Your warmth, my love

Chapter 168 Zou Moyan Extra: I'm Not Ruthless, I Can't Stand Steadily

I gave her a cold look, and I had an indescribable affection for that child in my heart, especially when Gao Ziqian said that it was impossible for me to be a father, the child in Li Nan's stomach became my only blood relative in this world.

But I also feel that this is Li Nan's business and has nothing to do with me.

I have learned to be indifferent.

I didn't say anything, I stood up and was about to leave, Li Nan grabbed my leg and cried, but I didn't feel anything other than caring about the child.

I didn't give Li Nan an answer. I had no way to protect her child, and I myself was walking on thin ice.

Those who have not experienced those darkness will not know how I have experienced the pain of darkness. I am extremely insecure about anything now. I am very scared, very panic, and even feel that I have been forgotten by this world.

Even after leaving that place, sometimes I dream of those dark days, I still sigh and feel lost
I went back to the room, and there was He Changan’s cigarette on the table. I took it and lit one, and after taking a puff, I began to cough violently, because when I just came back, my throat was not very good. After coughing for a while, I His face was flushed, and his nose was so sensitive to the smell of tobacco that he sneezed
This is my first time smoking.

The charm of tobacco is that this thing can be a friend, it can relieve boredom, calm me down, and make me feel that I am not alone.

Few people know about my situation in Switzerland. After recuperating here for a month, except for the few problems mentioned by Gao Ziqian, my body has basically returned to a normal level.

These days, I am also thinking about many things.

He Jiaran's departure, his father's death, his uncle taking power, Li Nan's pregnancy, and my experiences
It seems that many things are connected in series by one thing, and it seems that many things are coincidences.

Escaping is not always the solution, everything that should be faced by me, I must face.

I have to take back those things that belong to me. Only when I am strong can I protect the people I want to protect and know the truth of everything. I want to see who is obstructing it.

The first thing I did when I returned to Santiago was to meet my uncle. Many high-level executives in the company obviously did not agree with him. The Zou family was in crisis now, and my uncle was helpless, but since he had just taken power, he was a little reluctant to let me go when he saw me back.

"Mo Yan, I have taken care of your father's death, but the Chinese girl in that video seems to be your friend."

I looked at my uncle with a slight sneer at the corner of my mouth, "I know him."

"Then I'll find someone to do it for you to avenge your father."

Hearing the words 'done', my heart was still touched, so I stopped, "I have a reason for this matter."

"Mo Yan, you have to think clearly. Your father died of poisoning. The surveillance at home shows that only this girl has been to your father's study, and your father also ate what she brought. On the table is your father's mouth. The check to her, all of these, I have reason to believe, are connected together, I heard that this girl is your girlfriend?"

I didn't answer, but the uncle continued, "What kind of heart does this woman have? You should take a good look at it. There is a saying in China that murder pays for life. You can't just tolerate it like that."

I responded: "I will give everyone an explanation."

My uncle complained about my behavior, but he didn't say anything. When I went back to the previous apartment, Li Nan came to see me, and naturally she was crying, saying that I was too pitiful, and in my opinion, there must be a poor person. Hateful.

Li Nan gave me a USB flash drive, saying that there was something left by He Jiaran on it.

He Jiaran, He Jiaran, why does my heart still feel hot when I hear your name after going through so many things?

Li Nan is not as pitiful as she was that day. She handed me a share conversion letter, which clearly stated that my father gave Li Nan the shares at the beginning. One of the best.

"Zou Moyan, I really can't think of why you are like this. Now that the dove is occupying the magpie's nest, your uncle is openly in charge of the Zou family, but you are here to be a coward. The child in my stomach is your only relative. Your father suddenly disappeared, so let the two of us live on the street? He Jiaran left you because she gave up on you, but you still have someone who loves you by your side."

Li Nan was very excited, and panted heavily after speaking, "If you go on like this, how can you avenge your father and get back everything from the Zou family?"

"This is a matter of my family." I looked into Li Nan's eyes and then at her stomach, "I will let you live a good life, don't think about anything else."

"What am I thinking? You know what I'm thinking, you've always known it, right? But where is He Jiaran when you look like this now? The woman who told you that she was going to the end of time is now back in China with Lu Chengying, and the two of them rented a house Live together! Live a chic life every day, who cares about your life!"

I don't know how Li Nan knew this, and was about to go to the study, but Li Nan grabbed my arm and said, "Mo Yan, wake up, please! I found some traces of unknown drugs a while ago, and I have been looking for them with He Changan for a long time We found you later, and we tried our best to bring you back, not because you were so decadent. I can see you like this, and my heart hurts."

