you are my lifelong love

Chapter 309 Do You Hate?
Although it was just high blood pressure caused by emotional agitation, Ling Bingcheng seemed to have aged several years in such a short period of time.

Ling Bingcheng once had a glimmer of hope that his eldest daughter could come back and call him "Dad" to forgive him for being confused at the beginning, but now all his hopes have been shattered.

The only daughter has also passed away!
"Father, look who is prettier, Aya or I..."

"Dad, I love you..."

"Aya will be like this because of you!"

"From today onwards, I will never have a father like you again! I hate you!"

"I'm never coming back..."

Ling Yun's expression, demeanor and those words echoed in Ling Bingcheng's mind.When she left the Ling family, she was so determined...

Ling Bingcheng didn't know how he could survive such a torment.

Pei Xiao looked at Ling Bingcheng weeping silently, but she couldn't say anything, because even she herself was immersed in such pain and couldn't extricate herself.

Who said that time can dilute all feelings, but until now, Pei Xiao still loves his daughter deeply, and has been looking forward to her return for so many years.

It's just that it's all a bubble...

"You all go back, I'll accompany you here." Pei Xiao sighed deeply and looked at the crowd and said.

But how could others go back with peace of mind.

"Mom, I'm here with Dad, you'd better go back and rest, your health is not particularly good..." Ling Guangze said worriedly, how could they leave the old lady here alone.

Ling Zhongze also said that he would also stay.

"I'm fine, you go back." Pei Xiao shook his head.

But in the end, it was decided that everyone would stay with them in shifts at the hospital, and Ling Guangze and Jiang Shu would stay here first.

Ling Zhongze and Xu Wenxin took Ling Mingxi, Ling Chuxia and Mu Hanjue out of the hospital.

Sitting in the car, Ling Chuxia was still very depressed.

Back at Ling's house, Ling Chuxia was still in a very bad mood, sitting by the bed, her hair hanging down with a small shadow.

"Mom..." Mu Yuchen yelled very worriedly.

Ling Chuxia forced a smile on her son, and then disappeared quickly.

Mu Yuchen could only hold his mother's hand anxiously, and then looked at his father as if asking for help.

Mu Hanjue raised his eyebrows, it was rare for him to see his son looking forward to it.

"Go out and play for a while." Mu Yuchen stroked his son's hair.

Mu Yuchen also nodded obediently this time, and left the room spontaneously.Although he is very young, he knows that at this time, it seems that only his father can find a way to make his mother not so sad.

Mu Yuchen left the room, leaving only Ling Chuxia sitting on the bed and Mu Hanjue standing beside him in the bedroom.

Mu Hanjue actually didn't know how to comfort Ling Chuxia at this time. In fact, he only regretted it now. When that happened, he hadn't fallen in love with her, so naturally he didn't give her any comfort. She gave him a child as a condition.

Only now did Mu Hanjue realize that he was really wrong.

But it was too late.

"Don't think about it..."

At this time, Mu Hanjue realized that his vocabulary was too lacking, he didn't know what he should say to comfort his wife.

Mu Hanjue sat next to Ling Chuxia, then stretched out his arms to embrace her shoulders, pressing her firmly into his arms.

Mu Hanjue was only wearing a thin white silk shirt. Ling Chuxia leaned against Mu Hanjue's chest and wept continuously, which wet his clothes and made him feel a little cool.

Mu Hanjue sighed, then put his arms around Ling Chuxia's head.

"If you want to cry, you can cry...in my arms, you can do anything without worrying..."

Mu Hanjue's voice was low.

Ling Chuxia's crying became louder and louder. In fact, she didn't cry just because of today's incident. She seemed to vent all the tears accumulated in the past few years at once.

Hearing Ling Chuxia's tears, Mu Hanjue's heart tightened slightly, so he could only hug her tightly.

After crying for a long time, until Mu Hanjue felt that a woman might only shed so many tears in her lifetime, Ling Chuxia's sobs stopped.

Mu Hanjue finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Okay, stop crying." Mu Hanjue gently wiped Ling Chuxia's tears, "Like a little cat..."

Ling Chuxia let Mu Hanjue move. She seemed to feel better after crying all this time, at least her heart was no longer so depressed.

"I miss my mother so much... What would she be like if she was still here..." Ling Chuxia smiled bitterly, and now her memories of her mother are all traces of unfamiliarity.

"Do you hate your grandfather?" Mu Hanjue looked at Ling Chuxia seriously and asked.

Hearing Mu Hanjue's question, Ling Chuxia was really taken aback.

hatred……

Ling Chuxia really didn't know.

In the past, she didn't know why her mother chose not to return to her mother's family for the rest of her life, but now she knows that it was because of Aunt Ling Ya's suicide that year, so she said that if her grandfather hadn't proposed to let Aunt Ling Ya If she married that person, then the sensitive Aunt Ling Ya would not choose such an extreme way of suicide, then her mother would not leave home, and then she would not meet her biological father, then her mother might be I won't leave this world so suddenly...

"However, if your mother hadn't left the Ling family, then," Mu Hanjue's voice paused, "you might not have been born in this world..."

There has never been an if in this world, and there has never been an assumption, because everything has already been settled, and what happened in the previous second will inevitably have a huge impact on the next second.

"Actually...what do I hate? Seeing grandpa like that makes me really sad..." Ling Chuxia really didn't know how to express the feeling she wanted to describe.

Ling Chuxia felt that she would not blame her grandparents, nor would she blame anyone in the Ling family. She knew that if her mother wanted to go back, she could go back. If her mother just didn't want to go back, then she definitely didn't want to go back.So Ling Chuxia wouldn't blame them for not finding them in time.

As for Aunt Ling Ya's matter, she was not the person involved, and her mother passed away, so she actually had no room to comment on this matter.

But she thought, if her mother hadn't passed away, would she want to go back to the Ling family? She felt that she definitely wanted to.And Ling Chuxia believes that her mother is not as indifferent as she seems on the surface, but sometimes the more she cares about something, the more she pretends not to care...

(End of this chapter)