steal face

Chapter 145 Haze
I am Kanazawa and I am also left eyed.

Jinze put my heart into my throat with one sentence, I feel that he is very wrong today, a little weird.

I held my baton and said to him, "Come out, are you Jin Ze?"

That's right, at this moment I suddenly wondered if this person is Jin Ze, because with Jin Ze's sunny image, he should not be able to do such a thing, Jin Ze would not run under the bed in my dormitory for no reason come to scare me.

What's more, I didn't see his face, he was wearing a mask, and the human voice could be imitated.

I suspected that this guy was hiding under my bed trying to plot something wrong, but his phone rang and woke me up, so he wanted to pretend to be Kanazawa and run away.

And his next move made me more suspicious, he didn't crawl out from under the bed, but said to me: "Chen Mu, come in."

He told me to go under the bed, but of course I refused. I pointed my baton at him and said, "If you don't come out, I'll call someone to arrest you."

As soon as I finished speaking, he suddenly reached out and took off the mask on his face, then turned his head slightly to look at me.

I saw his sharp and resolute face, and the light shone on his face along the bottom of the bed, making him look even more handsome, especially the profile is perfect.

"Um, Kanazawa, you, what are you doing under my bed?" I couldn't help asking him, and at the same time he was relieved.

Jin Ze said in a very hard tone: "Come in."

Then I obediently crawled under the bed, because I wondered if there might be any secrets under my bed, and Kanazawa wanted to let me see.

But after climbing in, I found that everything under the bed was normal, and there was no eye embedded in it, or bugs installed, as I imagined.

I turned my head to look at Jinze in doubt, and Jinze was lying quietly on the floor with his head in his hands, staring at my bed board in a daze.

I knew that Jin Ze must be in a bad mood now, so I didn't force him to ask him. I followed him and lay down on the ground beside him. I could even hear his heartbeat, as if we were Lying leisurely on the beach, soaking up the sun.But what we are bathed in now is not sunshine, but darkness.

Suddenly, Jin Ze said to me: "Chen Mu, remember what I said to you. We can't choose the past, but we can choose the future. There is only a thin line between angels and devils, it depends on how we choose .”

I nodded at Jinze, and then I had a bad feeling in my heart. Jinze suddenly told me this, did I have another disease, sleepwalking and doing bad things again?Was he watching me by hiding under my bed?
But soon Jin Ze continued to say to me: "Chen Mu, there is a devil living in everyone's heart. It depends on whether we can suppress him. I came to you today because I want you to help me suppress my heart." of the devil."

After hearing Jin Ze's words, I was taken aback for a moment, wondering if I should lie on Jin Ze's body and press him down?
But soon I dismissed this wretched thought, Jinze must have some deeper meaning, so I said directly to Jinze: "If you have anything that you can use me for, just say it."

Jin Ze said directly: "Let me tell you a story first."

I nodded, and then Jin Ze continued: "There used to be a group of children living in the orphanage, and someone would come to adopt them every once in a while. And each of these children has a different personality, and some of them are withdrawn by nature. Some people are naturally cheerful, but of course there are others who are cold on the outside and hot on the inside, so different people have different natures. Among them, there is a child who belongs to the first type. He is relatively withdrawn, does not like to communicate with others, and basically has no playmates. But later He made a friend, the only friend, and opened a hole in his lonely heart. But half a month after he made this friend, the hole in his heart quickly closed again, his only friend He's about to be adopted."

Hearing this, I suspected that the withdrawn child Kanazawa was talking about was himself, but I didn't ask him, just listened to him continue talking.

Then Jin Ze continued to say to me: "This kid doesn't want to lose his friend very much. He is afraid of becoming a lonely kid who is ignored, but he can't do anything. And just before his only friend is about to be adopted. One day, he did what became a nightmare for him all his life."

Following Kanazawa's words, my heart hung in my throat.

And Jin Ze continued to speak: "The kid tricked his only friend into the grove of the orphanage, where there was a sand pile. He lied to his friend that he was playing games, and then buried his friend in the sand In the heap, he wants to kill this friend of his, so that he can stay here forever."

Hearing this, my heart trembled suddenly. Firstly, I was frightened by the child's viciousness, and secondly, I was thinking that this child could not belong to Jinze, and Jinze would not do such a thing.

