Zongling Biography

Chapter 217 Self-blame
Zong Musui said disapprovingly: "Then why dare? She is her, I am me, no one can make any decisions for me, and I will not let anyone participate in my life, are you right?"

Ji Sijiu likes the way he looks like no one cares about him. Most of the people who can achieve great things will not be influenced by others.

He stared into her eyes and asked, "Are you feeling better?"

"I'm not sick."

She didn't hide it from him. She didn't know why, but she didn't want to lie to him.

Zong Musui nodded reassuringly, "I guessed it, how could you let outsiders hurt you so easily. But when I first heard it, I couldn't help but worry about you."

"I heard from Zong Muze that you are leaving? When are you leaving?"

Zong Musui's eyes darkened, "I was going to leave in a few days, but I just fought with my mother for a few more days, so I will accompany you for a stroll before leaving."

"No, I can't stay for a few days. I'm going back to the mountain after walking the four major families. You don't have to delay the trip for me."

Zong Musui shook his head in refusal, "Just take it as fulfilling my wish! I'll accompany you for a few days, and I don't know when we will meet next time. The purpose of your coming down this time is the Chang family, right? The other three families are just passing by. It's deceptive, right?"

Ji Sijiu smiled, neither admitting nor denying it.

Zong Musui said a little coquettishly: "I may not be able to give you fun things for a long time, but you must not forget me."

"How come, it's like I remember you because of those things."

He laughed at himself, how could he say such naive words, but he was really afraid that she would forget him.

"Jiu'er, if I invite you to walk with me, will you go?"

Ji Sijiu was stunned for a moment, let's go together?Go out to study?
If she was still the old Ji Sijiu, she might consider this suggestion.

But now I'm afraid it's delusional, right?
"You know me well"

Zong Musui hastily interrupted her, "I understand, I'll just say it casually, and when you want to go, I'll accompany you again."

"Well, we'll talk about it later! How long will you be there?"

Zong Musui thought for a while, "Maybe three years, maybe five years, maybe... longer, I don't know."

"Oh it took so long"

"I will often go to the mountains to see you, and I have to do what you want, right?"

Ji Sijiu was amused by him, "Didn't you say that you don't like others to control you?"

"You are not someone else, I am willing!"

Ji Sijiu didn't even know what was so good about Zong Musui?

How could it make her feel very close, which no one else could bring her.

It's not because of Zong Musui's attentiveness to her. There are so many people who are attentive to her. How come he is the only one who can be relied on and has a solid sense of intimacy?

She could still remember the scenes of Zong Musui teasing her when she was a child, but she just found it ridiculous, but she couldn't feel bored like she did when she was a child.

He accompanied her through the most difficult process. Although he didn't have too many gorgeous words to comfort her, it seemed that his silent company was precious.

Zong Musui watched as Ji Sijiu gradually closed his eyes and fell asleep, his face was very haggard, and he couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

Everything in the Ji family needs to be managed by her herself. She has to bear too much, and she only hates that she can't protect her all the time and bear those winds and frosts for her. The feeling of powerlessness makes him extremely difficult.

(End of this chapter)