I am the darling of the boss

Chapter 874 You Don’t Belong To Me (3)

"Time? More than ten years, isn't it long enough!"

Ji Chenyao was very vague about his thoughts at this time, even he himself didn't know what he was thinking.

Qian Xia bit her lips lightly, Shu Er lightly held his hand, and firmly gave him faith, "Chen Yao, can you give it a try and have a good talk with Yan, maybe you will find that accepting him is not at all Disaster."

"Hehe, Qianqian, aren't you avoiding him now?"

Ji Chenyao smiled helplessly, held her behind his back, raised his eyes, thought for a moment, and said, "Actually, I'm jealous of him... He has more than me in many things and places. After we separated that year, he When I entered Death, I met so many good friends who were born and died. After that, he met you again. But I am different. I have experienced many things, but there is no friend who can be trusted by my side. Even Duke Edward just thinks that I am Very talented."

Qian Xia has never heard him say what she really thinks in her heart. Most of the time, he is willing to let her know so that she can understand.

"People are different. When I was young, I only had Xiaoqing as a friend. In other places, I am similar to you, or I will be a little worse than you."

"Qianqian, the reason why I compare with him is because he is my elder brother."

Ji Chenyao pursed his lips lightly. Under the cover of his eyes, too many complicated emotions surged, as if he was on the verge of collapse.

Qian Xia stopped talking, just quietly waiting for him to continue.

"I still have the same things as him. He became a killer in Death God, and I also became a gangster, but he is better than me because almost no one does not know that he is 'Nightmare'. Let's talk about you, I and he know you Time, but the difference is more than a month, but the result is completely different. Qianqian, I am really jealous of him, I am jealous that he has got so much, and he still has you... Jealousy may turn into hatred in the end .”

Ji Chenyao has been trying his best to keep himself smiling, but the harder it is, the more desolate his smile becomes.

"Qianqian, do you know why I spend so much time and affection on you? Because I only have you, whether it is a friend or a lover, I only have you. But... I still lost you in the end , My world is one person after all, and it has never changed."

"No, Chen Yao, why do you insist on saying that you are alone?"

Qianxia felt very distressed when she heard it, and wanted to refute the hopeless thoughts in his heart, "You are not only me, but also Li Wei, she is also very good to you. Chen Yao, as you said, as a friend, you have always been Never lost me."

"But lover, I never got you!"

Ji Chenyao accepted her words, took over the bloody facts, and once again exposed them naked in front of him.

"Chen Yao..."

Qian Xia really didn't know what to say, this matter has always been her heart disease.She is still regretting that she should not have given him those false hopes during the three years with him in England.

"Qianqian, you are not wrong!"

Ji Chenyao seemed to know what she was thinking, smiled slightly, and shook his head, "It sounds unreal to me, but it is true to me, no matter what the result is, I don't regret loving you so much. Because that period of time is the best memory in my life, with you, you belong only to me."

(End of this chapter)