Hearing what Li Nan said, I shook my hand vigorously. Li Nan lost her balance and fell on the sofa beside her. She clutched her stomach, her face turned pale, and she looked at me in pain, "Mo Yan, my stomach It hurts the hospital, go to the hospital."

I was also indifferent for a while. After calling the hospital, I quickly picked up Li Nan and ran all the way to the nearby hospital. There was already a puddle of blood under Li Nan. She grabbed my arm and said weakly : "I will not let my child be wronged, nor will I let her be an illegitimate child, Zou Moyan, if you don't want to control us, just leave us alone. Euthanasia will be easier."

Child, child, is it my brother, or my sister?

Li Nan was pushed into the operating room by the doctor because of too much bleeding. At this time, my uncle came to the hospital suddenly and asked me, "Mo Yan, this woman has bad intentions. She said she was pregnant with your father's child, and your father kept himself clean all his life. Why? Maybe with her, and now there is a child, this child is absolutely not allowed."

After the uncle finished speaking, the director of the hospital came to him and said that the situation was critical and what should he do.

The uncle made a murderous gesture, then nodded.

When the dean was about to go in, I stopped him: "That's my child."

Uncle was shocked, "Mo Yan, you."

"It's my child, uncle. This is my own business. Don't worry about it. Also, I plan to take over the work tomorrow. You should prepare for the handover procedures."

"You and I are the largest shareholder now."

"It won't be soon. Do you want to see the shareholder meeting be voted down by referendum, or leave now to make yourself look better?" I whispered in my uncle's ear, "The [-]% that my father holds The ten invisible shares belong to Li Nan, and the two of us now hold more than forty percent of the shares. And for yours, pension is enough."

The uncle's face was very ugly, and before he left, he said, "You are cruel enough."

Li Nan stayed in the emergency room for three hours. When she came out of the emergency room, the baby had already been born, eight months old, premature.

However, Li Nan bled profusely during the delivery and was very weak.

responsibility, child, future
At this time, I made a decision that would affect my entire life.

I found the lawyer my father trusted most before. He knew about the stock rights that my father gave to Li Nan. I shared my thoughts and he drew up two agreements. One is a marriage agreement. I can't let this child live outside. And bringing it back to the Zou family requires a legitimate title, and I can't ruin my father's reputation, after all, he has already left.
Li Nan was not very surprised when she saw the marriage agreement. After signing it, the lawyer took it for justice. There was no wedding, and the children did not have a full moon. I promised to give them titles, but it was just a title.

I brought her and the child back to Zou's house. Although the uncle was quite critical, he didn't say anything. In fact, the uncle didn't have any intention of harming me. I knew this very well, otherwise he wouldn't have threatened me. Afterwards, the seat was honestly vacated, but some uncles in the group had been playing tricks before. I caught it once and directly bought the stock of that person at a high price, and found someone to send their family to the most scarce material in India. In this place, everyone has learned to shut up after seeing such a result.

It only took me three months to sort these things out.

If you are not ruthless, you will not be able to stand firmly. This sentence really has a certain truth. Sometimes when I can't control my emotions completely, I start to take those calming drugs again. Gao Ziqian told me not to take it, saying that I am dependent on eating too much stuff, but if I don’t eat it, sometimes when I lose control of my emotions, I feel terrible when I see it.

I will be like He Jiaran, thinking very much, even sometimes, my body will have urges, the best way to solve these problems is to take medicine, I carry sedative medicine with me, the side effect of these medicines is my temper It's getting weirder and weirder, and I don't understand many behaviors myself.

The former son of Zou Moyan was like jade, unparalleled in the world.

Now Zou Moyan has a strange temperament and is unpredictable.

During this period, apart from going to see the child, I gave Li Nan a divorce agreement, which I signed, but Li Nan never signed.

She enjoys being called Mrs. Zou very much, even though we are not together.

The child is a girl, small, wrinkled, and she looks a bit like me, so I named it Zou Xue.

She is as pure as a snowflake, and I try to give her a cleaner life.

Regarding the divorce agreement, Li Nan chose not to mention it. During her stay at the Zou family, she seemed to be a hostess. I don't know where she got her confidence and calmness. I also contacted the wives of some shareholders of the company to have a party, and it’s fine to buy some luxury goods every day, and started to help me choose clothes, shoes and shirts
I was furious as I looked at the few blue shirts I had added to my closet.

Li Nan also showed me her taste, saying that it was a new season of a certain big brand.

I tore up the so-called new season, Li Nan was a little surprised, I asked her to pull her out of my room, and asked the housekeeper not to let her out of his room for a month.

There are a lot of white shirts in my closet, because a girl once said that she likes boys in white shirts, and they look great with simple black ties.

