Over the mountain is the sea

Chapter 19 Care
Yi Nantuan was sitting on the sofa, with a book spread out on his lap, holding a cup of coffee in his left hand, and sipping slowly.

She remembered Jingjing's complaints to herself, "I was broken in love, normally you should comfort me, but in the end, you got yourself drunk first, crying and making noise... In the end, you have to let me, the unlucky bastard, take care of you , Yao Yinan, you are really dishonest!"

There was a faint smile on the corner of Yi Nan's mouth, but her heart was warm. Although Jingjing was full of complaints, Yi Nan knew that she really cared about herself.

What's even more rare is that Jingjing never asked her "Why?"

Why did you run out of nowhere?Why are you crying?Again—why are you so sad?
She knew that Yi Nan didn't want to talk, so she didn't ask, but just gently advised her, "Yi Nan, you're tired and nervous, who can bear it? Don't work so hard, you have to rest when it's time to rest."

Yi Nan is also very obedient. This weekend, she didn't work overtime. Instead, she put aside many trivial matters and cultivated her mind at home. As long as she stayed in the hotel, she would never finish her work.

She felt a little stuffy in the room, so she went to the balcony and looked out.

Just after an autumn rain, the air is extraordinarily fresh, and the whole city seems to have washed its face, and it suddenly looks fresh.

Yi Nan leaned over and looked downstairs, there were few people in the viewing pavilions, and the osmanthus flowers by the pool were in full bloom, even the air was tainted with a sweet fragrance.

She decided to go downstairs for a walk.

It is rare to have such a large leisure area in a high-rise apartment complex.The functional areas are also clearly divided.The open-air swimming pool, the tennis area, the cobblestone-covered circuitous path, the fountain, the viewing pool with small wooden bridges, pavilions and pavilions are all included, and the rest of the ground is covered with lawn.

The water in the swimming pool had already been drained, and several half-grown children were playing bubble balls in it, laughing loudly.Yi Nan walked around twice, seeing the same scenery too much was boring, so she chose a clean place in the pavilion to sit down and read the book again.

Camphor trees are planted all around the pavilion, and an osmanthus is occasionally inserted. Occasionally, the wind blows, the leaves rustle, the flowers are colorful, and the fragrance of osmanthus strikes, very refreshing.

"...Buddha's words. Those who become monks. Cut off desires and go to love. Know the source of your heart. The deep truth of Buddha. Realize the law of inaction. There is no gain inside. There is nothing to seek outside..."

She recited silently and thought hard. Only by knowing her own heart can she stop wanting to love, so what is her own heart?Where will it end up?
She was fascinated, but the book in her hand suddenly appeared out of thin air. She was startled, and looked up, but the book had already been captured by Meng Shaoyu.

Before she could stand up, she yelled sullenly, "Give me back the book."

Meng Shaoyu ignored her, avoiding her outstretched hand, turned to the cover to read, and muttered, "Buddha said-four-ten-two-chapters-sutra."

Yi Nan had already stood up straight, and said with a haughty face, "Why are you like a child, give it to me quickly, you won't be interested."

Seeing that she was really annoyed, Meng Shaoyu lazily handed the book back to her, sat down on the bench opposite her, and looked directly at her, "How do you know I'm not interested. I read it two years ago."

Yi Nan didn't believe it, and didn't plan to talk to him too much, so he tidied up the book carefully, sat down again, and continued to read.

He had a full view of her ugliness that night, and Yi Nan felt uncomfortable.She knew that he and Jingjing had guarded her for almost the whole night, and it was not until two o'clock in the morning that he was persuaded by Jingjing to go back.

Jingjing later told her many good things about Meng Shaoyu, saying that he was funny, humorous, considerate and kind, so that Yi Nan wondered if they were plotting something while she was asleep. After Jingjing finished speaking, she directly said: : "You said him so well, why don't I help you connect."

Jingjing immediately shook her head and refused, "That won't work, 'My friend, don't bully me.'"

"'Husband' is tall, I can't beat him."

"Hit it slowly, you can always hit it, even a fool can see that he is interested in you." Behind the back of outsiders, Jingjing's mouth is not willing to forgive others.

Because of this, Yinan always felt a little uncomfortable when seeing Meng Shaoyu again. Although he knew that nothing would happen between him and Meng Shaoyu, and Meng Shaoyu never questioned or laughed at her about what happened that night, Yi Nan was still grateful for this. his.

Meng Shaoyu said leisurely: "This kind of book, including poems and ancient books, can't figure out the meaning by reading it. Only when you memorize it, imprint it in your heart, and feel the scene, can you experience the true taste. The so-called book has been read a hundred times. , its meaning manifests itself."

