Over the mountain is the sea

Chapter 91 The Final Showdown
It was overcast, with no sun and no wind.

Xu Xinyi leaned on the bed, and as far as he could see, it happened to be a scene with a strong green atmosphere, but the sky in the background was no longer blue, and looked gloomy.

She thought of the distant past, and it was also such a winter day without wind and sunshine. She and Liang Youxin were sitting in a corner of a park in a foreign land. Dare to imagine that she will chase him to her hometown to find him.

"Xinyi, I will never let you down!"

The tip of her nose was red from the cold, and after hearing what he said, she just nodded with a smile.

Later, she married him against her father's objection.Yes, "marrying down", not only her relatives and his relatives think so, even she and Liang Youxin themselves think so.

One is a rich girl who can call the wind and rain, and the other is an ordinary person without any characteristics.No one could understand what she was thinking, and she didn't bother to argue with others, including her two older sisters.

"There are so many good men in the world, even if they don't have the same family background as us, at least you have to pick someone who is talented, isn't it just a waste of your father's face?" The second sister criticized her sharply.

She didn't comment, but sneered in her heart, because she thought of her second sister's wealthy son-in-law, who was really talented and good-looking, and his family background matched him!It's just that the second sister seems to have forgotten that she ran back repeatedly to complain about her husband's infidelity and hypocrisy.

This kind of scene didn't only happen to the second sister, Xu Xinyi had seen too much, didn't even her own father have three wives and four concubines in disguise?
The more she sees it, the more she will inevitably feel disgusted. She doesn't want to rely on men for everything like other women, as if that is her lifelong career. I have nothing but my family.

She doesn't want to copy herself like her mother and sister, she has extraordinary talents, she doesn't need a man to live, what she needs is a husband who will always be loyal to herself, she can't stand that kind of superficial harmony and beauty , The days of the rich wife who secretly crushed her silver teeth.Even if her marriage is going to suffer accidents, she shouldn't be the one who suffers!

Therefore, it doesn't matter if the husband can't do it, and it's okay to be indecisive. The important thing is that he must be loyal and obedient to himself.

However, she still lost!Lost to an unknown woman!

That woman, in terms of appearance and talent, how can she compare with herself?She is just a little gentler, but she can say a few soft words.

When she learned the truth, Liang Youxin had already severed ties with that woman, but she was still furious. Her dignity was challenged, and everyone was watching her joke!
"Xinyi, I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't. You said I didn't respect you by doing this, I admit it. But have you ever respected me? I'm a man, not a machine to obey! Sometimes I will I feel tired!" Liang Youxin knelt in front of her, begging bitterly, but her words contained reproach.

She pushed him away in disgust, it turns out that all men in the world are the same!She just woke up completely!Never need him again!

Although the sound of the door being pushed open was soft, it disturbed her thoughts. She turned her head slightly, and Zhang Ma tiptoed at the door and whispered: "Miss, the young master is here."

Xu Xinyi closed her eyes and said tiredly, "Let him in."

Liang Zhongming paused at the door for a while, seeing Xu Xinyi looking at him, he smiled and called out, "Mom."

Xu Xinyi nodded before he stepped into the door.

"It's rare that you are still willing to call me mom and come to see me." Xu Xinyi looked at him mockingly and said.

Liang Zhongming was quite calm, "You raised me after all."

Xu Xinyi snorted, but lost her former sharpness, and asked quietly, "Where's Zhiyuan?"

"He's in a nursing home."

Her face turned gray, but she didn't panic too much. After all, it wasn't the first time. "What happened to him?"

Liang Zhongming looked at her, hesitated and said, "He wants to commit suicide."

She coughed violently until her face turned red.

"Shall I get you some water?" He asked with concern.

Xu Xinyi waved her hands, trying to calm herself down.Liang Zhongming looked at her quietly, and couldn't help admiring her. She rarely had a delicate side, and even though she was defeated now, she was still so calm.

"Zhong Ming, I always knew you were not simple, but this time I still underestimated you." Xu Xinyi was finally able to speak, "You are as tolerant as your father, but much stronger than him, he has never accomplished anything in his life .”

Liang Zhongming smiled bitterly and said, "This is not my original intention."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he couldn't help asking himself, what was his original intention?

Looking up at Xu Xinyi on the bed, although there was sentimentality in her eyes, she was still calm and calm. When she looked at herself, she didn't have half the love of a mother looking at her son, but completely regarded him as a strong enemy, which made Liang Zhongming feel endless sadness.

But he was relieved very quickly, because he knew that even when looking at his own son Xu Zhiyuan, her eyes were not soft.

This woman is not suitable to be a mother.

Xu Xinyi also smiled, "Yeah! I've raised you for so long, and you still know a little about your temper. You can bear it if you can. These days, when I'm lying on the bed, I often wonder, where did your strangeness come from? When did it start? Was it for that woman? But you weren't with her."

