I am the darling of the boss

Chapter 920 Selfish Heart (6)

The sharp questioning voice was mixed with Luo Wei's broken emotions, she lost control, pushed him away violently, and rushed out.

Ye Shengyan hit the cold wall behind him, his stiff body did not regain consciousness for a long time.

……

Rushing out of the room, Luo Wei ran all the way, passing through familiar but very strange places, she suddenly stopped in a small garden.Then her feet softened, and she suddenly fell to the ground, curled up, and hid herself deeply.

Tears flowed from the corners of her closed eyes.

Luo Wei lay on the ground, pinching the soil with her long nails, tightening them stiffly, with such force.With a roar of pain, she seemed to go crazy, and her mind went blank.

However, the moment she suddenly opened her eyes, her heart inexplicably calmed down.

All the pain that belonged to Luo Ning was condensed in her mind, no longer spreading, no longer controlling her heart, the consciousness gathered little by little, and gradually the indifferent sharpness covered the original color of the eyes.

At that moment, she was Luo Wei, and she has always been Luo Wei.

From the moment she pretended to be Luo Ning, she kept telling herself that she was definitely Luo Ning.A lie told for too long, gradually even she believed it herself.Relying on her understanding of Luo Ning, she gradually lost herself in this pretense. All her thoughts, words and deeds were made by Luo Ning, and even the pain belonged to her.

She once couldn't tell whether she was really Luo Ning, but at that moment, in the pain of suffocation, she found that her pain suddenly stopped.It's like living in a false image all the time, but suddenly broke away. I want to go back, but there is no way.

There is always a difference between reality and fantasy, no matter how realistic you think, one day you will not be able to hold on.

Suddenly, Luo Wei felt pitiful and ridiculous.

"Hehe...haha..." Even at this moment, she couldn't help herself to really laugh, with unusual self-deprecating sarcasm and mockery, laughing at herself for being a fool for a long time.

Ye Shengyan stood behind her, looked at her, and silently lowered his eyes.

"Luo Ning..."

"Yan, I want to ask you a question!" Luo Weishang, who suddenly stopped laughing, raised his head, and looked directly at him with eyes blurred by tears, as if he wanted to keep him in sight. middle.

Ye Shengyan hesitated slightly, nodded, "Yes."

"You love Tang Qianxia very much, I know, but you said in the hospital that day that you never loved me... Is it because you don't want to admit the relationship you once had, or did you...you really never loved?"

With an almost begging tone, Luo Wei held on to the last sliver of hope and asked him a word for Luo Ning.

"sorry!"

Today, this is the sentence Ye Shengyan said to her the most.

Pursing his lips lightly, he thought for a moment in silence, then looked at her seriously, and told a fact, "8 years ago, do you still remember the reason I said we broke up? I didn't lie to you at that time, it's just that you I have never believed it, and want to save...Luo Ning, after so many years of persistence, are you still unable to let go?"

"How can we let go... I thought we were in love, but in the end it was just a fantasy..."

Luo smiled uncontrollably, tears fell crazily, making her smile look more desolate, and her trembling voice kept repeating unacceptable things.
(End of this chapter)