Traversing the pastoral life of the lady

Chapter 182
Qinghua also stood up and grabbed Ying Ya'er who wanted to run away, hugged Ying Ya'er into her arms and looked at Ying Ya'er with a smile, "Ya'er, don't rush to leave, if you want to leave, you have to realize that you are in the end." It’s never too late to go where the mistake is.”

"I said I was right, why should I admit my mistake, and why are you doing this, let me go." Ying Ya'er said with a blushing face. "If others see it like this, they will spread the word, and my reputation will be even worse, and maybe it will affect you." Ying Ya'er paused and continued, "If it affects You and I have committed a great crime, you can't let you not marry your husband just because of me, I will definitely feel guilty in my heart, after all, you are such a good person, I don't want to let myself hurt you. "

"Oh." Qinghua raised her slightly sad voice on purpose, "So Ya'er is afraid that others will see you with me, does Ya'er think I'm not good enough for you?"

Ying Ya'er shook her head hastily, and explained stutteringly, "No, you are not worthy of me, I, I am afraid that they will misunderstand the relationship between the two of us, so it will be difficult for you to find a husband?"

"Misunderstanding? It's hard for me to find a husband?" Qinghua murmured, looking at Ying Ya'er with a smile that was not a smile, a trace of pain flashed quickly in her eyes, and asked Ying Ya'er, "You really don't intend to?" An excuse to marry me? Do I really suck in your eyes? Or do you really think I'm not good enough for you?"

"You're not bad, you're really not bad." Ying Ya'er lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Qinghua, and she defended softly, "You, you are so good, if you say you're not good enough, it's just that I'm not good enough for you .”

After speaking, Ying Ya'er looked up at Qinghua, and found a trace of pain flashing in her eyes. He knew that his words had hurt Qinghua, and his eyes were a little dodgy and he didn't dare to look at Qinghua. Bringing endless pain, it's better to make it clear now, he took a deep breath, suppressing the turbulent emotions in his heart, unwilling to be obedient and separate.

When her heart calmed down a bit, Ying Ya'er looked up at Qinghua who was not much taller than herself, clenched her hands into fists and put them in her sleeves, preventing Qinghua from seeing her body movements, and said to Qinghua against her will, "You Don’t look at me like that, what I’m saying is the truth, you’ve helped me a lot, I know and I’m grateful for that, but you’re from a wealthy family, and I’m just a person who doesn’t even have a family. For me, the gap between you and me is really too big, the wrong door is a gap between us, the two of us can't boast about it, since it is impossible for us to be together, what is the difference between the two of us? Being entangled together for no apparent reason makes people laugh, it's better to get away as soon as possible, you pass your Yangguan road, I walk my single-plank bridge." Ying Ya'er pushed Qinghua away after speaking, and squatted on the ground , buried his head in his knees.

"Ya'er" Qinghua also squatted on the ground and shouted sadly, "Ya'er, you don't know how much my heart hurts when you talk like that. You clearly have me in your heart, but why don't you dare to admit it? Is it because I'm afraid of those rumors? If that's the case, I have nothing to say, and I'm not a wealthy family, I'm just a hunter."

Seeing Ying Ya'er ignoring herself, Qinghua looked suspiciously at Ying Ya'er whose shoulders were twitching, Qinghua lifted Ying Ya'er's head out of her knees with her hands and looked directly at herself, "Why are you crying? Because I said something against my will?"

Ying Ya'er wiped away her tears with her hand, and said angrily, "That's not true, didn't you see it? I was crying tears of joy."

"What Ya'er says is whatever, but it's better to wipe your face clean first, otherwise people will think it's someone's little cat when they see it."

"Who is the little cat, don't talk nonsense."

Ying Ya'er looked at Qinghua with a serious look wiping away her tears, her voice stopped abruptly, and her face blushed again.

After Qinghua wiped it off carefully, she found that Ying Ya'er's face was very red, and asked aloud, did Ya'er's face turn red when I wiped it too hard?Why don't you say anything, I'm really sorry! "

"It's not you, it's me..." Ying Ya'er said in a lower and lower voice until finally it was buzzing like a mosquito, and she couldn't make out what she was saying.

"Ya'er, I can't hear what you're talking about clearly." Qinghua heard something Ying Ya'er said, but she didn't hear everything, so she asked.

"I said we can go back, otherwise Dad should be worried." Putting these words down, Ying Ya'er blushed and ran to the old house. Anyway, if she killed herself, she couldn't say that she blushed because of her, otherwise she must be very proud .

"Wait a minute, you ran in the wrong direction." Qinghua shouted while chasing.

Ying Ya'er wanted to get rid of Qinghua wholeheartedly, so she just ran forward but failed to hear Tsinghua's words. When she ran to the old house, Ying Ya'er stopped to take a breath. Couldn't help but tell Qinghua what was in his heart, wouldn't what he did just now be useless.

Ying Ya'er came to the door, but found that the door was locked, and then realized that her father and sister were still at Qinghua's house, really, she didn't know to remind me, Ying Ya'er felt a little resentful towards Qinghua , if she hadn't suddenly belittled herself, how could she think about it and just run forward, now it's all right, I can't get in now, and Qinghua can't go there again, for fear that she will belittle me again.

What to do, what to do, where should I go, maybe I can only go to my aunt's house, but if I go to my aunt's house, if my uncle asks where my father is and why I don't accompany him, what should I do, I can't tell the truth , when Ying Yaer was at a loss, she inadvertently lowered her head and looked at the snow on the stone steps. Ji Xue sees Qinghua smiling at herself again, Ying Ya'er is upset, asking you to smile at me, do that to me, will this trample you beyond recognition, I'm not Ying Ya'er, Ying Ya'er When Ying Ya'er kept stepping on the snow, Qinghua also rushed to the old house. She looked at the childish Ying Ya'er who kept walking back and forth in front of the old house with tender eyes. I can't think about kissing, but now I see him stepping on the snow, and the stone of worry in my heart falls to the ground.

Qinghua walked up to Ying Ya'er silently, Ying Ya'er put her hands together, stepped on the snow with her head down, and muttered while stepping on her mouth, "Let you kiss me for no reason, now I Step on my feet, let's see if you still dare to belittle me." At this moment, he completely took Xue as Qinghua and vented his anger fiercely.

"Ya'er seems very dissatisfied that I kissed you, why don't I let you kiss me back." Qinghua heard Ying Ya'er's words, and her heart was very excited. Previously, her heart was a little hurt by Ying Ya'er's words, but now she has also After being cured, I calmly raised my opinion with patience.

"Whoever wants to kiss that apprentice, I can't even bother her." Ying Ya'er replied while stepping on the snow, completely ignoring who was talking to him.

"Ya'er, if you really bother me, then why do you still treat Xue as me? You are really duplicity."

"Who is duplicity, don't talk nonsense, and why do you keep helping that apprentice talk?"

When Ying Ya'er thought about what Qinghua had done to her before, and thought that Qinghua might regard herself as that kind of casual person, the tone in her heart became more intense, but she didn't know how to express it, so she had to use more force Stepping on the snow, I kept muttering, "You pervert, don't you know that such a thing can only be done by a husband and wife? You are so contemptuous of yourself, what am I in your eyes? Yes Little boy?"

(End of this chapter)