Over the mountain is the sea

Chapter 64 Who Can Redeem? (two)
As long as it is something that she really wants to do well, Yi Nan can do it very well. Her culinary skills make Liang Zhongming admire her, and Yi Nan can't help but feel complacent. Finally, she has something that can surpass him—just now in the kitchen, Liang Zhongming wanted to help, but his clumsiness and the overcrowding of the kitchen forced Yi Nan to kindly kick him out.

While eating, Yi Nan asked knowingly, "You must have never done housework at home, right?"

Liang Zhongming thought for a while and said, "Yes, I don't have time."

He smiled a little confused, in fact, it's not that he doesn't have time, but he seems to have no interest in such trivial matters since he was a child, and he would rather spend more time in productive places.After marriage, not to mention him, even his wife Yan Jingling seldom got involved in the kitchen.

Home-cooked dishes are not as rich and colorful as those in restaurants, but they have a warm and delicious side. Yi Nan can always find some interesting topics to make Liang Zhongming smile.

"The secretary of our department is the most powerful. He took out the 20 yuan coupon that was about to be thrown away, slapped it on the table, and told the waiter, don't waste it. It would be nice to give each of us a cucumber! The waiter was very embarrassed and said They don't sell cucumbers by 'roots', and in the end they fought back and forth, even the manager of the lobby came out and asked San Xiaodie to pickle cucumbers."

Liang Zhongming listened with a smile, took a chopstick of mixed raw cucumber, tasted it and said: "You can do better than the restaurant."

"That's natural!" Yi Nan shook his head, "We'll eat at home from now on, and it's economical."

Liang Zhongming's smiling face froze for a moment, then he said softly again: "Okay."

Yi Nan's eyes kept lingering on his face, so she didn't miss that moment of stagnation. Her heart fell out of the sweetness without any precautions. In an instant, the sun was covered by dark clouds, and even her smile lost its luster.

How can they have "the future" at all? !
The warmth in front of me is just a mirage, looking at the beauty, it is like a dream bubble in the blink of an eye.The food in his mouth was no longer full of taste, and as he tasted it, Yi Nan actually chewed out the bitterness.

That feeling of helplessness hit her again, and she couldn't help asking herself, what was the reason for staying by his side?
There is no eternal ending waiting for her, not even half a promise, not even a sweet lie, Liang Zhongming never gave her, but she stays here persistently, yearning for a look in his eyes, a smile.

She thought blankly, yes, she should indeed leave, perhaps, she should have left a long time ago, but she still refused to act.It's like seeing a beautiful soap bubble floating in the air, knowing that it will break sooner or later, but when it exists intact, I always hope that it can stay for a while, and take a few more glances at its plump and light figure... …

Desire is a poisonous snake hidden deep in everyone's heart, tempting people to move towards greed. Even though they know that there is an endless abyss waiting for them, they still refuse to stop, because they are lucky and think that taking a small step forward is not enough. There is no danger, but you don't know that danger is not achieved overnight, it is accumulated little by little.

The real danger has never been from outside forces, but from within.

After eating almost, Liang Zhongming hesitated for a while, but still handed an envelope to Yi Nan. She looked at him with puzzled eyes.

"It's a house in Ginkgo Garden, cough...I bought it for you." He explained a little awkwardly, because it was the first time he did such a thing.

Yi Nan stared at the thick envelope for a long time without any response.

"Yi Nan..." Liang Zhongming was a little uneasy.

"Oh." She smiled at him as if waking up, and pushed the envelope back again, "No, I'm fine living here."

Without saying a word, she packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash, and left Liang Zhongming to dry in the living room.

He sat there for a while, then got up and walked to the balcony.

The night in the early winter is already very cold, as far as the eye can see, the little lights are transmitted from the windows of every house, as if it is very warm, but in fact it is out of reach.

He subconsciously put his hands into his trouser pockets and groped for a while before he realized that he didn't bring cigarettes with him.He rarely smokes, only when he is in trouble.

His current problem is Yi Nan, and this problem may hurt him more than any business or interest disputes—before he can figure out a solution, his heart is already full of knots.

He has seen a lot of people with similar status and situation as himself go out on a romantic path, and it's not like no one has persuaded him, and even temptations are everywhere.It's not that he is lofty, it's just that no one seems to be able to walk into his heart these years, and he doesn't want to get into unnecessary trouble for a moment of passion.But I never expected to walk on the same path when I was about to be confused.

Their beginnings may be different from others in one way or another, and he still couldn't connect Yi Nan with that harsh word, but how can he deny that everything between them is essentially the most filthy act in the world? No difference!
So what about the ending?
He felt a little headache, the proposition that he didn't want to think about but had to face.It's not clear from the bottom of my heart-in fact, all the endings are already doomed, just waiting for him to perform the process.

The night seemed to be getting darker.

He stepped into the door, his body was icy cold by the wind, and the warmth in the room was just to blow off the outermost ray of cold air.

Yi Nan was still busy in the kitchen.She turned her back to him, lowered her head, and was half-raising a stack of rinsed bowls over the pool to drain the water.She was still thin, and her slender figure caused strong pity in his heart.

He walked over, wrapped his arms around her waist, buried his face in her hair, and murmured, "Yi Nan, let me do something for you."

Hearing his words, Yinan's heart couldn't help trembling, even if he loved her, he couldn't change anything.

Could it be that she wants him to change for herself?
No!She understood from the very beginning that if he couldn't make the promise, she couldn't afford it either.

She turned around, her eyes were no longer filled with sadness, she was as calm as water, "Give me some time, I will be ready...to leave you...you let it go..."

Before he finished speaking, his lips were already tightly sealed by him.

He sucked fiercely, mixed with pain and reluctance, and even a trace of unreasonable resentment—it turns out that she is as rational as him!
Why start when you're all sane?
How can such a start stop peacefully? !

In the middle of the night, Yi Nan woke up suddenly, and Liang Zhongming was no longer by his side.

Moonlight spilled into the room through the undrawn curtains, forming a silver-white staircase.Everything seemed to stand still.

Her mind started to come alive, and she lost sleep.

Is she really so chic?Do you really not care about the future with Liang Zhongming?
Where will the intersection of their break be?If that day comes, will she have the strength to bear it?
She suddenly discovered that she had been deceiving herself all along—what she wanted was actually more.

The tears shed were as bright and cold as the moonlight, and she curled up on the bed alone, like a walking corpse whose soul had been emptied.

Who can save himself?

(End of this chapter)