From that day on, my wardrobe has always been matched like this. There is a brand that will regularly send me new styles. The girl said that the clothes of this brand are simple in style, but I wear them very handsomely, so I have been wearing this brand all the time. clothes, never changed.

She has penetrated into my blood, and I will never deny it.

Li Nan was honest for a while, and then I asked the lawyer to re-draft the divorce agreement. I asked for Xueer's custody and gave Li Nan countless properties. Li Nan was very firm and refused to sign.

She said I was ruthless, gave her a dream, and finally tore it up with my own hands.

But she didn't know, she couldn't see all this clearly.

In the end, Li Nan was forced by me to sign, because she saw how out of control I was, and was afraid that if I really accidentally killed her or killed her, it would be a good result. If it was sent to places like South Africa or Israel, For her, it was worth the candle.
Li Nan is very smart, so he chose to sign.

Considering that it was breastfeeding, Li Nan took the baby with her all the time. I arranged four reliable people for Li Nan. At this time, Li Nan calmed down and returned to her original position with peace of mind. Sometimes in front of Zou Xue, We can still have a few quiet conversations, I thought it was all settled, but it's just the beginning.

After a social gathering, I thought of the USB flash drive Li Nan gave me.

I opened the video on the USB flash drive, and suddenly saw He Jiaran and Lu Chengying. BJ was probably in the corridor of the hospital. Lu Chengying grabbed He Jiaran's arm and said, Jiajia, Zou Moyan can't help you if something like this happened to you. He knew that he was living in his own world, and when he encountered a problem, he hid it. Such a man has no ability at all, how can he entrust him for life?

He Jiaran has been crying. I have never seen that kind of sadness. Every time I see her crying, my heart twitches. It is still like this now. She said, I didn't tell Mo Yan about these things. It's my family's business, how can I torment him
Lu Chengying was indeed relieved, it was you who didn't trust her, Jiajia, Zou Moyan could give you love, but not life.You still have to look forward to everything, you are short of money, Zou Moyan has plenty of money, but it is useless not to help you, you see clearly, what Aunt Cai was begging you just now, if you don’t listen to me, you have to listen to her
He Jiaran didn't speak, but kept shaking his head. Lu Chengying whispered a lot into her ear. At the end of this video, Lu Chengying hugged her, and Jiajia's expression improved a lot.

But in the end, He Jiaran didn't come to me after all.

He Jiaran chose to believe in Lu Chengying, and Lu Chengying is a person who is so deep in the city that I will never forget it.

My love started at this age, and then ended absurdly. I lost He Jiaran, and gained the whole world. The so-called success, but the fleeting clouds in front of me, I am not really happy. After the e-commerce company officially launched, I reached The expected results have been achieved, and everything in the Zou family is on the right track. Zhou Luohe and Changan never comment on what I have experienced. They know that I am a person who lives by licking my own wounds.

I know that He Jiaran is doing very well in China, has a stable job, has friends, has her own life, eats, drinks, and feasts every day. Although her father is missing and Aunt Cai is ill, none of this seems to affect her relationship with Lu Chengying.
She lives in an apartment with Lu Chengying. Lu Chengying bought the house. In order to take care of He Jiaran's self-esteem, the rent is 2000 yuan a month in a place where every inch of land is expensive.

Lu Chengying really cared.

The case of my father's death is still pending, how can she be so carefree?

Many times when I dream back at midnight, whenever I think of He Jiaran, I will grit my teeth angrily.

she owes me too much to explain
I proposed to return to China, and Pan Yiming said that he would be with me. He is now exiled by his family. On the day we returned to China, a partner of the Imperial Capital Branch gave us a clean-up.

Because of a bad stomach, I don’t drink alcohol, and Pan Yiming always comes to socialize. After leaving the hotel, I went to the Blu-ray club. To a certain point, out of respect for the collaborators, I also went to Blu-ray.

As soon as I arrived in the private room, I answered a call from Li Nan, she said something about Xueer, I dealt with it a few words, and when I got back to the private room, Pan Yiming was having a lively chat with her, and there was mineral water in front of me, drinking There was nothing special about the smell afterward, but after more than ten minutes, I felt very uncomfortable. There was a ball of flame rolling up and down all over my body, and the flame finally gathered at one point, making me on the verge of exploding.

The desire burning in my body made my face flush even more. The female manager opposite looked at me with moving eyes. She stood up and went to the bathroom with the private room.

I walked quickly to the bathroom, unbuttoned my pants as soon as I entered the door, and held on to the source of evil. There were thousands of horses galloping in my heart. I comforted it, but these were far from relieving the anger in my body. , at this time the door was suddenly pushed open, He Jiaran stood there with blurred eyes, staring at me dumbfounded, and the mask in my hand
And I was shocked, and a spray of white and burning sprayed on the wall on one side.

(End of this chapter)