And Jin Ze continued: "But in the end he relented, he didn't bury this friend to death, he just dug out the left eye of that friend with hand-made scissors, because as long as this friend loses his left eye, he will never die again." Adopted away..."

Then I couldn't help asking Jin Ze: "What happened later, do you know that kid? Is it related to this case?"

Kanazawa suddenly turned his head to look at me, and said, "The child is the left eye, and the left eye is me."

Hearing this, my left eye suddenly hurt, as if the eyeball had been gouged out in an instant.

I hurriedly said to Jin Ze: "Huh? Then what happened later?"

Jin Ze continued: "Later, I was sent to psychological treatment for a whole month. After I came back, the child whose left eye was gouged out by me had been adopted, but it was not the previous family, but another family. I Later, I kept checking, but never found him. As for me, after the psychotherapy, I became more cheerful. In order to remember my lesson and remind myself all the time, I gave myself a nickname, just It was called Zuoyan, so everyone also called me Zuoyan. Later, I gradually integrated into the group of the orphanage, and I really had friends. Later, the matter of me gouging out other people’s left eyes was also forgotten by everyone, but that It is the pain of my life."

After hearing what Jin Ze said, I hurriedly said to him: "Everyone has a bad past, not to mention that you were still very young at that time, so you don't have to blame yourself too much."

After finishing speaking, I suddenly realized something, so I hurriedly asked Jin Ze: "I found a photo about your orphanage before, there is a photo of you and Haohao, that Haohao is Fang Lin, should you You know it, why haven't you said it?"

Jin Ze sighed and said: "This is my demon, Chen Mu, you know, I blinded that friend's left eye, he was not adopted, and that family re-adopted a child, and that child It's Haohao, Fang Lin who was later transgendered!"

After hearing Jinze's words, I was shocked for a while, and then I understood why Jinze kept silent, and I was a little afraid to face it. In a sense, this is like a butterfly effect. A perverted behavior in childhood directly created the miserable lives of two people.

But I can't blame him, after all, everyone has had a haze, so I patted Jinze on the shoulder and said to him: "Jinze, you don't have to think too much, although things started because of you, but just like you As I said, everyone has a past, the focus is on how we choose the future, and your future is enough to make up for your mistakes, you have caught so many bad guys."

And Jin Ze suddenly seemed to become a little excited, he suddenly put on the clown mask again, and then said to me: "No, but I am not him. Chen Mu, do you know, I met a person just like you Question. Actually, I don’t have any memory about this perverted eye-gouging incident in my childhood. My real memory is that I hid in my bed alone that night, covered in the quilt and cried all night, and fell asleep crying I fell asleep. But when I woke up the next day, I was arrested by the director and they said that I had gouged out my friend’s left eye.”

I was taken aback, and I said that Jin Ze couldn't do such a thing, so I hurriedly asked him: "Is someone framing you?"

Jin Ze shook his head and said: "I also want to answer yes, but the orphanage is monitored, and it took a picture of me coming out of the sand with scissors, so I have to admit it myself and accept it. Psychotherapy, they say I have intermittent split personality. And this is one of the reasons why I always want to help you, I am not only helping you, I am also helping myself, because we are in this situation is helpless, more bewildered than the average criminal."

After listening to Jin Ze's words, I opened my mouth wide and couldn't speak for a long time. I didn't expect Jin Ze to have such a strange experience. He even had a split personality when he was very young. happened before.

I said to Jin Ze: "It's okay, it's all over, don't think about it."

But after finishing speaking, I felt that things were not that simple. Since Jin Ze didn't have the impression of gouging his eyes at all, and suddenly split his personality, just like me at a glance, is there any connection between all this?
Just as I was thinking about it, Jin Ze suddenly said to me: "I also thought that the past had been sealed away, and the haze in my heart had already been swept away, but now it seems that someone is going to uncover that past. Chen Mu , I actually followed you to the scene quietly before. Bao Dafa's body was buried in the grave, and Huang Feifei's left eye was gouged out. This is exactly the same as my haze, which is obviously aimed at me .Do you know Bao Dafa's identity, he is the sponsor of the orphanage."

(End of this chapter)