Rebirth of Fengmou

Chapter 140.pain
In order not to lose energy the next day, she quickly closed her eyes and tried to sleep, but her eyes were closed, but her thoughts became clearer, she couldn't fall asleep at all!

The whole body was in pain, and it was difficult to even turn over. She simply opened her eyes and crawled up enduring the pain.

He found a cloak and put it on casually, then dragged Lao Gao's swollen legs and blistered arms to the Changyan Pavilion.

She really didn't want to believe in some things without seeing them with her own eyes, and she didn't want to give up.

When he walked to the Changyan Pavilion, he saw Yaya guarding the door. She stood upright with no expression on her face, and stood outside the door without looking sideways.

Du Lanyan stopped and stood there for a while, and when she picked up her steps again, she turned around and went back to the dormitory instead of moving forward.

Yaya and Sufei are not on good terms, it is impossible for Yaya to keep vigil for her, unless it is true as those maids said, Feng Yichen lives here, so Yaya will keep vigil here.

Du Lanyan walked step by step, every step she took, she only felt that the wound on her body was more painful, and her heart felt like being stabbed by a sharp knife. She thought that she would no longer have tears, but the tears flowed out unsatisfactorily.

She hurts, really hurts.

How can a person be changed so much in just one day?

Aunt Li once said that Feng Yichen was not close to women, and she was his first woman, but now, could it be that he has tasted the taste of love between a man and a woman, and it is out of control?Or to demonstrate to her: what she doesn't cherish, others are scrambling to get it, he doesn't have to be her!
Du Lanyan caressed the wounds on her legs and hands, and looked up at the bright moon in the sky. The moon is very bright tonight. She sat on a step with a pillar beside her. Leaning on the pillar, she held her heart empty.

Although Feng Yichen was kind to her, he never said that he liked him. She was grateful for Feng Yichen's kindness, but she always kept guard against him, until his identity was exposed, until he tried everything he could rather than get hurt. When the emperor wanted to make her a concubine and give her an official title, she suddenly realized that she had no intentions for him.

Human hearts are fleshy. There is such a man who thinks of you wholeheartedly and pays for you. It would be a lie to say that he is not moved, but when she knows what she wants, it will be too late.

He was no longer nice to her, no longer said sweet words to her, no longer held her in his arms, no longer looked at her with doting eyes, until this moment, she suddenly realized that she was more than just to him It's just a heartbeat, but at some point, this man has penetrated into her heart, and she usually enjoys his contribution with peace of mind, without realizing it, until now she understands what she wants, but it's too late.

Now that I think about it, it turned out that what I said to Bi Tao was true. Ever since Feng Yichen rescued her in distress that night in Bird Clothes Lane, and sat with her until dawn, his deep and narrow eyes were deeply impressed. Into her mind, her heart.

That's why she was able to recognize him at first glance when she first saw him who had never been masked, and was able to forgive him so easily for cutting off her last hope.

It's just that it's too late to understand all this now, he is still having fun every night, but she can only languish alone.

Du Lanyan reached out to wipe away her tears, stood up slowly while supporting the pillar, and limped towards the residence.

She is an unlucky person. She knew it earlier and said that as long as the vengeance is avenged in this life, she will give up her life and go to Huangquan to reunite with her family. But people are greedy, and she greedily wants a love. , a piece of happiness.

But, in the end, what she wanted still passed her by. In this life, apart from the accident that revenge can support her to live hard, she dare not ask for anything else.

Taking a deep breath, she returned to her dormitory. From now on, she wants to live a good life. Everything about Feng Yichen has nothing to do with her. She only has one goal, which is revenge!

Thinking like this, I felt that my heart was also firm. I took off my cloak and cleared my mind. When I had nothing to think about, I felt sore and weak. After a while, I fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep well.

At dawn, I woke up spontaneously. There was pain everywhere in my body. The bones seemed to be falling apart, especially the thighs, which were slightly swollen, and the blisters on the arms were accidentally broken while sleeping. , not to mention the burning pain, the skin also has a faint tendency to fester.

It seems that I have to go to Lingyun to get some medicine later, otherwise this arm will really be useless.

Lying on the bed for a long time, Du Lanyan slowly got up until the pain in her body was relieved a little, but she felt dizzy, she just stood up and fell back on the bed, she shook her head, sat for a while before forcing herself to fight Mentally dress and wash.

I found wider clothes to cover my swollen legs, and put on clothes with wide sleeves to cover my arms. After everything was ready, I went out to the kitchen. Because I was inconvenient to move, I waited for water to go to Cuizhuju At that time, Qing Li had already finished washing, and when she saw that she was bringing water, she quickly asked someone to take it, so she wanted to pull Du Lanyan to pretend to comfort her.

Du Lanyan had an insight into the opportunity, stepped aside without any trace, and said, "Forgive me, Concubine Qing, this servant got up late this morning, that's why I came late, please punish Concubine Qing."

Seeing Du Lanyan's pitiful and alienated look, Qing Li was secretly proud of herself, but still remembering Han Ruxue's words, she hid her pride, pretended to be sympathetic, stepped forward and took Du Lanyan's hand and said: " Elder sister, don’t talk like this, I am a concubine’s room, my elder sister’s main room, it’s really frustrating for my elder sister to serve this slave, come and sit down and have breakfast together.”

Pulling Du Lanyan to sit down, Qing Li ordered the other maids to go to the kitchen to serve breakfast, only the two of them, but she ordered more than a dozen dishes.

"I'm sorry, Concubine Qing, this is what I should do to spread the breakfast. The prince has specially ordered not to give it to others." Du Lanyan stood up at once and saluted her, enduring the severe pain in her leg , went out the door as fast as possible.

Not far away, they met Sufei and Feng Yichen head on.

Du Lanyan immediately stood with her head down, stood aside, saluted the two, and walked towards the kitchen again when she saw them walking by.

She knew that Qing Li was restless and kind, if she really sat there and had breakfast with her, she was afraid that after Feng Yichen left, there would be nothing good for her.

Fortunately, she is smart. Firstly, she really doesn't want to be at the same table with Qing Li. Secondly, because of her different identities, she doesn't want to invite people to gossip, and she doesn't want Feng Yichen to make things difficult for her. The third point is the ten or so she ordered just now. Most of the dishes are Feng Yichen's favorite flavors. From this point of view, she must know that Feng Yichen will come to Cuizhuju to have breakfast with her, so Du Lanyan is determined to go to the kitchen to serve breakfast.

(End of this chapter)