Liang Zhongming stood in front of her couch with his hands behind his back, giving her a sense of oppression looking up. She felt very uncomfortable, pointed to a chair by the window, and said to him, "Sit down and talk." As before, with undeniable toughness.

He didn't object or ridicule, just smiled lightly, walked over and sat down.

Xu Xinyi sighed, and continued: "Is it because of 'him'?"

It was a simple word, but both of them knew it in their hearts. Liang Zhongming's face became serious. She saw it and smiled bleakly, "It's really so."

Liang Zhongming was silent for a long time, and whispered slowly, "He was waiting for you before he passed away, but you didn't come."

Xu Xinyi's face was unmoved, as if there was still a layer of light sarcasm. This expression as always irritated Liang Zhongming thoroughly, but he did not get angry. For a long time, he was used to hiding all kinds of emotions in his heart, even if he was overjoyed With great compassion, he can also remain silent in front of outsiders.

His voice was a little hoarse because of this, "I know he was sorry for you, but he has repented for so many years, why can't he forgive him, why can't he let him go more comfortably?"

Xu Xinyi turned to him with icy eyes, "Do you want to know the reason? Well, I'll tell you, because I haven't had a single day of happiness in these years. In order to marry him, I even gave up my own family, but what did he get? To repay me? He——made me a joke in the eyes of others." She gritted her teeth in hatred.

Liang Zhongming felt a surge of sadness in his heart. The eyes of the woman in front of him were still shining with hatred. He felt that all his deliberate planning and satisfaction after victory had become absurd and uninteresting in her eyes at this moment.

He gave up the pointless debate with her, she never knew what forgiveness was, what love was.

When the word "love" crossed his heart, he paused, feeling at a loss, did he understand it?
Xu Xinyi understood that the general situation was over, and sighed: "If I lose, I lose. There is nothing to say. But for Zhiyuan, I hope you can read it for the sake of brothers, and don't force him too much."

Liang Zhongming also quickly came out of his emotions and raised his eyebrows. After all, it was his own, so it should be different, so that she can wipe her face and plead for mercy.

"It's not only him, but also you. I don't dare to neglect. I will ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life. It's just... If your son wants to seek death and life again, I can't even see him with ten pairs of eyes."

Xu Xinyi's face suddenly sank, and she raised her hand to sweep the things on the bed cabinet to the floor. A bowl of fungus and lotus seed soup, which was still cold, bloomed at Liang Zhongming's feet, and the viscous liquid flowed slowly.He stood up, walked to Xu Xinyi's bed, and stared at her condescendingly.

Xu Xinyi gritted her teeth and said bitterly: "Don't get carried away, I'm not dead yet! If you dare to move Zhiyuan, look at me..."

"Mother!" Liang Zhongming interrupted her, but his eyes were no longer respectful, but full of mockery, "Don't you think Zhiyuan's temper is completely inherited from you? When you like it, you can't wait to take off the moon and dedicate it to him , once he hates himself, he will take pleasure in torturing the other party, wishing to put people to death! Now that he even hates himself, who can help him?"

Xu Xinyi looked at him angrily, clutching the corner of the quilt tightly with both hands, with anger piling up in her eyes.

Liang Zhongming stepped back a little, he was completely tired of the face and expression in front of him, walked to the window, and said slowly: "You could have been a good mother, but you haven't, all these years, you Put all your feelings on the hatred of your father, tirelessly, day after day. You probably don’t really feel sorry for Zhiyuan. You transfer the hatred of your father to him, and you are suddenly cold towards him Sudden heat. Do you know how afraid Zhiyuan is of you. He will frown when he hears your footsteps, and wants to run away when he sees your figure. He becomes as suspicious, paranoid and arrogant as you are under your torture. Always remember that others treated you badly, and then try to get revenge! Isn't it thanks to you that Zhiyuan became what he is today?"

Xu Xinyi's anger was instantly extinguished under his condemnation, as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on her head, and her eyes showed fear and panic, "Zhong Ming, stop talking, please stop talking!"

Why didn't she understand that besides venting on her two sons, who else could she turn to for those accumulated, dark, anger that had nowhere to vent?
She suddenly sobbed, and when she was about to lose everything in the end, she realized that she had worked hard for most of her life, but she got nothing like fishing for a moon in water!

Liang Zhongming turned around and saw the tears of a strong woman who had never cried, how old that face that was still soft and beautiful after so many years looked now!
He didn't comfort his adoptive mother. People like her seem to never need comfort. I hope her tears can awaken the compassion she once had.

Liang Zhongming stayed at the door for a moment, Xu Xinyi's continuous sobs were still heard in his ears, but he pushed open the door and left without a sound.

(End of this chapter)