Rebirth of Fengmou

Chapter 206.Feng Yichen's explanation

Because that time, she saw her own heart clearly, and knew that she liked Feng Yichen. She was living in pain and entanglement, and her absent-mindedness hurt herself. She didn't blame Feng Yichen, but told herself to be strong.

Until later, she was kidnapped, because she misunderstood that he did not go to rescue her, which made her feel cold, but when she came back, she heard that she was going to marry Lingyun, which wiped out the little expectation she had left, and made her accept her fate. I know that I am not worthy of loving, nor worthy of being loved.

He never said what was on his mind, she relied on guessing to paralyze her own life, she was really tired, in fact, sometimes she really wanted to ask him if he had himself in his heart, but she didn't dare, as if she knew If you don't know the answer, you still have to ask the previous question without giving up. In the end, you will only hurt yourself more.

Just like now, he is explaining to her, but she can't feel the slightest bit of sweetness. Sometimes the damage is done, even if you put honey on it, it won't be sweet.

Even if it is for her own good to raise Sufei as a side concubine, what about consummating the marriage with her?Even if she disappeared and he didn't know her whereabouts, what about marrying Lingyun?He was always giving her sweet dates while hurting her. She didn't want it anymore, she couldn't bear it anymore.

"I know all this, you don't need to explain to me, I don't blame you, I know you are doing it for my own good." Du Lanyan looked considerate, but Feng Yichen frowned even tighter, he didn't want her In this way, he would rather she lose her temper and yell at him than be so calm.

It's because you don't care enough and don't care enough that you can say and do empathetic things like this.

He was anxious, looking at Du Lanyan's expressionless face, but he couldn't get angry. She was kidnapped for a few days, but he couldn't save her in time. She must have been so helpless and desperate at that time. It was his fault. She blamed him, and she should.

When Yunqian came today, he just told him what happened a few days ago, and he immediately ordered Yunqian to check whether someone came to deliver a letter at that time. He came in the direction, but he didn't see Du Lanyan in the yard when he came. The maid said she had gone to the backyard, so he came here and saw Du Lanyan inside, so he couldn't go in and disturb him, so he waited outside the house for two full hours.

On the day he married Lingyun, she entered the palace in a hurry. He knew it, but at that time Lingyun was seriously injured, and he couldn't leave at all. Even if he sent Yunqian to guard the palace gate day and night, he also ordered the palace guards People, can't let her suffer the slightest harm.

Later, he wanted to go to the palace to look for her, but when he heard the news from the people in the palace that she was angry, he thought to wait two days before looking for her, but he didn't expect that she had left the palace.

Today, he made up his mind to make it clear to Du Lanyan and explain everything to her, but after some explanations, facing her indifferent expression, he felt that all explanations were so powerless.

He suddenly didn't know what to say. He took Du Lanyan's hand and grasped it tightly. He had a feeling of worrying about gains and losses, just like now, she was standing in front of her, and he was holding her hand, but felt She was so far away from him that even if he ran non-stop day and night, he still couldn't get to her side.

The two remained silent for a while, Du Lanyan's legs slowly started to feel. Seeing that it was getting late, she wanted to go back, but just as she was about to take a step, Feng Yichen spoke again.

"How can I get close to you, how can I let you know my heart?" He said and took two steps forward, very close to Du Lanyan, Du Lanyan subconsciously wanted to take two steps back, but he didn't follow. Her intention was to wrap her arms around her waist and hold her tightly in her arms, not to move.

"What are you doing?" Du Lanyan frowned, struggling slightly.

In fact, she is a person who is easily moved. Feng Yichen once settled in her heart with such a heroic attitude. Even if he has done thousands of wrong things, she can't feel hatred for him, at most she is indifferent A little bit, just a feeling of closure.

He set up a mourning hall for her family, and she was very moved and grateful to him, but after so many things, she could do nothing and give nothing except being moved and grateful.

He is such an excellent man, with an incomparably rich family background and a noble status. Now she is not worthy of him, and she dare not expect happiness that she shouldn't have.

Extravagant desires will only turn into moths to the flame, and will only lead to self-destruction. This kind of demise is still the demise of body and mind.

Feng Yichen didn't answer her, but just looked at her.

Du Lanyan gave up struggling, she really wanted to get angry, what did he say?How can I get close to her?How can I let her know his mind?

She should have asked him these words, but she finally endured it and talked about another matter in this posture.

"You once said that you would let all the forces in the Fengfu be used by me to avenge me. Is that still true?" She looked at him expectantly, her hands clenched into fists because of nervousness.

No matter what he is like, she doesn't bother to guess him, what she wants to do now is revenge, and for revenge, use everything she can!

"Of course it counts, didn't I already give it to you?" Feng Yichen was dissatisfied with her changing the subject, but still answered her patiently.

"Give it to me?" Du Lanyan was a little confused, what did he give her, and when did he give it to her?

"Yunqian and Yaya, Yunqian can mobilize the power of Yunmen at will, while Yaya can use all the power of Fengfu. With the two of them around, there is basically nothing that cannot be done." Feng Yichen replied But Du Lanyan was depressed.

Last time he said that he would give her power, and the next day he took him to find Yunqian, saying that Yunqian would protect her in the future, and Yaya would be her personal maid. She never knew that these two people With such a pivotal role in Fengfu, she thought that one of them was really a maid and the other was really just protecting her.

Therefore, she seldom ordered them to do things. If there was anything important, she would do it by herself. Now that I think about it, she was so stupid to set aside resources for nothing!
No wonder Yaya is so powerful, she can find out about Ju'er's affairs so clearly with just a few simple descriptions. From this point of view, there are quite a few of them in the palace!

"Even if there is something that the two of them can't handle, you can still come to me." Feng Yichen added again, not in a confident tone, but rather as a matter of course.

He didn't feel how powerful he was, but so far, there was nothing he couldn't handle. If it was Du Lanyan's matter, no matter how difficult it was, he would find a way to handle it!

"I do have one thing, neither of them is capable of handling it, only you can." Du Lanyan followed his words and said.

(End of this chapter)