you haven't changed at all?"

"Yeah, now that we've all grown up, we all have to shoulder various things." Wei Ran sighed, "But at least, don't add extra burdens to yourself. Chengji, I hope you can learn Let it go slowly."

"To Wei Ziqi, and to me." Wei Ran said, "It may be selfish to say so, but Chengji, I also need freedom, and I need you to let me be free. You will always remind me of our past."

"And I can't forget what I owe you. To me, I'm afraid it's a lifetime burden." Wei Ran clutched her chest, and her chest ached again.

"Seungji, because of my debt to you, I can't be free, but I hope you can be free. If you get better, then I can feel a little more comfortable in my heart, and I won't be so uncomfortable. Because I know, at least you are living well It is." Wei Ran said.

On the phone, she heard Qi Chengji take a heavy breath.

Immediately afterwards, I heard his hoarse voice, "Xiao Ran, you said that you want me to be free and happy. But do you know, is freedom what I want? Without you, I will not be happy. I like you, It's also my freedom."

"If what you mean by freedom is to let me leave you and choose someone else, then I'd rather be bound. Xiaoran, these are what I'm willing to do." Qi Chengji said hoarsely.

"Xiao Ran, I'm also selfish, and I don't want to let go." Qi Chengji said, "After letting go, I really have nothing. Or, think about it this way. If Wei Ziqi asks you to let him go, you can let him go ?"

"But you still hate him, you can't let go of me, and you can't let go of the past either." Wei Ran whispered.

"Heh!" Qi Chengji chuckled, "After all, you are still worried about Wei Ziqi, right?"

Wei Ran didn't speak, she hoped that Qi Chengji could be persuaded by her, but she also knew that this could not be done once or twice.

"Don't worry, my thoughts are really simple, but I just want to stimulate him and make him feel uncomfortable." Qi Chengji smiled lightly, "It won't really hurt him."

"Don't forget who he is. Even if I think about it, I have to think about the Qi family. The family will not allow me to mess around and let the Wei and Qi families fight against each other." Qi Chengji said.

These words can be regarded as a reassurance to Wei Ran.

That's right, how could she forget that no matter how much Qi Chengji hates Wei Ziqi, there is still a family behind him restricting him!

"Xiao Ran, you haven't answered me yet, do you want to be my girlfriend?" Qi Chengji returned to the original question.

Wei Ran frowned, thinking that Qi Chengji would be able to forget about it if the topic was off topic.

(End of this chapter)