At this moment, Yi Nan raised her head and looked at him squarely, "Unexpectedly, you are quite insightful." She did find it difficult to read, and she couldn't understand many Zen sentences.

Meng Shaoyu smiled, and suddenly said again: "How can you read this kind of book? You are supposed to be at an innocent age, so you shouldn't be! If you have obstacles in your heart, you should actually see a doctor, otherwise you will easily end up in a dead end."

Yi Nan rolled his eyes at him, and immediately dismissed the idea of ​​discussing with him in depth. This person can't be serious for more than 3 minutes.

Meng Shaoyu continued to talk nonsense, "Coincidentally, I have studied psychology in school for a period of time, and I think I can do a little bit to solve people's problems. If I don't give up, I am willing to go to the doctor for free."

Yi Nan sneered, "You're really capable, but unfortunately I'm not sick, don't you think it's a pity?"

Meng Shaoyu giggled, tilted his body to the side, and lay down with his arms under his pillow, screaming and feeling sleepy.

Yi Nan sneered, "What are you doing up so early if you haven't had enough sleep!"

He had already closed his eyes, pretending to be about to fall asleep, and was still chattering to explain to her, "I just stood on the balcony and saw you walking around like a round grave downstairs, thinking you had something to worry about, isn't it just Run down quickly to care about you."

"Then I'm really flattered." Yi Nan laughed, and replied to him lightly. She gradually got used to his nonsense, and if she got seriously annoyed, it would make him proud.

He looked very good when he was asleep, lying quietly, covered by long and dense eyelashes, forming two dark shadows on the eyelids, which further set off his fair skin, giving him an unusually clear feeling.Yi Nan couldn't help thinking, this person shouldn't have suffered any grievances or setbacks, there was no trace of trouble on his handsome face, and he could fall asleep peacefully under the sun, she looked at it, feeling envious.

He moved a bit, opened his eyes suddenly, and asked in a low voice, "Are you watching me?"

Yi Nan was suddenly caught by him peeping, no matter how calm and steady she was, she couldn't suppress the blushing from her ears and heels. She couldn't explain it, so she simply lowered her head and pretended to be serious about reading.

The scriptures can only be read in a meditative environment, how can she read them at this time.

Meng Shaoyu looked at her and thought she was funny, but he didn't ask her any more. Although he hadn't been in contact with her for a long time, he also understood that Yi Nan has a straight temper, and if he stalks her, he will be like this. Like a rubber band that gets tighter and tighter, it is easy to break.

He straightened up, wiped his face with his hand, and suggested: "It's hard to have a rest day, let's stop staying at home all the time, how about going out to have fun?"

His words sounded easy to be misunderstood, as if they were a family, Yi Nan flatly refused, "I'm not interested."

"I guessed that you would say that! Then let me ask you, what is the purpose of reading the scriptures? It's just to liberate the soul, right? But you, you reject everything and don't accept other people's kindness. It’s against the Buddha’s decree.” He frowned, squinting his eyes and recalled, “It’s said in the scriptures that ‘all appearances are false’, you deliberately divide what should be done, what should not be done, and who can associate with. Anyone who should avoid it is a 'photographer'."

Yi Nan burst out laughing, "Aspects? Tell me, what exactly is an appearance?"

Meng Shaoyu glanced at her sideways, "You don't understand this?" He thought about it carefully, and found that it was really hard to explain, coughed and said: "Let's put it this way, as long as you deliberately do it or avoid it, it is considered a crime." Mutually."

"Then what do we have to do so that we don't look ugly?" Yi Nan asked him again with a smile.

Meng Shaoyu replied in a loud voice: "I don't deliberately stir up desires, and I don't artificially kill the desires in my heart. Forget all restraints and accept any situation you encounter, including all things and people-for example, if someone invites you to go out for a walk, if you It's okay to be idle, why not?"

She listened carefully, but after a few seconds of hesitation, she didn't pay attention to what was said later, with a deep smile on her face, and he was really able to linger.

"Hey, what are you laughing at? Are you going or not?" Seeing her smiling, he also smiled unconsciously, knowing that she understood.

"...Where are you going?" She finally let go.

Rather than saying that she was compromising, it would be better to say that she was subdued. It was interesting. She always felt like a vague shadow that could not be grasped, but with him, a few light words were easily resolved, and she began to feel his The value of existence.

Meng Shaoyu showed a smug smile, "I can go anywhere, even walking around the streets is better than being bored here. Besides, I just bought a car."

Yi Nan got up happily and said, "Okay, I'll go up and change clothes and we'll go."

He sat without moving, and said with a smile, "Be quick, I'll wait for you downstairs."

(End of this chapter)